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This is my first fanfic so please give me a break and review ALOT!

I never thought that a girl would change me, and not just any girl but this one. A innocent, naive, small town, very cute with brown hair and blue eyes girl. Yes, Rory Gilmore has been on my mind for the past couple of minutes. Well ok maybe not minutes let's say a couple weeks. It's just that she's so... sigh. I wish she was mine but she's not she's Dean's. Yuck, I can't stand them together but ... Hold It Mariano! Make her jealous and test her. Okay so other way around. Perfect!

THE NEXT DAY (authors pov)

The bell on the diner door dinged and in came the two Gilmore Girls. Well one and a half you could say, one was walking proudly and the other had her nose stuck in her newest book. But it wasn't just some book now was it? No, others may have said yes but only Jess and Rory would have said no. Rory was reading Howl for the up-tempt time in history of reading. She walked up to the counter and sat waiting for her mother to stop flirting with Luke and be able to get a cup of coffee. As if her mind was read a cup was placed in front of her filled with coffee. She looked up to whom had done this nice deed and the one and only Jess. "Hey", she said.

"Hey back", Jess had said while filling her cup of coffee.

Rory had pondered about what she was going to say next. She wanted to but there was something keeping her from saying it. Oh yeah, Dean. Her boyfriend.

"What's up?" Jess said bringing her out of her thoughts.

"Nothing much, waiting for mom to stop flirting long enough to have breakfast then it's back to nothing." Yes, it did seem like she was trying to indicate she was bored but actually she didn't mean it to come out like that. Not like that at all.

"Huh." Same old Jess. When Jess walked away from the counter that's when things started to get interesting.

"Hey there darling," Lorelia said with much excitement it was almost scary even for her.

"Hey Mom, what's up with Mr. Grumpy over there?" Rory question as tilted her head toward Luke

"Oh..umm..nothing just some Taylor problems." Lorelia tried to say in a convincing tone.

"Okay…?" Rory was just too smart to believe her at this point. SO the girls just ate breakfast and after said goodbye to the diner boys and went home. Little did they know what would be waiting.

AT THE CRAP SHACK (Rory's POV)

Why didn't I just ask him to hang out? Why did I have to be soo stupid and not even ask him 'hey jess, wanna go to the movies today?' No, I had to be stupid and think of Dean. Wait, Dean! He's my boyfriend not Jess. Although…..

"Hey Mom, can I talk to you about something?" I asked

"Yeah sure honey but I think you might want to talk to me later," replied mom but why?

"Umm..O-" I was cut off when something caught my eyes and sitting there on the porch was my boyfriend. My real boyfriend and not the one in my dreams. Wow, I really need to lay off the books there I'm getting ahead of myself. "Hey Dean," I said trying to be happy but I wasn't

"Hey Ror, so I was figuring we could hang out today if that's ok with you and your mom." Dean was in a happy mood and was very excited to get my awnser. I felt sad because I wasn't that happy to see him. What the hell is wrong with me. The boyfriend that I love is standing in front of me and I'm thinking of how sad he isn't him. "Rory?" I heard out of Deans mouth but I was still thinking.

"Hey Ror you ok there honey?" My mom was now trying to get my attention.

"Umm yeah. So is it ok if Dean and I go hang out probably in the house?" I said. I was trying to cover up my daze.

"Sure sweets. Be careful!" She gave me that playful look that she always gives me and we don't even get anywhere! "Well I'm off to go help Sookie with the wedding so I'll probably be home late. Meet me at Luke's later or if I can't just go and I'll pick something up later?"

"Yeah Mom. Love you!" After that Dean and I headed inside to do what we always do…watch Lord Of The Rings 1+2. I absolutley hated that movie I mean I've read the books but I don't know they just don't interest me. I wonder if Jess has read the books. As that thought crossed my mind the doorbell rang and I RAN to get it. Whoever it was I was grateful for the interuption.

As I opened the door I was soo surprised to see what was behind it. I never thought in a million years that I would see this person and what this person was doing. I was shocked!

"Jess," I breathed. He was standing on the other side of my front door and to my surprised he was……crying!

"Ror, I need your help I can't be there." He pleaded.

"Jess, whats wrong?" I was really confused and I was really hurt at what ever was making this strong beautiful boy who I know has a wall made of steel cry.

"My mom….she…" Jess stammered and he never does. So I did what I did best, I took him in my arms and just hugged him. I hugged him and breathed in his smell and held him close. I know I'm taking advantage of what ever was making him cry I was sad for him and using it. But then something clicked in my mind: Dean was in the other room. They hated each other. But I didn't care all I cared about was this broken boy in my arms.

"Jess, tell me whats wrong please. What is making you cry? Jess, please." I didn't even care what I was saying.

"Rory, my mom …" He let go of me so he could look me in the eye, and the next words that came out of his mouth made me almost want to cry "she's dead Ror!"

"Oh my god Jess… c'mere." I pulled him back in to my arms and tried to get him in the house I was wondering on where to take him so I looked back at Dean and gave him a look that said 'give me a minute' and took Jess into the kitchen. But I don't think he saw.

"Rory what the hell." I let go of jess and told him to go sit at the kitchen table, not to leave and that I'd be right there. He nodded sadly and looked at Dean and for the first time since he knocked on the door I saw his wall go up.

"Dean," I started to explain "listen I need you to go. Jess.. he needs me right now." I knew what was coming next.

"Rory I don't know if you knew this but you're my girlfriend--" I cut him off.

"Yes I do I'm not that stupid actually I'm not stupid at all. I need to be with Jess right now and I don't excatly care right now because if you can't understand that then I want you to leave…actually I need you to leave I'll call you tonight bye!" And with this I walked away. I didn't care! He knew his way out and of course I knew I was his girlfriend but if one of his basketball buddies had just lost their mother he would be there. So with that done I walked back into the kitchen praying that Jess hadn't left and his walls were down. So here I am putting this broken boy back together. Wow have the roles changed.

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