DISCLAIMER: I do not own anything. Just the idea for the story. Please R&R. First fanfic ever written so even bad criticism is welcomed.
Chapter 1: Let's get this party started.
"Ya know, Soph, you would think that the amount of times we did this it wouldn't take so long!"
"Hold on, I'm almost finished." Sophie said as she stuck out her tongue to the side and picked the lock on her father's lock box.
It was after hours when Sophie and Sian were in Kevin's garage. The girls usually go there on Thursday night's to grab some money for the upcoming weekends festivities. Sophie would usually only take £50, enough for Kevin not to miss when he counted the money at the end of every week. They would add the amount they took from the lock box to the amount that Sophies mother would give her for doing her weekly chores.
"There" Sophie said with a smirk on her face. Sian jumped up and down, clapping her hands and let out a little squeal, smiling. "I have the touch." "Yeah" Sian said, "your fingers are magic." Sophie laughed as she passed the notes to Sian while she shut the cover, locked the box and put it back where she found it. She turned to Sian, who jumped into a hug and held Sophie tight. "Let's go" Sian sang.
It was Friday evening and the girls were on their way to the usual hang out place to meet the usual people. Sian had her back pack filled with the things they needed every weekend they went out: alcohol, 2 changes of clothes, their mobile's, whatever they had left of their money and a little spliff. Sophies mobile started ringing.
"Heya! We are just on our...oh." Sophie stopped walking and Sian did the same. "Well what about...oh, okay. Thanks for letting me know. Yeah, I'll tell Sian. Thanks, we'll see ya tomorrow, ta." Sophie shot her head back and breathed out."Uggggggggh."
"Who was that? Sian asked.
"That was Ryan, he said the party is cancelled because for some reason Morgans parents aren't leaving until tomorrow morning instead of tonight like they normally do." "What? But we have everything bought for tonight. What are we going to do now eh?" Sian said, pouting her lip. Sophie looked at Sian and shrugged her shoulders, trying to think of what else they can do.
"Hey, I got an idea" Sophie said as she turned back to Sian. "You are always saying how someday we should get smashed together like we used to in my room when we were younger. Let's party together, just you and me, forget everybody else." Sian looked at Sophie biting her lip, smiling. "Aw, Soph yeah let's do that! It will be like old times. Also, my dad is doing a late shift, so he won't be home until late so we could stay at mine if ya want." Sophie grabbed Sians hand before she even finished her sentence and started walking towards the bus stop to go to Sians.
A short bus ride later and the girls were walking towards Sians house. Sophie decided to call her mother to let her know where she would be staying incase there was an emergency. Sally, Sophies mother, always liked Sian. She was glad her daughter had someone to turn to that was so close, especially when her and Rosie, her eldest daughter, would fight.
They were still hand in hand when they reached the door. Rosie always teased them, saying they had a thing for each other because they were so close, mentally and physically. But the truth was, Sophie and Sian didn't care whether people thought they were gay, all that mattered to them is that they knew the truth. Sian stuck the key in the key hole, gave it a twist and pushed the door open. Her and Sophie made their way in and kicked off their shoes. "I'm just going to run our stuff up to your room, okay?" Sophie said as she ran up stairs with their belongings. "Okay Soph" Sian yelled back. While Sophie was doing that, Sian made her way to the kitchen and found a note on table with some money that read:
"Will be home around 12.
I left some money for you to get a pizza.
No lads in the house while I'm gone.
Dad x"
Sian rolled her eyes. The last thing she wanted was to get involved with a lad again. She was completely over Ryan and had no feelings for him what so over. She was hurt and betrayed for what he did. Trying to snog her best friend was deffo something that she could not forgive him for. All three of them were finally starting to become friends again. After Ryan and Sian broke up, Sian started heavily drinking, staying out late and became joined to Sophies hip. Naturally, Sophie started doing these things as well. They both would go out every weekend, get smashed with their friends and forget their problems. And this weekend was not going to be any different - well, maybe their Friday night was going to be different since the party was cancelled, but Sian knew her and Sophie would make their own fun.
"Alright, let's get this party started! I got the drinks, pass me some glasses will ya?" Sophie sat at the kitchen table with the large bottle of vodka and poured some into each glass as Sian took out some juice to mix it with."Me dad left some money for tea, what do you fancy?" Sian asked as she grabbed the pile of take out menu's they had. "I dunno, all I know is I need a drink" Sophie laughed. Sian smirked at the menu she was looking at as Sophie took a large gulp. "We could order some pizza, that way we have some for later tonight before we go to bed?" Sian suggested. Sophie shook her head yes as she downed her first drink, then pushing Sian's drink towards her. "Drink up babe." Sian looked at her and raised her eyebrows at Sophie. "Oi Who do you suppose is going to go get this pizza if we are smashed?" "Oh come on Sian, let's just get it delivered. It's only a few extra pounds. Sian looked at Sophie, who was giving her the puppy dog eyes. She could never resist that look. "Yeah, go on then" Sian said as she grabbed the drink Sophie slid over to her.
Two drinks later and both girls had a buzz on. That was due to Sophie making the drinks strong, stronger than normal. Sian thought it as odd that Sophie wanted to drink so badly, more than usual and she also found it odd that she mad mixed their drinks so strong. Sophie knew how Sian like her drinks, and Sian hers. She decided to ask her what was going on.
"Soph, ya know you can talk to me about anything, right?"
Sophie looked at her and rolled her eyes and ran her fingers through her hair. "Yes Sian, I do, you always tell me that. And I know what you are going to ask me next."
"Oh you do, do ya?" Sian said with her eyebrows raised.
"Yes, anytime you ask me if everything is alright, you always start with 'you know you can talk to me about anything, right?' and then you ask if I'm okay."
"Well, are you? You seem to be in a hurry to get us both drunk. I know we drink every weekend but you really seem to want to drink tonight."
Sophie looked at the floor and then back up at Sian as she breathed out. "Nothing is wrong, I just didn't know how to bring up this subject soberly...and I'm not sure what to say."
Sian was starting to get worried. What could Sophie have to say that is making her this nervous. She was never nervous around Sian, they are best mates. "Soph just spit it out will ya?"
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. It was the pizza guy. Sian sighed and walked past Sophie to grab the money and ran to the door. Sophie was relieved, saved by the bell. When Sophie heard Sian shut the door, she knew she was on her way back in with the pizza and was hoping she would just drop the subject. When Sian came into the kitchen, she still had that worried look on her face and knew that she wasn't going to drop the conversation they had started, so Sophie decided to stand up.
"Well, are you gonna spill it or what?"
"Sian, you are my best mate and I love you so much and I don't want you to hate me is all..."
"I could never hate you, Soph, and you know I love ya n all, so whatever you are going to say, just remember that." Sian said as the wrinkles in her forehead creased.
"Right, well, last weekend, when we were at Morgans, do you remember what happened? Saturday specifically."
"Yeah, the same thing that happens every weekend, we get smashed with our friends and then we go off on our own to talk, fall asleep and snuggle" Sian giggled.
Sophie didn't know if it was the Vodka they had drunk or that she was nervous, but her hands stated to feel clammy. "Okay I am just going to say it. That night, when we came back yours and your dad was at work, we started talking about Ryan, and how hurt you were when he tried to snog me. You were saying that you will never go out with another bloke again and that you ment it." Sophie stopped to take a breath and to see if any of this sounded familiar. Sian just stood there with her arms crossed and wide-eyed.
"Sounds like me" she smirked.
"Yeah well, I made a joke and said you could always give girls a try. You laughed and said it wasn't a bad idea but the girl would have to be gorgeous and that you don't think you could ever kiss a girl." Sophie stopped, still looking at Sian, who still was clueless to what she was about to say.
"So, I said something like, you never know until you try and took a drink. Then you laughed and when I put my cup back down, you were looking at me right weird and said 'let's try it, I wanna see what it feels like'. At first I thought you were joking but then you started coming towards me. Since we were sitting on the floor with our back's against your bed, I just sat there, I didn't move and waited for you to kiss me."
Sian looked mortified. She really didn't remember what had happened. for once, Sophie couldn't tell what she was thinking, and that scared her.
"Say something."
"What happened after that" Sian said as she looked away from Sophie, not sure what to do with herself.
"Then you kissed me...really slowly. It was more like making out. Then you pulled away."
"Why would you say you don't want me to hate you if I was the one that kissed you?" Sian questioned.
Sophie hesitated before answering. "Because of what happened next. I knew you only kissed me for an experiment. So when you pulled away, you said it wasn't so bad and that you were glad your first kiss with a girl was with me because I was your best mate. For some stupid reason, you left me wanting to kiss you again and that was never a thought in my mind before so it scared me. Instead of changing the subject, I jumped on you so that I straddling you. I looked at you, and you looked at me, and the next thing I knew, I was shoving me tongue down your flippin neck!" Sophie said as she was raising her voice a little. Then she stopped and smiled because she remembered what it felt like. She never thought of Sian that way.
"I'm not drunk enough for this" Sian said as she sat down with her head in her hands. Sophie agreed. She couldn't believe what she was about to suggest, but she suggested it anyway. "Sian, I don't know why but, I really want ta kiss you now." Sophie sat down as she watched Sian take a big swig of her drink. Sian just looked at Sophie. She didn't know what to say or do and she couldn't believe that she kissed Sophie.
Sian inhaled a big breath and said "I am sorry, for what I did. I was drunk, I dunno what I was thinking kissing you like that. I never thought of you like that before. You were right, it was just an experiment and I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable."
"Obviously you didn't make me feel uncomfortable if I just said I wanted to kiss you now, Sian. All I know is, if you don't remember snogging me, I think you should kiss me again because what if on some level you are gay and just don't know it. I want you to kiss me and see if you get turned on."
"I'm not gay, Sophie, I don't like girls" Sian looked at Sophie as she spat the words towards her.
"But how are you going to know for sure unless you try it. You were drunk last time you don't remember. I don't like girls either yet I want to kiss you."Sophie walked closer to Sian so they were half an arm's length apart. Sian was breathing heavily, thinking about the possibility of kissing Sophie. Sian moved closer to Sophie, both their hearts were beating a hundred miles a minute and they just looked into each others eye's. Sian put her hands on Sophies waist and breathed out.
"If we do this Soph, we aren't to tell anyone and we will never speak of this again, got it?"
"Got it" Sophie said nervously and nodded her head, "we'll keep our gobs shut."
With that, Sian pulled Sophie closer so that they were millimeters apart. They could feel each others breathes on their lips because they were so close. Sian looked at Sophie one last time, looking to some sort of permission. Sophie nodded her head and put her arms around Sians neck as Sian closed the space between their lips with a soft, gentle kiss.
Sian started tightening her arms around Sophie, running her fingers along Sophies warm skin, where the top of Sophie's jeans meet with the hem of where her halter top and red leather jacket. At first the kissing was gentle and soft, but then Sophie let out a tiny quite moan and that drove Sian wild. She started kissing with more force and her hands started roaming along her lower back. Things were getting heated quick. Sophie pulled away, she didn't know why but she did.
"Well?" Sophie questioned, raising her eyebrows.
"Well, what? Sian asked.
"Well, did you feel anything?"
Sian let go of Sophie and folded her arms. "I dunno ... I ... erm ... liked it I guess."
"So did I..." Sophie looked at the floor.
"But I don't like girls" Sian spat.
"Neither do I, Sian" Sophie breathed out.
"Right well...pizza?" Sian asked as she walked past Sophie.
After grabbing a bite to eat and mixing many drinks more, Sophie was drunk and her eyes were getting heavy. Sian was about to mix herself a drink when she asked if Sophie would like one. When Sophie didn't reply, Sian went to ask her again as she looked at her. She noticed that Sophie fell asleep on her bed.
Sian just stared at Sophie, thinking about what happened that night and how crazy it is to think that they snogged. She liked kissing Sophie, but that was it. She did not like girls.
She got up and removed her clothes and changed into some short shorts and a sleeveless shirt. She then went over to Sophie and shook her a little to wake her up to get changed.
"Soph ... Soph wake up, let's get changed and go to bed, yeah?"
Sophie stirred in bed and turned her head so she was facing Sian, still sleeping. Sian looked at her and removed a strand of hair that was in Sophies face. She shook her again and Sophie mumbled. Sian bent down and rubbed Sophies cheek with her hand, leaned in, and kissed her softly. Sophie started to move so Sian stopped kissing her. Sophie opened her eyes and looked at Sian, and Sian looked at Sophie, as she wasn't sure that Sophie knew what she just did to her.
"What are you looking at?" Sophie said with a smirk.
"I've tried to wake you up so you can get changed into your bed-clothes. You fell asleep."
"Oh. Through me by bag will ya?".
Sian got up and passed Sophie her bag. She then got in bed as Sophie started rummaging through bag, grabbing short shorts and long-sleeved shirt. She got up and started changing right there in the room with Sian and Sian couldn't help but watch.
"Soph, you can go change in the bathroom if you feel more comfortable."
"Why would I do that? We always get changed in here, nothings changed, has it?" Sophie was still drunk and she was obviously not remember about what happened that night.
Sian hesitated and said "... no, I just thought ... I dunno." For some reason, Sian felt very awkward about the whole situation.
Sophie laughed and said "I'm comfortable if you are, "having trouble saying the word comfortable. She slid back in bed and cuddled into Sian like she normally would.
"I love you, Sian" Sophie said tiredly, giving her a squeeze.
"... I love you to, Soph."