Darkness. I am associated with darkness. I am darkness. I am death. Darkness is death. Death is darkness. Does this mean I am dead? Darkness is the absence of light. Darkness is not a thing in itself. Does that mean that I once was filed with light? Nothing can become darkness before it is light. There is no light without darkness, and no darkness without light. Darkness and light rely on each other, yet they are opposites. Why is darkness perceived as bad? Some people prefer darkness, in fact, most do. Darkness is not only the absence of light, it is absence itself. Does that mean that I am an absence of myself? How do I still exist if I have lost myself? Darkness makes people lose their sight. In darkness people lose their sight of everything, their thoughts, ideas, values, their mind. Does this mean that because I am darkness, I have lost everything? Does this mean that I cause people to lose sight of what they once thought, believed in, what they loved? I am a black hole. A star that imploded on itself. I take everything near me, even if I don't want to. I took Bianca. I took my mother. I took myself, too. Does this mean I am selfish? I take everything, but it hurts me. Everything I unwillingly steal takes away a part of my soul. But do.I even have a soul? I am just an absence. I am Nothing. Darkness is Nothing. How can everyone be Something, while I have rendered myself to Nothing? I have made other people Nothing too. Does making other people Nothing make me more of a Nothing? Does that make me the King of Ghosts and the King of Nothing? Even ghosts are Something. Ghosts are souls, even if they are lost. I am darkness, therefore I must be Nothing.