She never went to his grave. Even though she was technically his daughter and at the same time the one that technically killed him and even though she did have an obligation to go there she just couldn't. It wasn't that she didn't want to-

….Oh wait, that was the reason she didn't go.

But she just couldn't. Every time she would try to move her body wouldn't allow her to, like some unstoppable force that held onto her. Was it..? Could she be feeling-

Guilt?

She shook her head causing her blond hair that would have belonged to Naruto Uzumaki to fall in front of her crystal blue eyes. (she has always hated this look it reminded her too much of…of…them) no that wasn't it she wasn't guilty for their deaths she was, she was…Uncaring? (he was never really her father) fustrated (he was the one who sealed her powers away) Resentful (she never ment to kill him)

Resentful that was the precise world. She was resentful for not being able to hold her emotions in place as she saw the red river flow down to her paws/feet. (Brother she had whispered into the empty cave)

Things only got worse when the Leaf village headband was found. Everything went black after that.

She remembered screams.

Pain.

Hate.

Blood.

Yellow.

And a Shinigami.

She remembered opening her eyes and she was falling? Oh God she was really falling. There was a poof and she looked up to see a giant frog that just disappeared looking at her with surprised eyes. No, No! What had she done!?! She didn't mean it she really didn't! Her brother! Her brother!

Naruto shook her head and reached up a hand to her cheek. Was she crying?

She remembered seeing a blond man holding a paling baby close to him his eyes were half-lidded and he was…Dieing.

Oh god no! NO! NO! NO!

As quickly as she could she twisted her body and pressed her feet on the nearest tree before pushing, using her charka to give her an extra push, off the tree and towards the man and child. She caught them just before they hit the ground. "I'm sorry!" she shouted clutching to the blond man as he clutched onto the dead baby. "My-my brother he…. Oh god I'm so sorry." the shouting was only whimpers now.

"K…yuub…I." the blond muttered.

"I-m sorry Il-I'll fix you and your son." She said putting her hands to his chest in an attempt to 'fix' as she had put it. "H-humans can b-be fi-fixed cant they."

"Na…ru..to." She watched as he moved his body somewhat so that he was able to make a small gesture towards the child in his arms.

Did he want her to fix the kit first? Yes. All males in the fox clan who fathered a kit always wanted the kit to be safe and carry down the legacy. It was always the same.

"you want me to heal the kit first. OK. OK. I'll do that." She said franticly putting her hand on the paling child's forehead. "Sleep for now I-I promise I-I'll fix Naruto."

"h..h…ow."

"Shh please close your eyes for now I-I promise I-I'll fix you and your Kit." She whimpered through sobs.

The man closed his eyes, him knowing very well that he wouldn't be able to see the light of day again but there was a chance for his son, one thought crossed his mind. 'the Kyuubi isn't that bad after all' before welcoming himself to darkness.

If he had been awake for a few more seconds he would have found out that neither one of them could have been 'fixed'.

More tears filled blue eyes, a hand reached up to wiped them before they fell, she didn't want to ruin Naruto's body with the salty tears of a demon.

Maybe-just maybe- if she had control in her emotions none of this could have happened.

Maybe- just maybe….

A childe could have been born…

A mother would have lived….

A Hokage would have not risked his life….

And the village would have been peaceful.

But none of that happened and that's why 'Naruto Uzumaki' could have been standing on top of the Hokage mountain right now smiling down on the village she had sworn to protect with shining blue eyes.

Of course that's not the situation. Naruto is not standing on the Hokage mounting,( just a cheap imitation that was filled to destroy the guilt that lingered in her heart) and she is not smiling, (instead her lips are curled halfway up in some half smile that would scare anyone), and she had not sworn to protect the village with shining blue eyes, (there is just a young blond that is only protecting the village because she made a promise to the fourth and those are not her shining blue eyes they are Narutos')

With a sight Kyuubi stood up and started walking back to what could have been Uzumaki home.