At some days
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
At some days I don't know how they get some of there ideas.
At some days I don't know how they can preach their ideals when they themselves dont live them.
At some days I don't know how I can call them friends.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
They aren't the nicest sort of people to me but I think of them as my friends.
Even when they ridicule me. Even when they laugh over me and my antics.
I know I am not the steadiest of people on my feet and I am not some great warrior.
But I try …. Ans I try hard. Every time I land on my butt I stand up and try a little bit harder.
But it isn't enough for them.
They don't want to know me, they pity me and that is the only thing why they let me travel with them
most of the times.
They don't care that they wound me with their silent laughter over the way I try to help people.
They ridicule me for my religion. Even if every man on earth has the right to chose his or her own god.
They ridicule my god in front of me and in front of others.
They laugh in his face and try everything to thwart his plans.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
At some days I don't know how they get some of there ideas.
At some days I don't know how they can preach their ideals when they themselves dont live them.
At some days I don't know how I can call them friends.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
I really try. I try to be worthy of their friendship but at some days I wonder….
I wonder if I have to be worthy of them.
Why should I have to become worthy of their attention?
Even if the only person I really want to be worthy of wouldn't even look at me if I was some great
Warlord?
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
At some days I don't know how they get some of there ideas.
At some days I don't know how they can preach their ideals when they themselves dont live them.
At some days I don't know how I can call them friends.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
I now know that I don't have to try to be worthy for their friendship.
The only person s attention I want to be worthy of wont ever look at me if I continue to travel
With these two.
The only way to gain these persons attention is to let go of these two and the image I portrait at the moment.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
At some days I don't know how they get some of there ideas.
At some days I don't know how they can preach their ideals when they themselves dont live them.
At some days I don't know how I can call them friends.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
I will go away. I will become another person. I will get better.
„Hurry up we must go"
I will do it ….. someday. I want to do it someday.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.
At some days I don't know how they get some of there ideas.
At some days I don't know how they can preach their ideals when they themselves dont live them.
At some days I don't know how I can call them friends.
At some days I can't understand how I can travel with these two.