Poison to me

She felt his hands moving up and down her back, getting lower by second. "You know, I really love your eyes...they're like water, shining in the sun..." She looked at him, feeling her cheeks redden...And that was when he kissed her, slowly slipping his tongue in her mouth, exploring it fully. His hands moved lower and started to caress her ass...And it felt wrong. She placed a hand on his chest, pushing him away. "What's wrong beautiful?" he asked, concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry Ralph...But I cannot do this...I just can't" With that said, she turned and opened the door to the C.C mansion. Taking one more glance back at him, looking into his eyes, which showed clearly the hurt and rejection he felt, she stepped inside, closing the door.

Once inside, she pushed past her mother, running into her room. She locked the door behind her, collapsing on the floor. "Bulma girl, what are you doing?", she asked herself, before starting to cry.

It took her a while to get a hold of herself again. Wiping away the reminders of her tears, she turned the music on, unlocked her blue diary and began to write...

"Why do I feel so lonely? Why do I have to hurt people? God, what's wrong with me?

I went out with a really sweet guy today...we had great fun...and after 3 hours of laughing and enjoying each others company, he walked me home...and kissed me. And suddenly, a wall appeared in front of my heart...I felt his tongue all around my mouth, caressing my own...and all I could think of, was my last kiss with Vegeta...And suddenly, I started to panic...and I turned him down...why do I always have to do this? Why do I forbid myself to be happy? Vegeta and me, we're just friends...sure, we kissed a few times, but despite of that, our relationship is a friendship one...a special friendship, but still, it's nothing more. But like the idiot I am, I fell in love..."

(Next day)

"Morning Chi!" The brunette in the red skirt and the black thank top turned, to meet a blue haired goddess, wearing a short jeans mini and a white top, smiling and waving a hand at her.

"Hey B! What's up?" They hugged and kissed each others cheek. "Not much, really...Hey, how long till school starts?" Chi looked at her black Gucci watch, smiling at her long time best friend. "Oh , about 10 minutes. That means there is still enough time left." "But shouldn't we wait for 18?" Smiling, the other girl took her hand, tracking her to the benches under a big, old tree. "There's no need to wait for her! She's there already, see?" After a quick hugging session, they all opened their bags, each one pulling out a small box. "Has anyone a lighter? I forgot mine at home..." 18 handled the object in question and they all lit their cigarettes.

Bulma inhaled deeply, watching, as the smoke came out her mouth. "Has anyone seen my Goku?" Forcing a smile on her face, the blue haired angel turned to Chi, "Oh, come on! You were sleeping at his house! Don't tell me you already miss him!?" Blushing, the other girl nodded, which caused Bulma to smile a true smile. Hugging her friend she whispered in her ear. "You really want to see him, ne?" Chichi nodded again, as her face turned even redder. "You just have to turn around. He is right there, waiting for someone near the entrance."

Turning on her heels, Chi waved him over to them. Bulma felt her heart tore in two, as she watched as Goku hugged her best female friend, turning her around and kissing her fully.

Don't get me wrong, she was happy for them. How couldn't she be? They were two of her closest friends, and after all, she hooked them up. But still, every time, she watched the two together, she felt even more lonely than usual. She couldn't explain, why she felt so alone. She was the most popular girl in school, she was the cause of many guys wet dreams...she had the best friends anybody could ask for, she was intelligent, rich, beautiful...and jet, she felt alone and lost...She would never admit to anybody that she loved Vegeta. No matter how often she had tried to talk with Chi or 18 about this...the words just kept hanging in her throat. So she had to carry this weight all alone... and she did fine with it...until her date with Ralph. She watched, as Goku took a cigarette to his mouth, smiling at her. She smiled back, and inhaled herself. And again, she watched as the smoke left her mouth. To tell the truth, she couldn't really tell herself, if the feelings she had for Vegeta were more than friendly ones anymore. A lot had happened since she fell in love...she wasn't sure of anything anymore. Bulma Briefs had to admit, that she never was so confused in her whole life before...and that she, for the first time ever, had no clue what to do about it...

Sighting, she leaded the other into the school building, unaware of all the boys who were checking her out...