Normally I don't like country, but I came across this song on Youtube, and I had to write this story.
Plz enjoy. Comments and flames are welcome! =)
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. If I did, Sakura would be dead for hitting Naruto and Sai.
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--What Hurts the Most--
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out
You're gone.
There's no other way to explain it. After all that we've gone through together...you dissappeared. It almost doesn't seem real...
I'm not not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
I've been learning how to smile again. My progress is slow. Some days it just seems easier to lay in bed, huddled with my legs and arms over my chest in some vain attempt to cover my heart.
Not that it helps. I know it's already shattered.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
If you were leaving eventually...why did you kiss me?
What hurts the most was being so close
And havin so much to say
And watching you walk away
It's not all your fault though...
I could have run farther...I could have found some strength in my legs to push myself enough, get to grab the neck of your shirt...so you would stop...so I could here your voice again...
And never knowin what could've been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was trying to do
But I had no more will left.
How could I? I saw your eyes. They had once shined, even in the coal the true beauty was smudged with. I saw them shine with love...but I never got to find out if you knew that same light was trying to break through my eyes.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
I don't go out these days. It's exahsting trying to avoid the dreaded questions and the pity that fallows.
The pity comes when I stay away too, but at least here I don't need to be around it.
Still harder gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
It's useless...
Here I am moping, not only because you're gone, but because you'd still be here if I'd only told you how much I love you.
What hurts the most is being so close
And havin so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Time and time again I've attempted to bring you back into my life so I could have you like I did before. But you refuse to come...Are you confused?
I guess I can understand that...I had told you so many times that I didn't love you...but I also told you I was sorry I didn't love you...
Are you running from me because you knew the truth? Did you leave just because I did return your affections and couldn't admit it?
And never knowin what could've been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was trying to do, oh
Sasuke...if you knew, you should have said you did!
Then maybe I would have the courage to wake up in the morning...to smile...to love you openly...
What hurts the most was being so close
And havin so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowinwhat could've been
And not seeing that lovin you
Is what I was trying to do
Please...let me love you...
(And not seeing that lovin you)
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
Come home...I promise I'll change...
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