Shut up!!!
stop focusing on my smiles for there only my false hopes,
don't put me down for my reckless action's
for in life it's the only way i can cope
with the feelings of loneliness
i want,no i need for you to understand,
that the person you tease,ridicule, and cut out,are lies beyond belief
that behind these bright blue eyes is a boy on his hands and knees,
begging you to stop it and try to understand,
that he tries to do his best in life,
but god has an ulterior plan
"shut up don't talk your nothing but worthless trash"
tell me to shut my mouth and listen-
to what you have to say
it's not like it makes a point for I've heard it everyday
yet when the door is slammed shut, and the windows are closed
he stands in front of the mirror and what does he see,
a fake a copy of some lie you have all come to believe
with a swing of his fist that lie comes crumpling down
no longer will he be that worthless stupid clown
with the blood that drips down his hand,
he vow's for now,and ever to finally take a stand
no more lies or smile's i don't mean
i want you to understand,
now god it's your turn to sit back and listen to my plan,
I'm still in this fight and I'm not giving up
even on my hands and knees
"hey isn't that the demon child"
shut up and watch me live my life,for it's about time
you've seen the real me.