I do not own shugo chara or the song i used. This is my first story of this type. Please enjoy.
"Miss Hinamori your about to go on in 2 minutes"
"yes I'll out in a second"
I took one last glance at myself. And walked out to the stage.
As I walked out I heard my fans screaming my name. Now here I am standing and smiling, but a fake smile. I never smile for real anymore not since I found out what happened to him.
"Amu Amu" I hear my fans shout, but thats not the voice I want to hear shout my name. I want him to say my name.
I walked up to the microphone took a deep breath and tried to put my happiest voice for them.
"hello everyone today I will be sining my new song hurt" they screamed even more but quiet down a little when they heard the music start.
(Hurt by Christina Anguilera I don't own anything Christina does)
Seems like it was yesterday
when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were
but I walked away
If only I knew
what I know today
ooh,ooh
I would hold
you in my arms
I would take the
pain away
Thank you for all
you've done
Forgive all your
mistakes
There's nothing I
wouldn't do
To hear your voice
again
I felt tears threaten to fall but I fought them back before they could spill. How I miss him so much.
Sometimes I want to
call you
But I know you won't
be there
Ooh sorry for blaming
you
For everything I
just couldn't do
And I hurt
myself
by hurting you
Some days I feel
broke inside
But I won't
admit
Sometimes I
wanna hide
'cause it's you I
miss
And it's so hard
to say goodbye
When it comes to
this, ooh
Would you tell me
I was wrong?
Would you help me
understand?
Are you looking down
upon on me?
Are you proud of
who I am?
There's nothing I
wouldn't do
To have just one
more chance
To look into
your eyes
And see you looking
back
Sorry for
blaming
you
For everything I
just couldn't do
And I hurt
myself
ooh
If I had just one
more day
I would tell you
how much that'd
I miss you
since you
been away
Ooh it's
dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn
back time
I'm sorry for
blaming you
For everything I
just couldn't do
And I hurt
myself
By hurting
you
I tried to hold in my tears. So instead I put a smile for my fans a sad smile. I walked out the stage and into my dressing room. Thats where I let all my tears out. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I wiped my tears away and grabbed my sweater. When I walked out I put the hoodie on and started walking I don't know where I was walking to but my feet just keep on walking so I let them take me.
I ended up in front of a cemetery. I looked up and went through all the graves until I found the one I wanted. Why did you leave me here all alone. I started tearing up again and let it all out this time. I stood there for a while and walked closer and kneel down and touched the words.
The tears kept coming down faster and faster. I remembered the last words he said to me. "I love you forever and ever. Dead or alive just remember that." And with that his breaths became slower and slower and died down. "Ikutoo" I screamed out once I couldn't hear breath. "Why did you do for me you could have let me take the bullet."
I wiped the tears that kept coming. I stood there for a long time. I got up and whispered "Good-bye Ikuto" and left. I went home and went to my bed not evening bothering to change. And cried myself to sleep like I've been doing all this time ever since he died. Soon sleep took over me.
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