Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't been writing lately, I've been so busy with work. I know that's no excuse to abandon you guys! I promise to write more often.
I know this is another Post- iOMG fic, but I hope to take it in a different direction. I will use the baseline of iLost My Mind to start off.
Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly or the song My Dilemma , but only the laptop it's written on. LOL!
Sam's POV- driving to her house
I can't believe I kissed him and then ran away! I've been doing so well hiding my growing feelings for him ever since our first kiss. I know I've had some close calls especially when I saw Carls and him dancing and dating. My heart literally broke during that time and I had cried all night- every night, knowing that I liked somebody that would never like me. That's when I knew I was in love with him. I thought I was going to tough it out like Puckett's do and not make a move, but NOO that nub had to go and ruin it by talking all sweet and deep and his eyes looked like two pools of deep chocolate, which makes me go weak at the knees. Dag nab it! See he's already got me whipped and momma is NOT going to be whipped. I was about to change the radio station when the DJ announced that he was going to be playing Selena Gomez's new song My Dilemma, but when I heard the opening lines of the song I stopped and listened.
You make me so upset sometimes
I feel like I could lose my mind
The conversation goes nowhere
'Cause you never gonna take me there
And I know what I know
And I know you're no good for me
Yeah, I know what I know
And I know it's not meant to be
He's my dilemma
One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met ya
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself attracted to my dilemma My dilemma. It's you, it's you
Your eyes have told A thousand lies
But I believe them When they look in mine
I heard the rumors, But you won't come clean
I guess I'm hoping, It's because of me
And I know what I know and I know you're no good for me
Yeah,I know what I know And I know it's not meant to be
He's my dilemma, One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met ya
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you, But I found myself Attracted to my dilemma, My dilemma It's you, it's you
I could live without you. Your smile, your eyes, the way you make me feel inside
I could live without you But I don't wanna I don't wanna
Oh, oh You make me So upset sometimes
He's my dilemma, One half of me wants ya
And the other half wants to forget
My my my dilemma From the moment I met ya. And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you, But I found myself Attracted to my dilemma, My dilemma, It's you, it's you
The song got me thinking, I don't know what's wrong with me? I must be going crazy if I fell in love with a nub, even though he's a cute one. So I rush over to the nearest hospital and check myself into Troubled Waters Mental Hospital to try and stop these crazy feelings.