Okay, so when I uploaded this story I encountered some minor issues I guess so my author's notes came late. I can see that there is already a review from Ignaci0. Thanks for the review and I also wanted to make it longer but this will have to do. I'm planning on sequels though but don't know when I will publish it if ever.

For those who have read my previous stories:

I am so sorry for not continuing any of my previous stories. To be honest I don't think I'll even continue them since I'm not that hyped for those movies/animes that I wrote a fanfiction about. I am currently still can't get over this anime, so all I can promise is that I'll try to find my motivation again. I know this makes me look like an a**hole, I am so sorry.

"Right, your macarons were my first ever macarons" he said without any expressions on his face.

We were in the classroom. Just the two of us sitting at our desks at the back of the class. Everyone has gone home, even Oota-kun left Tanaka-kun and went straight home because Tanaka-kun told him to. Oota-kun understood and just left the school. I waved my friends home saying that I had some errand to do. Tanaka-kun just said he wanted to sleep a few more minutes before walking home and his friends bought it immediately. We even had to plan our excuses just for some time together.

He didn't want 'us' to be known together. It made me sad but I understand. He didn't want people to start bothering him about the whole… 'us'. It would ruin his peaceful days. Some bears are also going to gang up on him if they found out so it's probably for the best.

"First ever macarons?" I asked and he answered with a nod.

The scene reenacted in my head. Me, Tanaka-kun and Oota-kun were in the same room. I handed them the macarons I made from my training to become popular. Oota-kun immediately liked them and told me about the expensive macarons he got from this store which needs a month wait to order. Then Tanaka-kun just said:

"This is about to be my first macarons ever"

I was flattered by that even though he was exaggerating it a bit. Now after I look back to that day, now that I have feelings for him and even dating him in secret, remembering it makes me happy somehow. Like his first ever macaron will be remembered by him as my own making. That makes me feel special to him.

"R-really? You remember something like that" I said trying to keep my cool even though I completely remember it as well.

"Of course, it makes it special cause you made them" he said before taking another small bite.

"Is that so?" I replied feeling all happy inside.

I looked away to hide my 'celebrating' face.

"Yes!" I screamed in my head.

"I'm looking forward for my next firsts with you"

"Eh?"

I turned my head to him with my eyes widened. His words echoed in my head and I could feel my heart skip a beat. Gibberish started coming out of my mouth as my face reddens.

"W-w-wait, w-what do you mean by that?!" I managed to say between unintelligible noises.

Calmly, he looked away to the window with his left hand supporting his head and his right hand holding the partly eaten macaron.

"Nothing"

"N-nothing?! You can't just leave me with that in mind" I protested in my mind.

"W-wait, c-can you please explain whatever you just said again? Because…" I started talking nonstop, trying to get him to explain it.

And little does she know, a bright smile was hidden from her view.