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Story Title: "Please Stay"

There was something wrong with their relationship. Wolfram already wanted to end it, thinking that leaving might be a good choice to break it completely. He knew that the Double Black King could not do anything in that matter, much less recognize it for what it was.

Conrad, the man who named me, was on patrol. Gunter, my bone-crushing adviser, wasn't there either. Even Gwendel wasn't there.

Everyone was missing, except for one.

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The moment I woke up, I knew that something was definitely wrong. I've noticed the Wolfram had been absent from my side recently. He hadn't been sleeping beside me anymore. He had been ignoring me like I'm nobody and even Conrad won't talk to me about it. When I saw him passing by with stubborn eyes and a firm expression looking ahead, he didn't say a word.

I missed him.

Then it hit me.

A piece of paper caught my eye, sliding beneath the door. Yawning, I walked towards it. My feet were muffled by the carpet and my eyes were still drowsy. I picked it up.

I opened it.

I don't want to leave. I have to. I know you can never be mine. But I guess I already know that. I don't think I could take that either. So goodbye, Wimp. I love you.

Wolfram

I recognized his beautiful handwriting. This is a joke. This must be! Everything was too surprising. I felt my face flush with anger and disappointment--to myself perhaps.

Was this for real?

Was he really leaving?

What did I do to him?

I ran outside, leaving the paper behind. I could still catch him. I have so much to ask.

I have nothing to lose.

Nothing.

I ran as fast as I could.

Why, Wolfram?

Why?

I looked straight ahead, ignoring the voices coming my way. Then I saw him. He was already saddling his horse. Momentarily relieved, I sped up to him. I was just in time to stop him.

"Why, Wolfram?!" I demanded despite knowing that raising my voice was unnecessary.

I shut my mouth.

"It does not matter now." Wolfram said, his saddle dangling on one side.

"What?!" I thought he was being unreasonable.

He went inside again to collect his luggage and I followed. I wanted to know his reasons but those emerald eyes didn't give me anything. He didn't even say anything despite my pleas.

I saw the entrance of his room at one side, the window still gleaming with the sweet morning light. But there is much to know than that.

I couldn't take it anymore!

He pushed me away too much!

I grabbed his sleeve.

"Stop it, wimp!"

"No, you stop it!"

He shook my hand away. It almost turned me. Then I saw his luggage still lying across the bed. I walked to stand before it, to stop him from doing so.

I turned to him with eyes wild and vulgar. Confusion swept through my system. My voice kept low. "This engagement has to end. Is that what you want?" I saw his eyes go wide. I could almost see how those words struck him. I finally let it out. There has to be a reason.

I could feel my chest tighten with pain.

I sure wasn't kidding. I never told him how much I loved him. Could this be even that?

I knew I can be very dense sometimes but this was just too much.

"To be honest with you, I never wanted to hurt you. But you were going too far that even I can't understand you anymore. You won't talk to me. Why is that? Did I do something wrong to you or was it that you wanted me to go away? Was that why you're leaving?!"

I wasn't sure what to do. But those were the words that I have kept for so many long. Too long. I have to let it out now before anything else happens. I tried to talk to him but fate always points me to the other direction. I looked down the cold floor shining it's expensive glory at me, my hand gripping at the bed pole. My knees were betraying my strength.

His eyes were looking away as I straighten my head.

I looked at him again. His eyes looked at me straight recognizing me as his king which I don't intend him to do so.

Our eyes met.

"I was confused. Did you really want me to go away that bad? My heart has always been with you even though I don't exactly show it to you. Your affection towards our daughter makes me so happy even though you despise humans."

Then after saying that, he looked away.

I was trying my best not to act the way he told me. A wimp for my cause.

I wanted to shake him and let him realize that leaving wasn't the best idea. I wanted to look straight into those eyes and see how deep I have to dig to reach him. I knew I didn't own his life but I love him.

Keeping the distance between us, I wanted him face me. But it was covered by his blonde hair. His fist clenched like a ball on his side.

I tried to explain it to him again. My voice almost shaking, I never said anything like this but I must.

"A few days back, you were riding you're horse. I even complemented that you look very beautiful and I felt embarrassed for saying that. But you didn't talk to me. And I just don't understand! You've evaded me since my return from Earth. I wanted to say I love you!"

There. I said it out loud.

I walked closer. I wanted to hold him and break the unchanging expression on his face. He didn't speak. He was just standing there. But I felt his surprise when I said those words that I have never said before. I felt it.

I came closer and closer, every step was only to be near him. I felt my feet brush across the floor.

It was eating me up.

I reached out a hand to him. I wanted to hold him badly but when I had a better look at his face, it changed.

He was angry and I know he wanted to talk back. But he just looked away and moved one step back.

He won't believe me. His eyes told me so.

I shook my head, fists on my side. "I don't care if you're a boy. I love you and I've been meaning to tell you!"

Wolfram finally faced me. His eyes were more surprised than before.

I saw him calm down. His body straightened and he looked serious than his bratty self would probably act.

It was something I can't take.

My chest tightened again. Then tears fell.

"You have been so weird lately. You shout at people and I try to help you to calm down. And I get pushed away!"

Anger swept my body, and I threw my arm out. I couldn't stop it. I wiped at my tears. It was the truth. I tried my best to help him out but he walked away and ignored me.

"I don't know you anymore. How can you be so mean to everyone? Huh?! What did I do to you?"

My eyes searched around the place. I looked above just to take everything in. He still didn't say anything.

When I turn to look at him again, his back was turned on me. His shoulders aligned to the window sill.

I could feel no response. So I simply continued just to finish what I started.

"I'll take all my harsh words back if I could! But remember this, Wolfram. I appreciate everything that you have done to me. You came on the most unexpected time and I have no regrets. I wanted to show you how I feel in return. But you just push me away by calling me a wimp. Well, I don't want you to call me that again."

I turned my back to him, his head looking upwards as I turned away.

My face covered by my hair.

I thought to myself, if it's all for the good, I'm breaking this apart. I wanted to make everything fine again. For him.

I didn't want this to end but I must. I don't want him to leave. I love you.

"So I've decided. I'm calling the engagement off. I no longer want you to hate me."

I couldn't see Wolf's reactions but I knew he was listening. His silence cut right through me. I didn't want him to act this way but I guess I couldn't let him say something in a situation like this.

I said what I said and there's nothing more. It's Wolf's choice to accept my proposal to break up.

I honestly didn't want things to come to this.

My head couldn't make anything clear enough and I couldn't speak anymore. I wanted to go away and leave Wolfram behind.

But my feet won't let me.

Tears fell again.

Tears that I have kept so many times when he's not here by my side.

Tears for searching the reasons.

These tears were for him.

I bent down to hide away the pain.

I couldn't stop it.

It hurts.

But there were no regrets. Even if he's a boy, I did love him.

But he didn't say anything.

I heard him slowly moving away from me. He had his back to me while I sobbed.

I couldn't see anything. I felt the brush of the wind flowing beside me as the steps quietly moved. I thought Wolf already left. I didn't care of anything any further. I only care for Wolfram.

Suddenly, arms came around me. When I looked up, I saw Wolfram crying, too. He was facing me. Right in front of me.

I wrapped my arms around him. I couldn't let go. Not yet.

It was too hard.

It calmed me to hear his heart beat gently beneath my ear as I leaned closer to his chest. My face buried onto his shoulder and I suddenly felt safe. The storm passed.

It felt like a knife, knowing it was goodbye. Here I was, holding on. It seems it was the only way I could really let go--by letting you know how I feel. It was all I could do.

"Yuuri, I don't want this to end." he spoke.

No, I'm hearing things.

I didn't speak. My chest tightened in anticipation.

"You could have told me before. I never said that I hated you either. I wasn't pushing you away. I wanted you to be always there. There is only much that I could do. You were the one who wanted me to stay away, remember? You never said anything about the engagement. I assumed you hated me."

Tears fell from Wolf's eyes.

It fell on my hair.

It slid down my cheeks.

It pierced my heart.

I felt him.

"You could have just talked to me." I said. "I never said anything because I didn't think I deserve you. You're special to me. I want you for my own. Do you understand that, Wolfram? You never have to go this far."

I tried.

But tears kept falling.

His grip tightened and more tears fell.

"I never wanted it to be like his, Yuuri. But I loved you so much that it hurts. It hurts." His breath was warm and his voice soft.

It did. I could feel it.

Why did I never realize it before?

I gave in by tightening my embrace.

"I love you, Wolfram." I whispered silently as I brushed his soft face with my hand.

I looked straight into those hurt eyes.

He held my chin.

He didn't speak a word.

He kissed me…

My world melted.

I kissed him back.

Everything else didn't matter.

Nothing else matters.

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