I loved him with my whole being,

He meant the world to me, I cared, I loved, I helped, I needed, I wanted him to be there and

Poof

He was gone, she meant the world to him, she loved, she cared, she helped, she need, she wanted him and he savored it and gave her the same passion in returned.

A savvy looking Leah Clearwater danced her heart on the dance floor with ginger scruffy looking fellar, and while he enjoyed her every move and went with the wave on her hips, a little piece of her mind was wondering off to her first love.

But Leah refused to think about Sam because she was independent, beautiful, smart, and Eye stronger then half the men in this bar. She didn't need him her mind told her, but her selfish heart yearned for him, but she couldn't love him anymore because he wasn't My Sam anymore he was hers.

In a fit of passion and rage Leah Clearwater turned around grabbed the young man and kissed him, with every thing she felt the angry, sorrow, loneliness, heartbreak, and everything rolled into one and she felt nothing. The ginger boy whose name was either Jim or John kept kissing her shoving his tongue down her throat; Leah pushed him away slapping him in swift movement.

"What the fuck"

"Sweetheart you kissed me" Slurred Jim or John

"Well learn how to control yourself next time asshole" Screamed a furious Leah as she rushed to find her two friends Sammy and Jose, the latter dancing with some guy on the bar showing off his sexuality and Sammy who was drunk pouring her heart out to the bartender. Leah pulled Jose off the bar by his collar.

"Can we leave please" She said looking him in the eye now.

"Lee that guy was just about to give me a blo-"The flamboyant southern boy stopped short when he saw the sadness in his best friends. "Darlin' what's wrong" In his Texas draw.

"Nothing I just want to go" Leah said knowing Jose knew she was lying.

"Alright I'll go get the Hot Mess, you go to the car."

A very tipsy Leah stumbled to her car and waited in the passenger side for her amigos to come.

Jose struggling to get Sammy in the car and Leah was ready to go.

"Sammy get your ass in the car"

"But Le-ahhh I wanna stay, and get drunk.

"Sweetheart have you seen yourself" Jose said finally getting her into the car and getting into the driver's side.

"Yup and I look damn good, right Lee" Sammy said snapping her fingers in a sassy manner.

"Yea bitch now put your seat belt on and relax"

"Come one Lee lighten up" Sammy said, "Yea Lee lighten up' Jose added.

"What would you think if I sang out of tune,
would you stand up and walk out on me." Sammy started way off
"Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song,
And I'll try not to sing out of key." Jose sang horrible, "Come on Lee this is our theme song"

"Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, I get high with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends." Busted out Leah.

"Do you need anybody?
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love.

What do I do when my love is away.
(Does it worry you to be alone)
How do I feel by the end of the day
(Are you sad because you're on your own)
No, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, get high with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, gonna to try with a little help from my friends" The three sang getting out of Leah's car hading into her house.

"Do you need anybody?
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love.

As she struggled with putting the key in the lock while singing, victory finally setting in as they stepped inside.

Would you believe in a love at first sight?
Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time.
What do you see when you turn out the light?
I can't tell you, but I know it's mine.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends" They ended their song on a good note.

"See Lee now wasn't that fun" Sammy said trying not to fall, leaning onto Jose for support

"Yea yea" waved Leah. "Alright I'm taking her to the bath room before-"Jose and Sammy stopped in the living room as they saw hot guys just sitting there.

"Damn Leah who the hell are they" said Sammy very smitten at the moment

When she walked in her living room the whole pack was there. What The hell, what were those bastards doing her, Leah Clearwater dazed and confused walked into the lion's den and was faced with all the pack members just sitting there.

"Well this party is shit" commented a much buzzed Leah.

"Leah could we talk to you alone" said Jacob

"Jose take Sammy upstairs and just leave her in the bathroom, because she gonna throw up soon"

"Aye Aye captain" Jose said while lifting Sammy onto his shoulder, "Leah I'm being lifted help"

"Okay what was so important and lets hurry before they comeback"

"What the hell Leah why didn't you answer your fucking phone", Bellowed an angry Paul.

"I don't even know where my phone is and I was out"

"Well while you were out getting shit-faced, we had to cover you fucking patrol" Paul screamed now getting up from the sofa and walking over to me, grabbing my arm. "Paul relax yourself, and Leah was also supposed to help Emily with picking out bridesmaid dresses" said a very calm Sam.

"First off I forgot, Second Emily has other bridesmaids why didn't she call Rachel or Kim"

"Because she really wants you to be apa-"She didn't even let him finish before she went on the attack. "Look I'm showing up that's more than enough" She huffed.

"Well Emily was really hurt when you didn't show up" Sam said stepping closer.

"Well don't we get hurt sometimes, but I had thing to do so are we done here, because we could have done this over the phone"

"I said the same thing Leah I could have been with Claire But-"Quil stopped when he saw the look Sam was giving him.

" We have more to talk about" Sam edged on.

" Well make yourselves at home" Leah thought knowing this was gonna be a long night.