A/N: I got this idea from another other writers story but they used Kogan.I am going to use Cargan for my story.

Parings: Cargan/Kames

Summary: Carlos and Logan are happy that they are finally dating each other. But what he does not know is that his life is about to be turned up side down by a mistake that Logan has done. What will he do?

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush.

Chapter 1

Carlos POV

I was walking back to apartment 2J. I was really happy that Logan is my boyfriend now. I had a crush on him since the day I first meet him in the park. I was sitting on a bench by myself with my helmet on my head. He walked up to me and started talking to me. We were about 8 years old.

Flashback

I was sitting on a park bench watching all the other kids my age playing around on the swings and the monkey bars. I was waiting on my mom because she went to get the first aid kit. I fell off the monkey bars and scrape my knees. My mom was so scared because they were big cuts. I did not cry at all. I was just upset because my mom said I could not go play for a while.

While I was sitting and waiting for my mom I saw a brunette pale boy about my age walking up to where I was sitting at. He sat next to me.

"Hello" he said, "why are you sitting here all by yourself and not playing with the other kids?"

" I injured my self and my mom told me to wait here for her. She went to get some bandages to cover them up for me." I told him

"Oh. What happen?" he asked me.

"I was being careless and fell off the monkey bars. Oh by the way my name is Carlos. What is yours?" I asked him.

"Nice to meet you Carlos. I am Logan .I just moved here with my family from Texas. So I really do not know anybody around here." Logan said

"Oh. Do not worry Logan I can be your best friend if you want me to." I told him. " And you can meet my other friends James and Kendall I know they would also be your friends. They are very nice people to everybody."

" Yeah that is fine with me. Why are you wearing a helmet?

"Oh. It's that I like to do a lot of stunts and I tend to hurt my self a lot when I am doing them. So my parents bought me a helmet so they do not have to take me to the hospital to much any more."

"Why do you like doing stunts?" Logan asked

" Because they are fun and one day I really want to be a superhero when I get older." I told Logan.

" That is funny Carlos superhero's are not real. You should do what I am planning to be when I grow up a doctor."

"They are real. And besides superhero's are much more exciting than being a doctor

"What ever you say Carlos. But I am glad that I made a new best friend in my first week in Minnesota."

"I am glad that I also have a new best friend for life"

End of Flash back

Ever since than Logan and me have been inseparable from each other and have done every thing together. When we were in school we would always tried to have the same classes together because I would be very lonely with out him.

I know I had James and Kendall as my friends too but it was not the same because they became a couple in 9th grade. Kendall made the first move and asked James to homecoming and he was excited when he said yes to him.

So that left me by myself because a girl asked Logan to homecoming that year and I decided not to go at all. But all three of them wanted me to go because I was going to be the only one missing from the group so I decided that I would go. James nor Kendall knew about my crush on Logan. Especially Logan he did not know. I did not even know if Logan liked me or if he was gay at all. I am bisexual, so I like both girls and guys.

So when Gustavo went to Minnesota to find a new singer for a band and James tried out because it was his dream to be famous we all went for support. Even though he did not get the part the least person we expected did get it. Kendall. James was disappointed at first because it was his dream but he accepted it. But Kendall said he would not do it with out us. So here we are in California with him and James living a famous life.

When we first got here Logan was single and I was too. We became more inseparable because Kendall and James were spending more time with each other.

Then Logan started to date Camille and I started to get jealous and the only way I could get over it was trying to get one of the Jennifer's to date me. The blonde one accepted and we started dating. Every time she would come over to the apartment I would see Logan giving her the evil eye or he groaned. I did not know what his problem was.

So one day Logan came into the apartment really happy and I did not know why. Turn out that he broke up with Camille that day. And he confessed to me that he was in love with me since the day he saw me in the park bench even though we did not know what love was .We just knew we liked each other. When we told each other the truth he gave me a kiss. Then I told him that I already had broken up with Jennifer because it was not working out. He was happy when I told him that.

I was about to open the door when James and Kendall showed up next to me coming back from their date.

"Hey Carlos. You seem happy today?" Kendall asked

" Why would I not be. I have the best boyfriend in the world that would never cheat on me. We are in love with each other more than you'll two." I pointed my finger at James and Kendall.

"What ever you say Carlos. But Kendall and me are the a couple than you and Logan. And were will never leave each other. And Kendall would never cheat on me either." James said

" Yeah I would never cheat on my Jamie he is the love of my life." Kendall said. Kendall and James started to make out with each other.

I really had to get away from those two right away. So I opened the door to apartment 2J. What I saw made my eyes go wide.

"Logan" I screamed

He turned around to see my face. I was furious and angry I just caught my boyfriend cheating on me with his ex-girlfriend Camille they were making out on our couch. James and Kendall ran in to the apartment to see what was happening. Their eyes also grow wide even thought they did not know what had happen but they had a clue of what had happen.

" Carlos that was not what it looked like was." Logan Said

"It was not. Than what was it Logan?" I asked him

"…."

" That is what I thought Logan. You have nothing. But I can tell you what it was. You were cheating on me with Camille while you were dating me but now we are over." I told him by this time I was already in tears because Logan was the best thing that has ever happen to me and now he broke my heart.

James and Kendall were hugging me so I would not fall to the floor crying.

"Carlitos do not say that. I do love you. I was just helping Camille with her lines." Logan said

Yeah right. I know he still had feelings for her. My tears had calmed down and I started talking.

" You know what Logan. I need to get out of here." I told him. I was also trying to referring to Kendall and James too.

I ran out of the apartment and out of the Palm woods. I did not know where I was going. I took a taxi cab and told him to take me to the nearest airport. I had to get away from California and Logan I had to let him be happy. He was for sure not happy with me.

I arrived at the airport and bought a ticket. I knew where I was going now. I was going to Venezuela and start my new life there. Nobody in the band was going to miss me that much. They are all better singers than me. Gustavo tells me all the time.

I bordered the plane and started crying because I knew there was no more turning back. I was leaving every thing behind. It was for the best.