Josh was on his bed reading a book. He looked up at the sound of the bedroom door closing. His jaw dropped, the book he was reading fell to the floor at the sight of his wet step brother, wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. Yes he'll admit he's attracted to him, very attracted. Josh loves Drake more then anything. But Drake changes him, & not in a good way. He does stuff he normally would never do. Josh is scared of the guy Drake turns him into. He's trying not to show Drake his feelings for him, trying not to do the things he wants to do with him, because the good Josh knows its wrong & he also doesn't want to hurt Drake. But Drake makes it so hard. Drake's flawless, the most prettiest creature in the world. Everything Drake does makes him crazy, makes his lust & want build up more & more.
"Josh you ok? You dropped your book." Drake asked, waking Josh up from his thoughts.
Drake was leaning down to him so they were at eye level, his face was only a couple inches apart from Josh's. Josh's eyes got dark, got that cold, wanting, lustful stare that always scared Drake. That look was always met for him, no one else ever saw it. If anybody else would see that stare they would go thats so unJosh like, but Drake knew better. Josh wasn't the goodie goodie two-shoes everyone saw him as, when it was just him & Josh his dark side would come out. His voice gets demanding, he gets rough, & he gets that scary look in his eyes. He hates that side of Josh, he's afraid no terrified of that side of Josh. Josh wasn't always like this, he used to be the Josh he loved, the Josh that never scared him. The first time he saw that stare from Josh was when they thought Walter was cheating on Audrey & Josh was jumping on Drake's bed to wake him up. He landed on top of him, smiling down at him. "Hey." He whispered. But then Josh's eyes changed from the innocent, sweet look to that cold stare. That made Drake stare up at him fearfully, not sure what was going on. Now ever since that night Josh has changed into the guy Drake fears.