Disclaimer: everybody knows they are not mine, 'cause they belong to each other - erm- to J.K. Rowlings.
Warnings: poetry, alternating p.o.v.s, lack of periods if at the end of a verse (it's just my style), some puns and innuendos only suitable for adults (I guess)
Author's note: the stanzas alternate between Draco's and Harry's p.o.v.; my idea was a two-colums layout, because they should run in parallel, but it can't be done here. I marked every stanza with D for Draco's and H for Harry's, and also numbered them. You can read them in order or skip every other stanza to get the whole of Draco's or Harry's stream of consciousness. The last shorter stanza is in an external voice. It's the first time I attempt writing something this long and difficult in English (it is not my first language), so please forgive any mistake. Reviews are loved.
Solemnly up to no good
" Scared, Potter?"
"You wish, Malfoy!"
I - D
And I'm the one who's scared
that you will never look inside my eyes
and see beyond the clouds I gather there
to hide my soul, that you would never take
the hand you once rejected, should I dare
to offer it again, but I'm not brave
And yet I fear as well when you do look
that you will read what I don't dare to say
in every silence of my pointy face
in every insulting word I throw at you
when I try not to stare with pupils wide
at you - your eyes, mouth, scar, unruly hair
If I've been Draco dormiens for too long
now the tip of my tongue swells up with words
I can not push forward past the tight rim
of rivalry long gone, for it will change
the boundaries between us. Can you take it?
Titillate me and I'll stand to full attention
I - H
And I'm the one who wishes way too much:
I wish that I could read inside your eyes
but they are pools of mercury, so still
like two mirrors of Erised, like lakes
of silver deep and shiny, but unmoved
only reflecting pictures of myself
And then your lips upturn the smallest way:
is it a smirk? I dream that it's a smile
hidden and secret, only meant for me,
that every single insult aimed at me
is transfigured endearment, some sweet word
nobody else will get, and this is why
I answer the same way, but I'm not bent
on paths of self-destruction, lion-hearted
to face Forbidden Forests of sure death
in the shape of your face, should you dismiss
my hand held out for you. I'm not this brave
not even after drinking Liquid Luck
II - D
Am I too bold for you, do I move too fast?
Provoking you is the bestest of my skills
and if you think that I've got dragon's guts
then tame me, but be warned that just one glare
will not suffice to extinguish the grey storms
into my eyes, the heavy darkness there
but maybe a loving gaze will do the trick:
your irises are emeralds in chains
like gems in dragon's lair, and let me be
the dragon whom such treasure does belong to
I cannot be the prince in Slytherin
if everything that's green makes my breath catch
with longing for your silly speccy face
so will you be the jewel of my crown?
You are the Golden Boy, you never will
but since you are the Chosen One as well
forget both dooming prophecy and Dark Lord:
this time I'll be the one who chooses you
II - H
What can I do to have you stare at me
outside my dreams, with longing in your eyes?
Should I walk thrice past the Requirement's Room
till the seventh floor's corridor wears off?
Polijuice into you, brew you Amortentia?
I suck at Potions and I'm not into illusions:
better be your true hate than your fake love
Then I meet you in Great Hall or Quidditch Pitch
and I do neither dare to hold you gaze
nor call your given name, well, not aloud
for, Draco, you've got stars named after you
there's a whole constellation mocking me
with pale and silent beauty out of my reach
and, Draco, that's the name of raging beasts
of impossible beauty and vicious thorns
but should I ever wish to find my death
upon a fire-breathing dragon's lips
it is your mouth that I'll be looking for
III - D
Sorry for being your bane in Hogwart years
but were you just to ignore me, I could not stand it
You know they say that opposites attract
and I chose hate over your disregard
for I craved your attention, and you could not
be indifferent to your nemesis. Forgive
every prank, every jinx, your broken nose
Give head - erm - heed to me and let us come
all the way round from foes to more than friends
Here I swallow my dignity for you:
did you know that when in ferret's skin
I only wished to be your fluffy pet?
Inside the Secret Chambers of my heart
there's still a Basilisk. You are the one
he'll listen to, the one who can defeat it
parseltonguig my pride into submission
until I'll hear the Phoenix of your soul
making me healed and whole and worthy of you
III - H
There're always been strong feelings between us
and you know what they say about fine lines
If I had a Time-Turner to first year
I'll take your hand in mine, never let go
I remember your face, so fair and thin
with eyes gone huge, while throwing snakes at me
I wish I used my parseltongue on you
to see what comes from duels, see if you will
behave like a good Slytherin to me
writhing and coiling at my hissed word
There was no need for your Dementor's trick:
already I had lost my mind for you
falling hard, and I already knew
without even the luxury of your kiss
the hopelessness of unrequited love
And yet I never dared to give up hope
or quit the silent following your name
on the Marauder's Map, in nights obsessed
IV - D
Nevermore will I weep and whine with ghosts
but should you ever find me in tears again
and want again to split me open wide
to quench your needs in my upsurging blood
there are so many spells at your wand's point
better than Sectumsempra. Will you dare
to lay your hands upon my flesh so pale
to slowly stroke instead of strike with rage
or will you ever be the Gryffindor
too pure and innocent for every thing unclean
that I'm willing to offer? It won't hurt
for more than a few seconds, it's not like
you never ever relished my pain
But then, I've seen the way you ride a broom
and I'd like you anyday to try out mine
for the grip of your muscles, the delight on your face
'cause since the very first school Quidditch match
it's not the Golden Snitch I aim to catch
IV - H
You were the cutest ferret that I've seen
but then you are more beautiful as man
with your face etched clear, even in pain
or turned to wrath, when I was blind to see
the despair in your eyes, the wetness there
when you were crying and I made you bleed
feeling like my own heart was slashed as well
but there is a dark corner in my soul
where I am glad for the crisscross of scars
left on your chest, contrasting the Dark Mark
with my brand of possession, cutting hope
into you. But do believe me, now
I'd rather have you Crucioing my nerves
than hurt you again or raise my hand in rage
upon your pale perfection. Maybe time
has made me bold enough now to confess
fistfighting was the only way to touch
how else could we get close, if not exchanging blows?
V - D
You make a complete Hufflepuff of me
and although I despise it, must surrender
just like I did under your hidden stare
- but I felt you were there, believe me I did -
when I could not kill Dumbledore, but killed
any hope to deserve to be loved back
'cause despicable me, I'm unredeemed
And still you saved me from the Fiendfyre
so I will hold on memories of flight
and warmth a-blazing where my arms did touch
your body tense and supple, strong and hot
I did feel precious for a moment there
but then, you are the Saviour, that's your job
Yet how can I dismiss the way I feel?
Seeing you limp as dead undid me to the bone
the light of the Unforgivable the only sickly green I've ever seen
and when you opened up your greens again
I vowed, and it's Unbreakable, that I would never let you slip away
V - H
And there you stood, all shivering but set
more beautiful than Veelas to my eyes
with hair like moonbeams spun, as fair as stars
on the Astronomy Tower, in the night of doom
when you defied Lord Voldemort alone
by lowering you wand. I dare to hope
you felt me there, that you draw strength from me
Let misjudgments be buried and forgotten
you had courage to rebel, you're untainted
Then we started to save each other's life:
you did not give me away, I lifted you
from fiery raging hell into my arms
and you did hug me then, gripping me hard
I held your heat with me and into the war
I went with hope of coming back to you
and not for Deathly Hallows did I win:
remember I could only save the world
because I've had your Hawthorn in my hand
VI - D
So this is when my banter falls apart
and I stand bare of masks in front of you
allowing all my wishes and my fears
to well up and be seen inside my eyes
and it's not smoke and mirrors, this is truth:
that I did yearn for you, and long and pine
and now I hope you won't be scared away
should feelings I kept hidden be undisclosed
I'll shout your name from the highest tower here
so loud even the Giant Squid will hear me
In a spurt of wild magic, one of the purest kind
I have shattered my heart in tiny pieces
and I will fold you a thousand paper cranes
putting a slice of it in every one
and send them all to you on the gentlest breeze
for you're the very Horcrux of my soul
Let me swallow your fears within this kiss
and I'll be your Love-Eater from now on
VI - H
When I died, I had time to search my heart
before my resurrection, and no more
I'm frightened by the cravings I found there
If I had been afraid of your rejection
I saw your face the moment I came back
and maybe it's time to step into the sun
stripped of shyness and fears, and shed the Cloak:
no more will I be invisible for you
and should you smile at me with glowing eyes
wandless spells of Patronus will I cast
without conscious intention. I'm expecting
at least a thousand stags leaping around me
conjured by dreams of you loving me back
or will they take silvery peacocks' shape?
I feel like I should bear another scar
not lightning bolt but dragon, carved with care
upon my heart, and if desires match
your gorgeousness, all wishes will be granted
"Wish for you to be mine, Harry"
"Scared you would never ask, Draco"
So this is how they made their peace at last
and more than peace, this is how they made love
under the Whomping Willow stilled branches
- Wizarding world and Muggles both rejoicing -
when Draco dared, when Harry did surrender
and the Mischief was managed, evermore
