All this belongs to Stephenie Meyer
Chapter 1
Remorse
Edward's POV:
It had been three months since I had left her. Every time I thought of the last glimpse I had of her, I had to battle with myself not to return to her. Basically, I constantly had that battle. It was exhausting and frustrating. My dead heart swelled with pain, whenever I pictured her perfect face. When I closed my eyes, all that appeared was her deep, brown eyes.
Pathetically, I could only find comfort in this LilyPassion21. Alice had tried to call me at least twenty times in the past week, but I didn't want to talk to her. Since I had taken my cell phone everywhere I went, I could feel it constantly vibrating. In my head, I couldn't make sense that I could find comfort in this stranger. But it was either think about B…her or IM this user. I chose the latter.
Edward: Are you in?
LilyPassion21: Yes.
Edward: What happened last week? You left very abruptly.
LilyPassion21: It was just a little emergency with my dad.
Edward: May I ask what it was?
LilyPassion21: He thinks I'm…
Edward: What?
LilyPassion21: Losing it.
Edward: Why does he think that?
LilyPassion21: It's personal.
Edward: You don't want to talk about it?
LilyPassion21: Yeah.
Edward: I know how you feel.
LilyPassion21: Why's that?
Edward: Let's just say that….I did something that is best for someone else but is killing me.
LilyPassion21: Sounds hard.
Edward: It is.
LilyPassion21: You know I log on to get something to distract me…only to have a really depressing conversation with a total stranger.
Edward: I know…it is sort of stupid.
LilyPassion21: Aha.
Edward: Oh yeah.
Edward: Oh no!
LilyPassion21: What's wrong?
Edward: I have to go…bye.
LilyPassion21: All right…bye.
I shut my cell phone, ending the conversation with LilyPassion21. I had momentarily looked out the window, to see a flash of fiery, red hair pass by in a hurry. Victoria. Of course, this was the other thing I used for a distraction.
I shot out of the window, stealthily following the red-haired creature. In her head, I heard only two words. One made my eye brow go up in wonder and the other made me wrinkle my nose in disgust.
Mate….werewolf.