Disclaimer, i do not own Glee or the characters.
They've been fighting, it's understandable they went through something pretty traumatic. He's not leaving her and she's put her walls back up. She's resulted in being a bitch, she's resulted in shutting everyone out. She's trying to shut out the guy that loves her for everything she is. Worst thing is, she loves him but she thinks it's better for him to leave. She feels worthless yet he stands by her.
"I'm not perfect but I'll keep trying... that's what I said I would do from the start." he stood there in front of her, taking every ounce of courage he had. He loved her, he loved everything about her. The way her lip quivered when she was angry at him, the way she arched her eyebrow, the way her eyes light up when she's hatched a plan. The way she licks her lips when she's nervous, the way she rolls her eyes when she's being a total bitch. "Hey, look at me. This is the same guy! The same guy that fell in love with you 6 months ago. That same guy who is in love with you right here and now." he approached her slowly, his heart pounding against his chest.
She doesn't give him the time of day. She looks away, it's taking every inch of self-control she has not to look at him. She's fuming, she doesn't want to say anything to him because she knows she'll regret it. "Just leave. Don't touch me! Don't! Just..." she yells at him pushing him away. She's frantic, she just lost her baby. The baby she was looking forward to caring and loving. The baby that was hers and his. Alex, the baby's name was Alex. She slowly walks away from him, she takes a deep breath, "I want a sense or normality in my life! Damnit! Aren't I allowed to want to be happy! Am I not allowed to feel what I feel?" she yells from across the room.
He stands there shocked, all he really wants to do is hug her and tell her that everything will be ok. He can't guarantee that it will be but he wants to make it better, after all she wasn't the only one who lost a son... he did too. That baby was very muchly a part of him as it was a part of her. He runs his fingers through his light brown hair, he's frustrated. He loves her he just doesn't know what to say because everything he has been saying has been rebounding off him. "No! You're shutting me off again! You're putting up those god damned walls again! You're acting like he didn't mean a thing to you! Like Alex didn't mean anything... we didn't lose money! We lost our god damned baby! So no, you can't act like we're completely normal because we're not!" he yells back at her.
Bright lights hit her face, she shrieks in terror. It's coming fast at her and she looks across to see her boyfriends face. They are crushed upon impact before she can say anything to him. She feels like she's not gonna make it. She hears the sirens in the background, people murmuring things. She's being carried into an ambulance. "Santana! Are you even listening to me?". She finally looked in his direction, "Yes Finn! I am listening to you! Are you listening to me? Go! I'm FINE! You want to leave! SO JUST LEAVE ALREADY FINN! I'M NOT HOLDING YOU HERE!"
He looks at her tears in his eyes, threatening to fall. "I... i-i, i'm not leaving San... you are not putting these walls up and isolating yourself. Yeah, you're not holding me here. I want to be here with you! You know because i'm your boyfriend! I wanna be there for you, remember thick and thin! That's what we promised!" He sighed and walked over to her hoping she wouldn't flinch or walk away. He strokes her cheek wiping away her tears, "San, I love you... please don't do this to me..." he pleaded. She shook her head a pushed his hand away, "Finn... i-i.. please don't make this hard for you to do... just go... now.. please.." she mumbles. "I.. I just thought you..." he whispers before she interrupts him, "you thought wrong, just go..." she bites her lip.
He trembles, he didn't want to leave her but she just kept pushing him. One word left his lips, "fine..." He took one more look at her before leaving her room.
They were crushed upon impact, he was horrified... he made it out lucky. He wishes he could say the same about his girlfriend. The soon to be mother of his child. He crawled out of the car, and looked for someone who could help them! "HELP! SOME BODY CALL THE AMBULANCE! PLEASE!" he yelled out. The ambulanced finally arrived and he was frantic he knew the news wasn't good, he knew that the baby hadn't made it out alive. He was just concerned for her and if she was still alive and breathing.
"Every single time! Every time Finn! Why?" he yells and punches the brick wall which broke his wrist at contact. "SHIT!" he yells out and tries to move his hand. Unsuccessful. He's the quarterback of the football team, "Coach is definitely gonna kill me!" he thought. He walks back in the hospital angry at himself and upset that his girlfriend won't even speak to him. He decides to get his hand checked out, "Yeah, definitely broke your wrist there, son... mind me asking how you broke it?" the doctor asked. "Uhm.. well I sorta... kinda.. I punched a wall.." he stumbles out. The doctor chuckles and nods his head before fixing him up with a cast. He thanks the doctor and walks out of the ER, he finds himself walking back to her ward. He stands out in the hallway contemplating whether to walk back in and tell her he's sorry for pushing her... "Should I...?"