This story is an Au, taking from the episode from It's a terrible life, Sam and Dean are not brothers, Castiel is Dean husband and they are both addicted to sex, Sam is working on his bachelors degree in college and has one last paper to write, his human studies class,

Rated M for Mature scenes...

Well on to the story

A Different kind of Love Song

Its difficult living with an addiction, Sam knows this as he has had issues for a long time, but he needs this class to finish his bachelors.

Human studies sucked…

All this for a stupid paper in a freaking class…

"I can't believe I'm doing this!" Sam thought hysterically as Becky yanked him into the building.

Okay so he needs this for his bachelors and his teacher had told him that he needed the credit, because he was failing in that class. But to go to these levels, it was unheard of.

Sam fell rather than sat in the chair as Becky yanked him down, sending her a glare, he adjusted and looked to the front just as the counselor took the mic. Sam looked around, there couldn't be more than twenty people in the meeting, and he was amazed as he thought that there would be a little more freaks out here in California.

"Hello, my name is Chuck and I am a sex addict, Sam nearly choked on his own spit when the man, he thought was running the meeting spoke out, Becky sighed beside him as she watched. "I am also the counselor here, so I know what most of you guys are going through, we have some new guests here today, so please lets hear their story." Chuck had finished as a couple in the front leaned towards each other whispering fiercely, finally one agree and stood up.

From what Sam could see the man was shorter than him, but he was freakishly tall for his age, so the man might have been the perfect height. He had raven hair and Sam had seen blue eyes before, but this guy, he had the bluest that he had ever seen.

"Hello, my name is Castiel Novak; my parents were stoners when I was born…" Castiel stopped as he looked down when the group snickered about that, "I have been addicted to sex since I was eleven; my parents; love them, encouraged me on what I was feeling." Sam was kind of disturbed about that and he noticed that the man looked kind of lost for a few seconds "When I was sixteen I met someone, with whom I share this addiction with, after many years of experimenting, and with the help of these groups, we can now hold jobs and we can have fun with each other with out having sex…well sometimes…okay Dean, your turn…" Castiel said as he walked away.

Sam saw the next man stand up and met Castiel as he was about to sit and they both shared a smile. Dean walked up and introduced himself and Sam could tell that some of the females in the group were twitching a little when they looked at the man.

"Hi…I'm Dean Smith and I am a sex addict…" Dean waved and got some back. "Me and Cas here, we just moved to the area, so we decided to take a look at the group. We have been steady members of the SAA group for ten years back home, and we feel because of that support we have been able to function as normal people."

Sam watched as Dean left the podium and a new person walked up to introduce themselves. He didn't pay much attention to the rest of the meeting, and the tugging on his sleeve caught his attention. Looking up he saw that the meeting was over and people were leaving, "Sammy are you coming to meet him or not." Becky asked as she tugged at his shirt again.

"Yeah hold on," Sam said as he looked around, he didn't see Dean or Castiel, but then he did, he wanted to rush over to them, but he saw that Dean was helping Castiel get his coat on and decided that he would just talk to Chuck about his paper.

They waited patiently as Chuck shook hands with some of the people and Sam watched as Dean walked over and started talking. Castiel was no where in sight, soon Dean nodded and promised that they would be there for the next meeting and walked off.

Finally after the last person left, Chuck turned around and hugged Becky, "Well what did you think?" Chuck asked as Becky started laughing a little.

"It was great honey, I think what your doing is wonderful," Becky gushed out, Chuck turned his attention over to Sam, "Oh this is Sam Wesson, he's from my human studies class, he wanted to talk with you about being addicted to sex."

"I can totally understand if you don't want to do it," Sam said right off the bat, because Becky had no tact what so ever.

"Well I would love to help you, but I am no longer addicted to sex, well I am, but I don't think I want to talk about it…you know skeletons in closets and all that," Chuck said as both Becky and him sighed.

"I understand, thank you for your time." Sam said waving to Becky, he had to give her credit; she did try to help him, it was slightly cold outside, and he bundled up. Sam walked to the nearest diner and he stiffened up when he saw Dean standing at the counter. He looked around thinking that Castiel would be around, but he wasn't.

Sam watched as Dean smiled as the waitress walked over to him.

"Yeah, two doubles with bacon and fries." Dean said as he nodded to Sam as he sat next to him. "Hey can I get a drink while I'm waiting? Beer please." The waitress nodded handing him one.

Sam sat waiting patiently as the waitress walked back over and asked him if he wanted to order, as he ordered he looked over at Dean. The waitress satisfied left them both to sit at the counter.

Sam nearly jumped when Dean turned to him and asked a question.

"Hey didn't I see you at the SAA meeting?" Sam nodded as he turned to Dean. He had wanted to talk to the man, that was why he sat over here instead of over at a table.

"Yeah, I didn't follow you or anything," Sam said quickly watching as Dean raised his eyebrow at that.

"Didn't think you did, just noted that you were there and stuff, no worries," Dean said as the waitress returned with his meals. "Well better get back before the husband gets too worried." He said picking up the to-go containers, and away from the counter.

It was now or never and Sam did want to pass the course he was in so… "Um could I ask you something really quickly?" it came out rushed, but Dean stopped and looked at him.

"Oh sorry no threesomes, if Cas gets back to doing that I don't know what I would do." Dean said as he looked Sam up and down winking a bit.

"Threesome?…noooo I only wanted to study you…" Sam flinched when the waitress, that was bringing his food, stopped and looked at him. He didn't want to see what expression Dean had on his face.

"Study huh? Like a paper of some sort?" Dean thought about it when Sam nodded, "It's my finally paper on human studies," Sam said looking hopefully, Dean nodded a little, "I don't know man, I'll ask Cas what he thinks."

"Here just incase," Sam said while handing him a napkin with his number on it; "Please call me when you decide."

Dean took it, looking at for a second before handing it back to Sam. "I need you to write something else besides your name, Cas will go ballistic on me if he sees this with just your name on it."

Sam grabbed the paper and started to write other stuff, he could feel Dean standing over him watching and when he turned Dean took a step back. "Is this okay?" Sam asked as he handed the paper back to Dean.

"Yeah, it'll help a little, I'll give you a call when I talk to Cas, but dude why us?" Dean asked.

"Well I was thinking that with your addiction, it would be perfect," Sam replied flinching a little when Dean stared at him. "Okay I am interested in how people with your form of addiction handles day to day life with the constant urge to do…you know,"

Dean just shrugged while putting the paper in his jacket. "It's your paper dude; don't blame us if it sucks." Sam nodded and watched as Dean walked out of the diner. He turned to his food and saw that the waitress was still staring at him.

"What?" he asked and the waitress smiled while shaking her head…

"Honey I'm home!" Dean hollered out, because there was no telling where his husband was in the house, he placed the food down and removed his jacket hanging it where Cas's own jacket was and grabbed the food, walking to the kitchen. He didn't see Cas in there, so he walked to the bedroom. He smiled when he saw his husband jerking on the bed.

"Hey I brought some food," Dean said walking to the bed as Cas moaned softly. He leaned over and saw that his husband had a plug inside him. He knew that Cas would do this, he usually did when they came home from a SAA meeting. "It's in the kitchen." He said walking out, leaving Cas to come out when he wanted to.

Dean sat looking at the paper with Sam's name on it. He looked up when heard Cas shout out and then he pulled his food to him and grabbed Cas's as the man walked out of the bedroom, and Dean smiled when he saw that Cas didn't bother to put any clothes on.

"Sorry about that, you took too long getting us some food." Castiel said as he sat down and began eating. He swallowed when he saw a piece of paper in the middle of the table. "What is that for?" he asked taking another bite.

"Oh that, yeah there was this guy that was in the meeting, now don't look at me like that, he wasn't apart of the group, he's a college kid, wants to write a paper on us or something…" Dean said as Cas picked up the paper and studied it.

"I see, what did you say?" Cas asked as he ate a fry. Dean shrugged, "Told him it was up to you," he stated and finished his last fry.

"Well then let me finish my meal and then I'll tie you up." Dean shuddered when his husband said that, because he had been waiting on that for days. Stupid jobs making them wait for what they wanted, but he had to be strong for Cas. "Did you ask if we will have to perform for this paper?"

And if Cas didn't time that perfectly Dean thought as he spit up the beer that he had just swallowed, Cas looked over at him with a smile.

"Jeez Cas, didn't think to ask him that, but the man looked embarrassed enough with just asking…" Dean said as he took another sip while looking at Cas with I dare you look. Cas just shrugged and finished up his sandwich, Dean watched as Cas threw away his garbage and then walked out the kitchen, he stayed put for a moment and then he heard the snapping of his husband's fingers and hauled ass…

Sam walked into his dorm room and waved to his two roommates who were sitting on the couch playing the x-box that his mother had bought him last Christmas.

Brady looked up with a smirk. "Did you hook up with anybody from the meeting? I bet some of those guys are just so kinky that they will take anyone," he laughed as Sam smiled.

"I didn't go there to pick anyone up; I told you that it was for a paper I'm writing." Sam said going to the fridge and grabbing a beer. "Although I did meet a couple there, both guys and they were married and if I had to say something about them, it would be that they were totally hot," he said taking a long swallow of beer.

He wondered what Castiel meant when he said something about experimenting. Sam shrugged as he sat down and grabbed a controller, he would ask that question, if they decided to talk with him.

"Is it too tight Dean?" Castiel asked as he looked down at his husband. He smiled when he pushed the machine up to the bed. Dean looked up as he felt the dildo come in contact with his ass, making him shiver at the thought of what the machine did. He was currently spread out with his arms chained to the bed, but with enough room to shift a little. His legs were bent at the knee chained to a belt he had around his waist. He had a cock ring that was designed to keep him hard, and boy was it working.

Cas poured the lube over the dildo and worked his fingers inside his husband. He wanted to be gentle, but he knew that Dean didn't like it when he did. When he deemed Dean stretched enough he started working on opening himself. "Are you ready?" he asked as he climbed on top of Dean.

Dean lay panting as he saw Cas ready to sink down on his cock and he also felt the machine lined up and ready. Nodding he arched when the machine turned on suddenly and he was glad that Cas had tide him down as he would have came right off the bed when the duel sensations of the dildo pressed hard against his prostate and the tight heat of his husband as Cas sat down on his cock.

"Oh my god…Dean, you feel soo good," Castiel said while panting as each slide of the machine into his husband made Dean go up a little harder. They stayed in that cycle, Cas knew that he wouldn't be able to last long, especially when he turned the machine on a higher setting, making his husband jerk a little harder, and making him lose his balance and come crashing down on top of Dean. There he held on as Dean moved his hands over his arms and forced him to stay put.

"Oh…Dean!..." Castiel screamed as he released all over Dean's chest. He had a moment to reach over and cut the machine off and climbed off of his still rock hard husband. He looked at him for a minute and then removed the cock ring and when he did that, Dean's reaction was instantaneous. Cas had just enough time to move as Dean arched violently coming all over himself.

"Oh damn, I hope the guy needs a demonstration, I'm all for that…" Dean said as he gained the use of his voice again, Cas just smiled as he loosened all the restraints. He helped Dean move off the bed and into the bathroom to clean himself up. Cas went back to clean the machine and bed.

As they retired for the night, Cas was just getting comfortable, when Dean rolled over and Cas felt his ass probed. Smiling he inhaled sharply when he felt Dean's cock pushing inside him. "Hmm I love it when you do that," he purred when they found a comfortable spot.

"I know you do..." Dean said as he kissed Cas's neck. "Go to sleep, I'll be here when you wake."

Castiel just nodded and gently fell asleep. Dean followed several seconds later.

To Be Continued, please review if you liked it.