A /N: Hey! This is my story about Alice's first years as a vampire. I am not giving up on my previous stories but since I am almost finished with 'The Beginning of the End' I thought it would be a good idea to begin a few different stories. Enjoy!

Alicegirl

Prologue

Darkness,

It laps at you like a black ocean.

When it touches you tendrils swirl around you; grab you.

It sucks you in and enfolds you in a black blanket, protecting everyone that it touches from pain.

Even me.

I am always in the dark. Just because I am able to see things coming that no one else bothers to look for. That's why they put me here; because I have déjà vu. Every morning they shove me into a chair and zap me until they get tired of my screams. Then they shove me into a padded cell. I haven't seen light in over a month, I even lost track of the days. What's the point anyways seeing as it is the same routine every day.

There is one man. He understands me, he holds me, even when I am too hurt to speak. I hear him talking to me even though I am too scared to open my eyes. After all, it doesn't even matter if I do open my eyes or keep them closed because it is always the same darkness that surrounds me.

Everyday brought the same pain except for once. He grabbed me pulling me out of the dark and into the light making my eyes shut in refusal. There was someone coming, I could feel it. Hadn't this kind man held me and murmured words of reassurance when I woke from nightmares of darkness and the sluggish flow of blood flowing down my body. He yanked me back into darkness as a crash sounded behind us.

Grumbling urgently, the man bend over me and placed his cold lips to the base of my throat, then my hands, feet, and lastly my forehead. A lightning fast burst of flame momentarily blinded my widened eyes. A fire began burning in my veins, warming my cold body. Pain lashed into my body and I welcomed it, relieved that my day had fallen back into the normal pattern. Soon doctors would give up and send my back to my cell, my sanctuary.

A sharp blow slammed into my back making me startle from my numb trance. I slipped into a dark pool, unwilling to ever resurface unwilling to even remember as a scream pierced the chilly night air. I never once saw the light.