Hey this is a oneshot ENJOY :D (Sakura's P.O.V.)
FLASHBACK...
Sakura lied there crying doing nothing but crying her green eyes out on her pillow making it soaking wet. Her bubble gum pink hair speard over the pillow. Yes, she is doing it again she is crying her self asleep. She just finshed a mission dealing with Sasuke she did what she was told.
"Sa-Sakura w-why?" Sasuke coughed up blood as he asked.
"I'm sorry I'm on amission and it is my duty to to do as I'm told and I was told to kill you I'M SORRY SASUKE I AM I LOVE YOU" she said what she wanted to say yet she cried out of sadness she lay there crying on his chest like on their first A ranked mission this time she knew he would die.
SAKURA'S THOUGHTS (when she cries herself to sleep)
Why why must I kill
And pretend that it's all right and be happy
Then cry myself to sleep at night
Then kill again like it's no big deal
Sometimes I wonder will I die when I kill ten
Or will I live to kill millions...
PRESENT...
Sakura lay there helpless now she knew the answer to her question.
She put her hand over the wound on her stomach her hand covered in her blood but she did not see her blood but the blood of the ones who she had killed and mostly the blood of her the love of her life.
'Sasuke-Kun I love you I am sorry but I will be able to be with you or not I know I'm going to hell wait but you are too right?'
"S-Sudzuki thank y-you f-f-for making my s-ss-suffering stop" Haruno Sakura spoke her last words as a ninja and a 15 year old.
SAKURA'S TOMB STONE...
The bloodstains may come out
But the guilt and the faces of those you kill
Will taunt you till the day you die
And only when you die may you rest in peace and forget your sins
And only then may you truly be happy inside
If I would've known that a ninja's life was like this, that it felt like this I would of never vowed to be one
Now I regret the day I became one
And the guilt and tears are the only way to determen you are human
This is what a life as a ninja is like and I only found out the day I killed my love...
sooo that's it sorry if it's kinda weird I was in my room being bored than I started to draw sakura sad and stuff which by the way didn't go good i just like to write what their feeling so I made a one shot