That's right people, i'm back. Blackflamealvitr is now back doing fanfiction. For those who want to know what happen is a shit ton of homework and Eoc, but don't worry cause I'm still doing fanfictions.
For the people still reading the wielder of Magatsu, can you wait three more weeks because the files to the chapters having messing up my computer, so it will take a while before I get back on that fanfiction, but don't worry I'll still do that fanfiction no matter what, got it.
one more thing, I got permission from the redwarriorofflight to use the content in this first chapter, but the rest will be my own imagination.
Two years.
it's been two years since I prevented Third Impact. Shinji Ikari thought as he walked through the gates of Kuoh Academy. The academy had been an all-girls academy for 50 years and had only recently opened its gates to boys starting three years ago. As the hidden Messiah, the berserker walked the grounds of the academy, he felt his depression and envy rise as he noticed his fellow teenagers doing what he could not; living life. Boys talking with their friends, girls in their own cliques, and most importantly: boys with their girlfriends.
seeing something like this angered Shinji a little.
Of course, even though the school had been coed for three years now, only a handful of girls actually had their own boyfriends. Most of the girls here thought of boys as perverted and wanted little or nothing to do with them. Shinji himself was envious of those boys who had managed to get themselves a girlfriend.
At least they have someone in this world, instead of nothing like me. Shinji thought enviously as he hid his depression expertly behind an apathetic expression.
Even being the guy who saved the world had its trade-offs.
He was Shinji Ikari – the Third Child of NERV, pilot of the Evangelion Unit 01, Angel Slayer, Berserker and the Messiah. Together with fellow pilots Rei Ayanami, Asuka Langley Sohryu and Mari Illustrious Makinami, Shinji had risked life and limb in order to defend mankind from the Angels. But his greatest trauma came from the schemes and manipulations of his own father, Gendo Ikari.
His estranged father, an utterly ruthless bastard, had conspired with a group of men, called SEELE, to trigger what was known as Third Impact, using him and his Eva to initiate what they referred to as Instrumentality. Essentially, it was the forced evolution of mankind, which would have wiped out everyone on the entire planet and given them the "power of God".
However, their years of scheming and planning had one flaw.
Shinji Ikari himself.
It was at the peak of the Instrumentality ceremony, when everyone and everything was wrapped in the aura and power of the Red Earth Ceremony, that Shinji, while still inside Unit-01, momentarily gained control of the ceremony and rejected everything they were trying to do. It was something that he could not agree with.
However, in doing this, Shinji had changed everything.
Gendo and SEELE were wiped out. NERV was wiped out. The Evangelions were wiped out. All traces of the Angels were wiped out. Everyone employed with NERV never worked for NERV. And all knowledge of Shinji Ikari being an Eva pilot was wiped from the memories of everyone who knew him.
Shinji had basically rewritten the history of the world for the last 15 years.
However, in doing so, it was only after everything had changed that Shinji realized what he had done. He had saved everyone on the planet... and left himself alone.
His mother and father were gone. His guardian Misato was alive but didn't remember him. His fellow pilot Asuka was back living in Germany. Rei didn't exist because she was created by NERV. His roommate and girlfriend Mari was back in the states and like Misato didn't remember him. And his friends, Toji and Kensuke didn't even know who he was. All of this broke Shinji's spirit into million pieces
While he couldn't bring back 3½ billion people, the world itself had been changed and healed to its Pre-Second Impact state.
He was still Shinji Ikari, but in this new world his parents had died years ago and essentially left him as a ward of the state. Which is where he found himself now; alone and filled with the horrible memories of a life he wished he could forget. Each memories breaking his mind slowly.
The only up-side, and it was a somewhat shallow one, is that Shinji found out he had a good-sized trust fund left by his parents before they died, so as to provide for his food and shelter. He also found out that his mother had registered him for Kuoh Academy since he was a baby. Apparently Yui had been expecting a girl; not that she didn't love Shinji for being a boy but it did explain why he was almost named Rei. It was to Shinji's good fortune that the school had changed its policy to go co-ed, making his presence there two years ago to be somewhat easier.
Now 16 years old and into his second year at the co-ed school, Shinji was still alone and wondering what new horrors were in store for him.
As he walked along, he noticed three things that had become the norm at this school.
The first thing he saw was a young, handsome boy with short blond hair and blue eyes, dressed in the typical dark-gray school uniform, neatly pressed and tied, with polished brown shoes, standing in the center of a small harem of very cute girls. This was Yuuto Kiba, the school prince; a nice enough guy, which is something that all the girls seemed to appreciate.
On his left, he then saw two scowling boys whom he knew from his class.
The first was Matsuda, the tallest of the group who had very-short light grey hair, who reminded Shinji of Toji; both being jocks. Nowadays, however, he spent his time peeping on the girls, and Shinji had once heard him say things like 'Shut up or I will rape you in my mind.' There was Motohama, often called a glasses-wearing pervert, who had short, shaggy black hair, and joked that his glasses had the ability to measure a girls three sizes. This guy reminded Shinji of Kensuke. They were hentai's that girls hated.
Off to his right was Isane Hyoudou, a perverted 17 year old girl with long brown hair and chocolate brown eyes who wanted a harem of hot guys. The second one was Kiryuu aika, she is friends with Isane hyoudou. She was a second year student who had brown hair with two braids hanging down. She also wear glasses like motohana. She has strangest ability to measure man's dick size.
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The fuck.
Apparently the pervert male duo loathed Kiba because he was more popular with the ladies than they were. The perverted female duo had eyes from him. Not that Shinji could blame the guy's and girls' actions towards Yuto Kiba; he found that the guys disrespected men like Kiba And girls fawn on him.
Suddenly he saw the boys' and girls heads turn towards the gates, as three very important people walked in.
The first was Akeno Himejima, the school's second top idol. With her extremely long raven hair in a ponytail that reached her ankles, an athletic and shapely body that would put most super models to shame, a warm and gentle smile and purple eyes, not to mention her cheerful and outgoing personality, she was the idol of many girls, and the fantasy of many boys.
Next to her was the "Kuoh Mascot" Koneko Toujo. A first year student, she had short silver hair and gold eyes, a petite figure and seemed to be carrying herself as if walking on a cloud. All the girls thought she was uber-cute and all the boys looked at her like she was some loli-girl, wanting to do ecchi things to her. She didn't smile, unlike the other two girls, and just seemed to stare out across the sea of students, as if looking all through them. Wearing a uniform much like the others, except that it didn't have a shoulder cape.
Lastly was the top idol Rias Gremory, an extremely gorgeous bishoujo and object of every guy's fantasy (Shinji's included). With her cyan colored eyes and very long, flaming red hair, not to mention her voluptuous figure, this included breasts that Asuka would kill to have, made her the most noticeable and sought after young woman in the entire school. She wore the Kuoh Academy girls' uniform; a white long-sleeved, button-down shirt that was like a second-skin and did nothing to hide the large shape of her ample breasts, with a black ribbon worn as a tie, a black shoulder cape and matching waistcoat, a magenta skirt with white accents, and brown dress shoes over white crew-length socks.
For some reason, everytime he saw Rias, he couldn't help but dislike because of her attitude. She acted like a princess that gotten everything she wanted and that she was the best. It would remind him of Asuka on how annoying she was. Asuka acted as if she was the best, but Asuka had took on the hard truth of her skills.
But Rias was out of his league; she would never look let alone talk to a guy like him. Besides even if he was lucky enough to get her attention and start a relationship, he wouldn't be able to open up with her. Would she believe him when he told her of how the world used to be; a dystopian wasteland being besieged by Angels who wanted nothing more than to wipe mankind off the map? Would she believe him when he told her about NERV, the Evangelions, his battles with the angels, all of his personal trials… basically everything? No she would claim he was crazy and needed help, and probably leave for a more 'normal' boyfriend. But in the end, it was something he did not care about.
Plus, a part of him felt like he wanted to destroy them but, couldn't do it.
But as he walked to class, he notice the strange stares that the pair was sending his way. He glanced a little at them and looked away. The pair noticed he slight glance and watched he go off somewhere.
Lunch break found Shinji taking a small nap underneath a large tree on the outside of the school. He wasn't hungry nor was he tired; just depressed and lonely.
He looked up at the sky, staring at the sun through the tree leaves, and wishing that he had someone in his life. A friend, a guardian, even a pet would be a good thing. Yet something was keeping him from having these things.
But what was it? Fear of rejection? The experiences of his life? His own depression? Or was it a combination of all three?
As he always did, Shinji felt lost and alone; his hope gradually fading.
A tear came to his eye as he realized that Gendo's legacy of neglect and manipulations had beaten him down again.
And the worst part was that Shinji knew; he knew that his father needed him this way in order to trigger Third Impact. He needed Shinji so emotionally destroyed that his urgency would awaken Yui, his mother, from inside Unit 01 in order to help him control Third Impact. But as Shinji continued to fight the Angels for NERV, he found strength from others. Mari, Misato, Rei, Toji, Kensuke, Kaji... hell even Asuka. They became his reasons for fighting, and at the very end, at the crux of Instrumentality, Shinji was able to avert everything that Gendo and SEELE had spent years trying to achieve. And now, without any of them, Shinji felt absolutely powerless. He had nothing to live for, no reason to go on, and it plagued his mind so much, even as the school bell rang for classes to begin again.
As he left his spot under the tree, he failed to notice a pair of eyes watching him from a high window.
"So, that's him, is it?" Akeno asked.
"Yes. Ikari Shinji, class 2-B." Rias said liking the way his named tasted in her lips. Her cyan eyes held a longing and lust at the young savior.
"The boy who saved the world from Third Impact." the raven-haired girl said, turning away from the window. "But no one remembers him, and he apparently has no one, save himself." Akeno added taking a seat at her desk.
"Unfortunately. When he rejected Third Impact, he changed everything. The people of NERV, that SEELE committee, his friends, his guardian, his lover, even his own father, all gone. It's sad really. In order to give the entire human race a second chance, he sacrificed everything he ever knew; everyone that he ever cared about. Now he is alone." Rias said shaking her head. Which won't be for long. Soon you'll be mine Shinji-kun and I'll give you what this selfish world has taken away and denied you for so long. she thought with determination.
"Are you going to approach him Rias?" Akeno asked her master.
"Yes, but I'll have to be smart about it." Rias said turning to face her Queen. "Given his mindset, I don't want to scare him away. We'll have to warm him up to the idea of joining us, show him he isn't as alone as he thinks." Rias mused tapping her chin.
"How about a rigged lottery?" Akeno suggested getting Rias to look her at curiously. "We'll have lottery to gain a new member to Occult Research Club, but rig so only Shinji wins."
"Which will be the first step in making him a devil!" Rias exclaimed before hugging her Queen. "There are times you make me so happy you agreed to serve me all those years ago Akeno-chan!" Rias said happily.
"I do try Rias." Akeno giggled.
The two continued to plot and plan on getting Shinji into the club and help heal him, with Rias doing most of the healing and some of it sexual in nature.
It was the end of the day, and Shinji was walking home. Or at least where he lived. His apartment was basically a studio where he ate, slept and did his homework. It had a TV and a computer, but that was it. No other luxury. Shinji figured he didn't need it. After all, you only wanted comfort if you enjoyed living.
Pausing on a bridge that was located near the school, Shinji contemplated jumping, when he noticed someone else approaching him. Stowing the suicidal thoughts for the moment, Shinji was slightly surprised when the person stopped right in front of him.
"Excuse me, Ikari-san?"
Turning towards the speaker, Shinji noticed that the speaker was a young woman about his age. Very cute with charcoal colored hair, light purple eyes and a fairly shapely and athletic body. The school uniform was different from the one he wore to Kuoh. It consists of a dark red jacket with the letter "P" embroidered in gold on the left breast, a white dress shirt, a red bow as a tie, and a green skirt with a thin white strip around the lower end of it.
"Yes?" he answered.
"Are you alright?" she asked.
"I've seen better days." he replied.
"Perhaps I can help you." she said.
Shinji looked at the lovely young woman. "Okay How?" he asked.
"By giving to you your greatest desire."
Shinji gave a sardonic chuckle at that; a pretty girl he just met was claiming she could give him his greatest desire. "You can't, no one can."
"I can't?" the girl asked 'curiously'.
"No. You can't, so please leave."
"I'm sorry. I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Yuma Amano and I wanted to ask you if you wanted to... go out with me?" she said, sounding like she had to force the words from her mouth.
Shinji looked at her as if not believing what she had just said. A cute girl he'd never seen before just asked him out. Their had to be an aim to it.
"You... want to... go out with me?" he asked.
"Yes." she said.
"Why?" he asked.
The girl looked at him, slightly confused; as if she wasn't expecting that.
"Because you seem... lonely?" she replied.
Shinji released long suffering sigh. Was his condition so obvious that a girl he didn't even know could have deduced his life?
"I probably wouldn't be good company." he said to her trying to deter her.
Maybe I would." she said with a smile. "Who knows, you may enjoy it! I'm sure I can turn that frown upside down!" she said happily.
"I'd... like that." he said with a sad smile.
"Great!" Yuma said. "I'll see you tomorrow, here, after school?"
"Uh, sure." Shinji said his still unsure about this.
As Yuma walked away, a young girl with golden eyes watched with interest from behind a tree while sucking on a Popsicle.
(Occult Research Clubroom; One hour later)
"So she's going to meet with Shinji-kun tomorrow, huh?" Rias asked darkly and with narrowed eyes. She didn't like this, not at all.
"Yes, ma'am." Koneko said, eating a pudding pop.
"There is something not right here. I'm getting that tingling feeling when shit is about hit." Akeno said seriously unnerving her friends.
"Maybe it's an innocent thing? This girl has a weakness for emotionally disturbed boys?" Kiba asked hopefully as he held up a picture of Yuma that Koneko had taken.
"Maybe she does, maybe she doesn't, but I think there is something more to this." Rias said. "We may have to step up our plans."
Akeno, Koneko and Kiba all nodded.
(Unknown location)
"It's soon time that he meets with us, correct?" a Female voice as if she was happy.
"Ikari, you won't have to be lonely anymore. I... can finally be with you, Instead of Him." Said an emotionless Female as if she was waiting.
"My little boy, I can finally support you and give you love you never had." Said a motherly voice as if she was longing for Shinji.
"Grrrrrr!." A sudden growl was heard, as if it wanted Shinji.
The next day, after school, Shinji was waiting by the bridge for Yuma. However, his feelings were far from excited or anxious. He was confused about why this Yuma wanted to go out with him of all guys. It gave him lots of wonder.
"Why does this girl want to go out with me? I'm not special, handsome or charming. I'm not even an Eva pilot anymore. What does she want from me?" he said aloud to no one in particular. But he shrugged it off.
"I want to help you."
Shinji turned around and saw Yuma, smiling at him and wearing a simple light purple blouse worn over a black thigh-length mini-dress, white socks and brown slipper-loafers. It was very 'civilian' look.
Shinji thought she looked... "Pretty." he said in a whisper.
Yuma smiled as she heard him. Looping his arm with hers, Yuma gently tugged on Shinji and pulled the young man down the sidewalk. The pair hadn't gone very far when Yuma turned towards Shinji.
"Can I ask you a question, Shinji-kun?" she asked.
"Sure." Shinji replied.
"Do you want to die?"
Shinji looked at her in surprise. "Do I want to die?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Why would you ask me that?"
"Because you look so sad."
Shinji released a long-suffering sigh. It's no surprised he would be sad.
"I... just don't have anything to live for." he said.
"No friends, or family, or anything?"
"No."
"No hobbies?"
"Just music and art... but I don't have a cello anymore and there are times my art is a bit... morbid." He said with a sigh. "Besides I'm not special; not anymore."
"I think you are."
"Why are you being so nice to me?" he asked wanting to know why she was doing this. He didn't know her, yet she apparently knew him and wanted to help him for some reason.
"Because I know who you are... and what you are." she said.
"You do?"
"Yes. You are Shinji Ikari... the killer of Angels."
Shinji looked at the lovely young woman with wide eyes after she said that. "How do you..." pausing his question, realizing that if everything from his old life had been erased, including the Angels, how did Yuma know?
"Know about you? That you were the Evangelion pilot who was tricked and coerced into fighting the Angels for the NERV agency? How do I know that you were abused, both psychologically and verbally by your father and fellow pilot, Gendo Ikari and Asuka Langley Sohryu? How do I know you loved Mari Illustrious Makinami as she was the only one that didn't use you and truly loved you? How do I know that all you have ever wanted was to be loved and cared for by others?"
Shinji looked at her strangely, wondering how she possibly knew this.
"You... you couldn't have known that... unless..." he started to ask slowly backing up from her.
"Unless... I am not human." she said as her body started to glow.
Her clothes suddenly shredded, as if exploding off her body, strap-like objects (resembling leather) wrapped around and under her breasts, a thong-like piece held around her hips by three thin straps, gloves that run right up her arms with small lengths of chains hanging from them, shoulder guard-like objects on her shoulders with three large spikes sprouting from her right shoulder, and black boots. Her hair went from charcoal gray to dark purple, her eyes going from reddish pink to light purple, her physical features seeming to grow by 10-to-15 years as a pair of large black-feathered wings emerged from her back.
"Who... what are you?" Shinji asked.
"My name is Raynare. I am a Fallen Angel who has been watching you for some time. We have been most interested in you." she said.
"Me? Why?"
"Because you destroyed our brother Angels."
"You mean... those giant creatures that I fought for NERV... were REAL Angels?"
"Yes. Fallen Angels, like myself, who wanted to return to Heaven. They created more powerful bodies for themselves so as to have a greater chance of gaining redemption by carrying out the White Earth Ceremony during Third Impact!"
"But they were killing humans!" he argued trying to wonder if redemption was worth such a cost. Not that he cared about human now.
"Who would have used the Red Earth Ceremony to gain God's Power in an attempt to become God themselves!"
"Not all of them were responsible for that!" he countered. "SEELE and my father have been punished for that! There is no reason to try to punish all of humanity for the actions of a few!"
"While you are right in that regard, you still denied us our goal. The White Earth Ceremony would have given us a real chance to return home and leave this forsaken world! But when you rejected Instrumentality, you erased everything, everything! Now we are forever trapped here in exile." she explained.
"And that's why you're here; to kill me in vengeance." he said.
"Yes." Raynare said sadly. "However, I have been close enough to you to see that you are compassionate to even our plight. You have compassion, you have sympathy, and you have guilt and sadness. You are not like the selfish humans who unjustly rule this world. They have committed many sins and for this they deserve to be punished. But your regret and sorrow are defining qualities. And for that, I will end your life painlessly."
A spear of light appeared in her left hand, which she used to pierce Shinji's stomach. He didn't flinch, as it wasn't the first time he was impaled, even as he felt his body getting weaker.
"If I hated you, Shinji-kun, I would have caused you to feel pain as you die. But for your sympathy I have removed the pain." she said as tears gathered in her eyes. Shinji fell to his knees as Raynare removed the spear and drew closer to him.
"I am sorry, Shinji-kun. Despite what you have done, I hold no grudge against you." she said as she knelt in front to him, giving him a deep and passionate kiss. Despite the situation, Shinji gave into the kiss, getting a moan from the sexy fallen angel. Gently breaking the kiss, Raynare sadly looked upon the one human truly deserving of salvation, the one human who had stolen her heart, and the one she loved more than anything in her life. "I truly am sorry Shinji-kun, but I had no choice. It was either kill you or let you suffer at his hands." Raynare said to the slowly dying Angel Slayer, allowing him to see her guilt for killing him and the tears she was shedding for him.
She gently laid him on the ground before she stood up and flew off crying in anguish for killing her love.
Seconds passed slowly before a strange pentagram appeared in the air above Shinji's prone body, and a trio of attractive female figures dropped to the ground.
"Shinji-kun!" Rias shouted as she raced over to the near deceased boy. But before she could reach him, He started disappearing in black and white particles, his body his body was fading, then it disappeared. Rias rapidly looked around the area, stretching her senses to the limit to find Shinji or at least use her magic to find out what took him away from her. Finding nothing on both ends, she fell to her knees, tears flowing from her eyes before she began screaming.
"SHINJI!"
"Akeno what happened?" Koneko asked her 'Queen', watching the hysterical Crimson-Haired Ruin Princess cry for Shinji.
"I don't know Koneko. I really don't know." Akeno said slowly, trying to comprehend what just happened. Shinji was dead, no human could survive after losing so much blood and being poisoned by a Fallen's light powers. So how could he disappeared in particles if he was dead or maybe he was near dead? Could he have been a magician and we didn't know about that tidbit? Akeno thought as she went to stop Rias who was now beginning to destroy the park. Whoever did this better pray that Rias doesn't find them or there will be hell to pay. Akeno thought as she held the crying woman in her arms, shouting it wasn't fair that Shinji was taken from her before she could tell how she felt towards him. Better yet they better pray I don't find them for causing my sister-figure such pain!
That's the end of this chapter.
Shinji Harem: Yui ikari, Rei Ayanami, Lilith, Asia, rias, Akeno, koneko, Irina, xenovia, fem Issei, fem gaspar, rossweisse, ophis, fem vali, kuroka, Kiryuu Aika.
Who were those four in that unknown location?
Shinji will have a sacred gear and it's a sacred gear that I always wanted him to have when read the Evangelion & high school dxd fanfictions.
Harem suggestions are open for this fanfiction
If you guys have questions, then ask me in the reviews. I answer to the best of my ability without spoilers.
This fanfiction has been I wanted to do and trust me, this will be very different, I plan on it.
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