Legends – Sometimes a load of garbage, others are true stories about my family, mostly about my mother and father and me. I still refused to go to Jacobs 'pack meetings'. Mostly because of Sam, Sam was kind, thoughtful and...annoying. Jacob had to obey him and therefore he was tied to him. The way he stares at me in fascination is bizarre it makes me shiver. Of course he does have a reason I am different in ways that the world cannot understand. My mother conceived me whilst she was human and nearly killed her. I always feel disgusted with myself when I think about that. I nearly killed my mother and I wasn't even alive, there was a stretch. As I was now nearly the same age as my parents some people look at my weirdly and others just stop and stare. As I am half vampire and half human I am beautiful or at least I would like to think I was. My Golden curls hung down the back of back nearly to the bottom of my back I had a rounded face, brown eyes and parents who were exceedingly beautiful. I was at Forks High School and my mother had just finished college when I started. My father was frozen forever at 17 and my mother 19. I was taking the age of 15 now. Life was really hard for me I liked my world but my love life on the other hand was another matter. Jacob...sigh. He loved me in a way which almost discussed me. As the Legends state Imprinting is when a werewolf finds true love with someone. Jacob had imprinted on me. Apparently my mother had thrown a fit when she found out. I used to love him when I was younger. The legends stated that as I get older the love grew into more love and we would become a couple. Well the legends get it wrong when it comes to a half vampire half human child. I found as I grew older I was drifting away from Jacob more and more. Jacob new this was happening but refused to talk about it or even think about it. The separation really started on August 17th.
How long could this go on! Jacob ran round my house AGAIN and I had had enough I ran out of the house and Jacob stood there waiting for me staring into my eyes in wonder. I could of almost thrown up.
"Jacob this has to stop," I admitted in a small voice.
"What?" Jacob asked innocently. I ran my hand through my golden curls.
"I've had enough I don't want the same things as you want. What I want is I want you to leave and I don't want to see you again. You keep explaining that we are meant to be a 'perfect fit'. It's not like that with us. You were my best friend but your actions have changed that. It's you that causes this. Its like with mum and dad you thought you loved mum and tried to stop them from being happy. Now you are doing that with me, you are stopping me being happy. You love me but," I couldn't finish the sentence
"But what?" Jacob asked agony ripped through his features..
"But I don't love you," I told him honestly. He just slowly shook his head. I waited patiently until the words slinked into his mood. I slowly started to walk back into the cottage where my parents stood. Before I got through the door Jacob felt the need to say something
"Nessie please don't to this," I hated that stupid nickname
"It's done Jacob and don't call me that," I slowly sank into the house and left Jacob alone in the middle of the forest. My mother glided towards me silently and hugged me tightly.
"Mum I don't know what to do," I confessed as I hugged her.
"Renesmee you did what you thought is right. Your father and I have both agreed to move for you we will go far away and you can forget the life we have made here. I am sure the rest of your family will agree with us," She comforted me. I was comforted. I ran to my dad. He hugged my tightly and whispered my name a few times.
Then unfortunately Jacob had more things to say.
"You can't do this to me Renesmee," Pleading in his eyes. "Please you can't take yourself away from me."
"Jacob I can't be happy with you." I told him sternly. He started to say something but my father interrupted him.
"Get out Jacob, Renesmee doesn't want you anymore," The words that came out of my father's voice where so true.
"But Edward" Jacob said.
"Get out," he almost shouted. Jacob obeyed my Father. My Mother hugged my tighter to her chest.
"I'll go and pack," I mumbled.
"Ok sweetheart," mum said.
"Renesmee," my father asked me when my mum was out of sight.
"Yeah," I told him.
"I'm worried. As you know Jacob cannot abandon you just like that."
"Yeah Dad I know. I have got a plan though. If we move away Jacob won't be abandoning me I will be abandoning Jacob. And if that is the only way this madness will stop then I will take that happily."
