Okay, this story I wrote in like half an hour after a friend and I talked about how awesome it would be if Brennan got her act together and admitted her feelings for Booth so this is basically what it is…in the form of an extremely short one-shot. She urged me to post this and here it is, so without further ado, this is for TheLovelyBones1 =)
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My feelings for Booth. How can I begin to describe them? He makes me feel warm. And safe, like I'm walking on a warm, sandy beach in the sunset. He makes me feel like I don't have a care in the world. That everything we do only strengthens our relationship.
We are as different as night and day, yin and yang, protons and electrons. And yet we get along. Maybe that's why we are bound to one another the way that we are. Maybe we're so different that it makes us the perfect match. Compatible in every way. We are best friends. As good as friends ever could get. He makes me believe that this will last forever.
Booth makes me feel like this will never end. We'll never stop. Like this moment will last forever. It's typical Booth, but those are the feelings he radiates towards me.
When he walks in to a room, everything changes. Air becomes much better, it's lighter, the general mood always seem to become more positive when he's around. I can't explain it.
He told me he loves me, and I believe him, but I don't think I can love like that. Booth is the closest I've come to that. I have some problem labeling my feelings for Booth. Maybe I'll figure it out sooner rather than later.
He makes me think of everything good in my life and always seem to find the bright side of everything. He's my savior. Without him in my life, I would have collapsed into the depth and darkness of my own soul.
Indeed he saved me, kept me from hurting myself. Mentally, most, but who knows what I would have done physically if he hadn't fixed my mental health. I owe my life to him.
I owe him more than that, actually, considering how many times he saved me from a situation I put us in because of my stupidity and ignorance of police work.
I can't change, I told him, but I can adjust. Like any organism I have adapted to having him so close to me and if he were to disappear from my world and enter someone else's, I would be lost. Eventually though, hopefully, I would get over the fact that he isn't mine and adjust to the situation accordingly, but I hope I won't have to do that. He's a too close friend for me to be okay with that.
He makes me happy. That might be enough for some, but Booth makes me feel more than that, and he doesn't even know it. He's the man I measure all other men against.
I hope he finds happiness even though it might not be with me, and at the same time I hope that he is happy enough with me so he doesn't have to go and look elsewhere.
This sums up my feelings for Booth.
I love him.
Well. That's it. I said it wouldn't be long, and I hope it was worth reading =) Please hit that little review-button if you liked it =)