For once, I'm doing an author's note. This is in Sasu-chan's point of view. Why? 'Cause he's cute and all, and I am better at doing things in his point of view. Maybe someday I'll change of point of view...
Just if you didn't know, I don't own Naruto nor any of its characters... and I let Sasuke's fanclub have him. He's cute, but not really my type.
Oh yeah... This hasn't anything lemonishly concrete. Just some yaoi fluff and desire/lust...
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I woke up in sweat. Obviously waking from another one of those nightmares I had for about a month.
In that nightmare, I am with my teammates on a bright sunny day, when suddenly the sky starts to be covered up by dark clouds. The wind starts blowing like it wants to take everything away. And then I find myself alone. I look around to find Sakura and Naruto, and when I see them, they're walking away slowly, their fingers entwined and smiling at each other. They walk, laughing, away from me, and not even bothering saying anything to me.
I try to call them up, but I have no voice.
I try to walk to them, but I'm not aproaching them.
Then I start to run to at least keep up with them, even so they're only walking, and it doesn't seem to do a difference.
I run as fast as I can, but they just keep going away, while everything around me is dark and they're the only thing I can see. There, continuing walking like nothing was happening and they were an ordinary couple.
I feel a strange pain as I look at them, all smiling at each other, their voices already fading away even though I'm running like crazy to try to join them.
I feel a painful ach in my heart as I watch them, from far away, starting to lean in for a kiss.
A kiss...
Then I just wake up in sweat, cursing myself for the hundredth time for my weak soul. But I wonder why I feel so much pain when I see them together.
Is it because of Sakura?
Nay...
Is it because of Naruto?
Certainly not.
Is it because I can't stand seeing them together and abandoning me?
Maybe.
Sitting on my very large bed, in my very big room, in my awfully giant house of Konoha, I calm down slowly, remembering that it was only a dream.
Then I wonder again.
Why did it hurt so much?
I can't put the finger on why I don't like the vision of them together and walking away from me, not even paying attention to me.
Maybe that's it. I like to be the center of attraction, and being ignored just makes me feel useless.
And I hate to feel useless.
It reminds me of my brother and the night of the massacre.
Being useless is just like being worthless.
I just hate to be either.
I lay down again, trying to return to sleep, but the feeling that I'll make another horrible nightmare haunts me. I give up, and get up.
The moon is quite shiny tonight. It'll soon be the full moon. I just sit near the window and look at the almost full moon. Then I hear something in the room.
I turn around quickly and get nose to nose with the dobe. His blue eyes are still clouded by the half-sleep he is into. Apparently, he's a sleepwalker.
"What are you doing here, dobe?" I ask stupidly as his gaze starts to clear up like he is recovering from his sleepwalking state.
"Hmmm... Sasuke? Sasuke!" His eyes snap open in a surprised look and he backs away a little. "How did I end up he... Why am I this close to you?"
"Calm down, dobe. You're a sleepwalker. I've got nothing to do with that." I said quickly. Why would I have something to do with the fact that he was standing in front of me.
"You should lock your door, you know. I may be a sleepwalker, but I couldn't have past a locked door by myself."
He is looking at me with a weird look on the face. Those azure eyes are watching me with incomprehention as I am lost in their ocean of blue.
I take a step forward. His eyes flash a fraction of second with fear but then he snap out of it and continues to watch me weirdly.
I take another step. He tries to get away but he trips on the sofa (A/N: What? His bedroom is very big so there must be something like that to make it a bit less empty!) and falls on it. He sits up and look at me with eyes filled with fear.
Somehow it attracts me and I make another step. I can see him shaking a bit. Is he afraid of me?
What am I doing? I... I want to go to him and make him stop shaking. I want to hold him close to me. A strange feeling is the one of lusting for an anoying blonde brat with such wonderfully blue eyes.
I walk to the sofa and get on it. He is at the other end, trying to back away. I can see his heavy breath. I move forward, going on top of him and leaning down slowly.
Our lips are only milimeters away. Gently, I close the gap between us in a kiss. My heart starts pounding in my chest as he responds and passes his hands on my neck, trying to deepen the kiss. I feel his tongue on my lower lip, beggin for entrance. And I grant it while my hands take a trip to his waist.
As our lips part again to give us time to take air, I see his eyes full of lust.
"I've been lusting for you for a while, Sasuke. I didn't think that I would have the chance to fulfill my desires in that way though." he says with a smirk.
I smirk back. "I still don't know exactly how I feel about you. But maybe you would like to take control tomorrow."
He looks a little sad. "Why not now?"
"Because it's already sunrise, dobe."
As I say that, the first rays of the sun enter through the window.
He sigh.
I do the same and as he get up, I take him by the hips and pull him against me.
He moans softly as he feels me.
"See you here at sunset, dobe." I mumure in his ear.
He smirks. "Is that a date?"
"Maybe. Just be here."
"I will." And with that, I let him go. I watch him go out of the room and away from the house by the window.
Now I know why my heart was hurting each time I had that stupid dream. I lust for Naruto, and I want him for myself and no one else.
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So that concludes this chapter. I know, it's short. Please review anyway. Flames accepted. Truely, I won't melt. You can even tell me ideas about next chapter and more. Yeah... I need some suggestions. 'Cause you're the readers!
I'll try to make a new chapter soon... I really will. I'll do it even if my PC decides to turn off every ten minutes! 'Cause I am a nice little kitty and I want to please you, people!
