So here's my new fanfic! I missed Nessie so I decided to do one about her! I am working on another finding Sky fic which is about Wills soulfinder that should be up shortly and I am also doing a short twilight fic about Nessie and Jacob... But for now

enjoy!

xoxox


Life sucks.

Especially mine.

One day I'm centre of my parents universe. And then in an instant POOOF! I'm being replaced! Of course they not my real parents, but still it hurts you know...

I'm Renesmee but people call me Nessie. I'm 15 years old and live in Aberdeen, Washington.

It's cold here.

And I mean really cold.

I have six foster brothers and sisters who of which have replaced me in there own way. Allow me too introduce you...

Sami Is the oldest of us all, he's 17 and is currently staying at hotel mom and dad with is girlfriend Maya(who by the way thinks she's superior and more beautiful than everybody else in the world)

Then there's Toby, he's also 17 but is away at collage and rely comes home to visit(his advice to me before he left?... Get out while you still can!)

Jake is 16 and is obsessed with himself!(he's currently trying to make his mark in the modelling world)

My favourite big sister of them all is 16 year old Hayley(who after getting pregnant so many times still hasn't learnt to use a condom!)

Indigo is next and she 16 everybody loves her!(she's a total diva and everybody knows she totally screwing Clara James boyfriend)

Ava and Amelia are twins but there only 10(with mouths of a 18 year olds!)

Then there's my adoptive parents... Lottie and Mark Wright... They used to love me! They used to know I existed!

Life sucks...

"Hurry your ass up!" I heard Indigo scream "I need to get in that bathroom!" I jolted awake and looked at the clock

"Seven thirty!" My eyes nearly bulged out of my sockets "why didn't anybody wake me?!" But as usual everybody ignored me

"I said HURRY UP!" I knew I had no chance in the main bathroom so went into my parents. I grabbed my towel and my clothes and made my way down the hall

"What are you doing?!" I froze thinking someone had noticed me but when I turned around Lottie was talking to Ava "pick these Barbie dolls up now!" I sighed and kept walking. Quickly turning on the shower I began to hum an then sing a lullaby...

Dodo, l'enfant do,

L'enfant dormira bien vite

Dodo, l'enfant do

L'enfant dormira bientôt.

That's literally the only part that I know! And through I have no idea what it means I can't help but feel like it's connected to my lost past... Lottie says that I was found at the age of 6 on the edge of a motor way. She said it was like I crawled out of the woods as an attempt to escape. But escape from what? Surely my birth parents weren't that bad... I've tried to track them down but it was no use. I stepped out of the shower, got dry and then got dressed. I pulled my lose brown curls into a pony tail and sprayed some of my mothers perfume, I knew I was going to get into trouble but at least she'll notice me... I ran downstairs in a blue jeans and a American flag jumper

I watched as my mom prepared breakfast and got out six plates... Six plates... I grabbed a granola bar and sat down

"Good morning my dear children!" My dad says pecking my mom on the cheek and sitting down while she got him a plate

"Hello?! What about me?! Where's my plate?!" I yelled to her

"Oh, right sorry darling! Didn't see you there!" Of course you didn't! She handed me plate and offered me a weak smile that I didn't return "are you wearing my perfume?" She asked

"Yeah..." She just smiled at me. Feeling guilty.

"I don't feel so good..." Hayley called slowly walking downstairs. She looked awful!

"Why hunny what's up?" Mom asks her- or course we all know! She's pregnant again! The first time she got her self nocked up she was my age... She had the baby with her at the time boyfriend Felix. She gets her baby Misty back today... All the other times she missed carried or had an abortion because the guys who knocked her up didn't want to play daddy...

"I feel really sick" she sat down next to me and mom brought over a glass of water which she gulped down in one go, she then dropped her voice so only I could hear "Nessie? Would you be able to get me a... You know..." I smiled at her. I was her go to gal cause she could trust anyone not to open there mouths

"Sure, I'll pick it up after school"

"Thanks" she mouthed running up stairs to go be sick again. I finished my pancakes and stood up

"I'm off!" I called out but like before... I was ignored... How ever when Indigo stood up and said goodbye she got hugs and pats on the back and the hole nine yards!

"Hey twerp! Wanna ride?" She called out after me

"Er... Sure..." This was weird... The only person to ever wanted to drive me to school was Toby...

"Why do you look so scared?" She asked a amused look on her face

"Because you never wanted to give me a ride to school before..." She rolled her eyes "what's changed?"

"I saw you and mom in there... And I guess I felt sorry for you..." Ha! So it was a guilt thing! Nice!

"I don't need your pity..."

"It's not pity! I'm your sister! It's supposed to be us against the world!" I laughed "and when do I give out pity?"

For the rest of the car ride she turned up the volume and we both sung along to Taylor's Swifts Trouble at the top of our lungs. We arrived at school in record time thanks to Indigos driving... We were looking for a driving space when I saw the silver Volvo... "Who are they?" I asked her

"Oh there the new Cullen kids... There dad works down at the hospital and their mom is a work out instructor i think..." I watched as they all got out off the cars one by one. They all shared the same pale skin and golden eyes "stare much?" Indigo asked and I quickly looked at so thug else "looks like Maya has her work cut out for her" she motioned to the very pretty blond girl with the big guy

"You've got that right!" She smiled at me

"Now get out of my car before somebody sees you!" She joked and I obeyed.