Looking back on it now, it's as if a light bulb flicked on in my brain.
I could see it. I could see everything.
I could see the mess I had unknowingly stumbled into and I could see how my actions had made everything worse.
I didn't want to be in this dark place anymore.
I wanted to turn time back 12 months and be happy.
I wanted to be able to smile again.
But that was just wishful thinking.
There is no escaping this- I was in hell and I was here to stay.
