Whee! New ficcy time! ^^; Yes, yes, I know I still have "Nightmares and
Dreamscapes" to finish- not to mention start, but this idea came
afterwards, and I didn't want to forget it. ^^;
This is strictly angst/supernatural/romance/drama. ^^; No humor whatsoever. ^^
Well, *cries* I must begin.. Is it a sad thing when just thinking about this story makes my heart ache? X.X
"You Don't Know What You've Got Until It's Gone"- Chapter 1
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It was my fault, I realized one afternoon of grieving. He had left for me. Because of me. Because I didn't fulfill my own oath to him, by making him content.
Everyone lies, I also realized. Everyone had said he had business to take care of; that's why he was never home.
That, needless to say, was a downright lie.
He had left because my being there for him, and his reversed blade sword, not to mention the many lives he saved, including mine several times, offered him no solace. He wasn't happy, so he left.
And his leaving tore my heart. It wasn't fair. To either of us. He deserved so much better a life. Something I would have done anything to give him. I tried.I tried..
I could hear his voice telling me he loved me before he died. I could still feel the tears I cried for him. They just kept falling. Because no matter what happened, nothing and no one would ever; could ever take his place in my heart.
"Kenshin.." I cried out. Sobbing again, as always, the pain in my heart grew stronger.
I couldn't not see him, so I walked outside. Stringy hair, watery eyes, wrinkled kimono and all, I walked to his gravesite, picking flowers along the way.
I never did make it there, that day.
A voice out of nowhere asked me this question. Perhaps I was hearing things? But it sounded so good to me.SO much like every last dream I had since his death.
"You want to bring your love back, deary?" The voice asked. It sounded old.. withered.Yet, it held wisdom.
"W-What?" My tired voice asked. I had to make sure it wasn't a joke. It sounded like something Yahiko would have teased me with all of those years ago. Though, with age came maturity, and he had long passed that stage.
"Do you wish to bring your lover back?" It questioned again.
The next thing I saw was the ground coming to meet me.
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Okay, I know it isn't at all what I promised, yet. (I'm much better at writing angst.More angstier than this, but I needed a little groundwork for the plot. This time, I'm not stalling. XDDDDDDD). But, I'm not sure whether to continue it. Reviews make all the difference! (Maybe. XD)
PLEASE R&R.
I don't ever care if you hated it! I just want to know how you felt about it!
Till next time? (Hopefully. XD)
Kaoru-dono.
This is strictly angst/supernatural/romance/drama. ^^; No humor whatsoever. ^^
Well, *cries* I must begin.. Is it a sad thing when just thinking about this story makes my heart ache? X.X
"You Don't Know What You've Got Until It's Gone"- Chapter 1
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It was my fault, I realized one afternoon of grieving. He had left for me. Because of me. Because I didn't fulfill my own oath to him, by making him content.
Everyone lies, I also realized. Everyone had said he had business to take care of; that's why he was never home.
That, needless to say, was a downright lie.
He had left because my being there for him, and his reversed blade sword, not to mention the many lives he saved, including mine several times, offered him no solace. He wasn't happy, so he left.
And his leaving tore my heart. It wasn't fair. To either of us. He deserved so much better a life. Something I would have done anything to give him. I tried.I tried..
I could hear his voice telling me he loved me before he died. I could still feel the tears I cried for him. They just kept falling. Because no matter what happened, nothing and no one would ever; could ever take his place in my heart.
"Kenshin.." I cried out. Sobbing again, as always, the pain in my heart grew stronger.
I couldn't not see him, so I walked outside. Stringy hair, watery eyes, wrinkled kimono and all, I walked to his gravesite, picking flowers along the way.
I never did make it there, that day.
A voice out of nowhere asked me this question. Perhaps I was hearing things? But it sounded so good to me.SO much like every last dream I had since his death.
"You want to bring your love back, deary?" The voice asked. It sounded old.. withered.Yet, it held wisdom.
"W-What?" My tired voice asked. I had to make sure it wasn't a joke. It sounded like something Yahiko would have teased me with all of those years ago. Though, with age came maturity, and he had long passed that stage.
"Do you wish to bring your lover back?" It questioned again.
The next thing I saw was the ground coming to meet me.
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Okay, I know it isn't at all what I promised, yet. (I'm much better at writing angst.More angstier than this, but I needed a little groundwork for the plot. This time, I'm not stalling. XDDDDDDD). But, I'm not sure whether to continue it. Reviews make all the difference! (Maybe. XD)
PLEASE R&R.
I don't ever care if you hated it! I just want to know how you felt about it!
Till next time? (Hopefully. XD)
Kaoru-dono.