I know I have a ton of stories that I should be updating but I couldn't help myself. My story title came from a song and the plot just began to form in my mind. But don't worry , I have not given up on my other stories. I'm still working on them. But I have something good going on here. Hope you guys like it as much as I like writing it.

Your Kisses Are Wasted On Me

Disclaimer: I do not own the TT's.

Chapter 1 : Discover Pleasure

The Teen Titans are no more.

Well, we're just the Titans now. We are all in our mid and young twenties so we decided to drop the "teen".

Our enemies have definitely changed since our adolescent days. Only a punk would try to bully around children. After years of them going back and forth to jail, we decided to make sure they 'd be sent to prison and stayed there. Catching a villain such as Mumbo robbing a bank, we'd send them into the facilities with gangsters , murders, and rapists. Making lame criminals like Mumbo their bitch. Now we deal with suicidal bombers, bank robbers that take hostages, major drug dealers, and murders. It took us all a while to get use to these circumstances but we've all grown in more ways than one.

Beast Boy a.k.a.. "The Changeling" was now the same height as Cyborg. He had a powerful, muscular build and his usage of jokes dimmed a bit. We all realized it was to impress Raven, but she was a bit slow on the uptake. Several times BB would walk by her, slightly flexing his newly developed muscles. But Ms. Roth kept her nose in a book. When she sensed his presence she would simply reply, "Beast Boy or whatever you want to call yourself now, get away from me you're stinking up the air." She'd say all this without looking into his face or even putting the book aside. Other than a foul word spilling from her lips when she was extremely angered, Raven hadn't changed much. She was about 2 inches taller, her hair was the same length, she hadn't changed her clothes style but it seemed that her voice lightened. Almost as if the tone was due to a puberty stage. All day every day, we watched the two bicker and scowl. It seemed like that relationship was going to stay the same. Until one night I overheard something.

It was around the time BB was looking for some brotherly love from Cyborg only to find that he was too wound up by his girlfriend Bumblebee, leaving The Changeling all alone. He was trying harder and harder to get Raven's attention now and one day he actually got it. He sat next to her on the sofa with a book. She was about to tell him to shoo when she realized he was actually reading something. "Wha-what are you reading?" "Not much." was all he said, trying to sound as nonchalant has she. She shrugged it off and continued reading her own book. I walked away, minding my own business.

After 30 minutes or so I went to into the kitchen to retrieve a gloobyak sandwich when I was shocked to see Raven leaning over on Beast Boy's shoulder, reading from his book. I wasn't in front of them, so I wasn't sure what was going on. When they both walked away to their rooms I ran over to the couch to see BB's book. It was an erotic novel. It was a black paperback book titled "I'll Love You Right" in gold print with a picture of a couple; a muscular man pushing a slender female against the wall while their bodies entwined. My eyes widened. Why would he be reading such things? I looked on the back to see what it was about. I saw a short quote from the book and several positive comments from magazines and newspapers. I placed the book back where it laid and went to my room

It was about 3am when I heard a strange knocking sound. "Is someone present?" I asked as I sluggishly got out of bed and walked to my door. It slid open by my being, but no one was on the other side. The thud sounds became louder as I walked into the hallway, I thought that someone might be trying to break in and my eyes and hands quickly glowed with my neon ammo. As I got closer and closer to the sounds I started to glide off my feet, so the burglar wouldn't hear me coming. But I stopped completely when I heard a moan from Beast Boy's room. On leaned besides the door and listened. As much as I wanted to I couldn't put my ear to the door, otherwise it'd swish open automatically. My eyes opened in shock and almost fear and I heard a "Fuck me baby." being uttered from the room. That was Raven's voice! I wedged myself a little closer, wanting to hear more. "Harder." I heard Raven say. I was guessing he obeyed due to the increased volume of the headboard thumping against the wall. Apparently, Beast Boy was good in bed. Raven was almost screaming sometimes. Telling Garfield how good his huge, green, cock was, how good it felt in her pussy. She was just moaning and complimenting him when all of a sudden Beast Boy in a husky, deep tone said , "Shut up and fuck me so I can cum. Just fuck me Rae." She does a she was commanded. Nothing is heard but Raven's cries of joy and the hard, fast banging of the bed. My body began to slide to the floor. I was getting turned on by listening to my friends have sex. Which made me enjoy it all the more. I felt my nipples getting stiff and poking through my light pink t shirt. I listened intently and imagined what being made love to felt like as I lightly pinched my nipples. Robin and I have been a couple for over 5 years now but the next stage never came up, I rarely even got kissed. He was too embarrassed to do it when the others were around, or he was too busy "getting scum off the streets." Alone more than I'd hoped, I began watching more tv which is why my English changed. I was brainwashed by the media. It's what thought me about sex. Every Sunday, I'd watch Talk Sex with Sue and be amazed by what two people could do with one another. All the books, toys, videos and fantasies that can be experimented with and we were doing nothing. But I had soon realized that I could pleasure myself. I'd simply lick my index finger and softly rub my clit. OOOH how good It made me feel. I was just beginning to pleasure myself to the sounds of Beast Boy and Raven when I heard a loud moan. "MM Yess Im about to cum baby, cum all in that tight cunt!." "Ooh yes cum in me!" BB let out a loud groan and the thumping of the bed began to slow down and cease completely. I rose to my feet and was ready to leave when I heard. "Thanks for the fuck." BB said. "Anytime ." What sounded like a long, wet kiss was being exchanged as I flew back to my room.

I knew what I had to do. I was going to be fucked and it was going to be by Robin I thought to myself as I fell asleep and dreamed of Robin and I making love. My hands on my pussy the rest of the night.

The next day. I watched the two as they came to the kitchen simultaneously, not looking at each other like usual. You are not fooling me. Have they really been having sex with each other that long? Was last night just one of many? Under my usual breakfast grin, I scowled at the two, hating that they were the only ones getting action in the house. Cyborg always took his "business" with Bumblebee elsewhere.

"Why are you guys late for breakfast again? That's the third time this week." Robin asked the two while placing breakfast on the table. Morning quickie. I said in my mind. Beast Boy uttered "Cartoons."while Raven replied, "Meditation." I wanted to roll my eyes at the obvious lie but I calmed myself down.

Maybe I can get a rise out of Robin today. I sat down next to Robin and leaned my head on his broad shoulders. He was still a bit shorter than me but, he had gotten more toned over the years. His voice even got deeper. He had become Nightwing when he turned 22. But he'd always be my Robin, he didn't mind when I called him that. "S-star, what are y-you doing?" Robin asked me blushing furiously. "Why; nothing Robin. I'm just trying to feel the warmth from your body radiate on me. Hear you breath in my ears, as I kiss your neck." I was just about to kiss him when he scooted away from me. His eyes widened behind his black, thin mask and he started rubbing where my chin laid, as if I hurt him. "Since when do you talk like that?" Since I found BB's secret stash of romance/fucking novels. "Robin I am just trying to be what I thought I was suppose to be; your girlfriend." Nightwing ate the rest of his meal and rose from his seat. "You don't have to act like that Star." I wanted to believe that but...but he was taking too long. He was 23 and I was 20. Wasn't it time we took it to the next level? To finally make love to one another? I looked over at Beast Boy and Raven to see them secretly glancing at each other. It's funny how you finally see how much two people like each other after you've heard them have sex. Feeling myself moisten just thinking about last night's experience, I left the table and went to my room.

I spread my legs on each side of my bed and began to rub my clit roughly. I let out a soft moan. As I felt my body tense up from the feeling, I pinched my left nipple and closed my eyes imagining that it was Robin doing all this for me. That he was rolling my stiff nipples with his fingers while licking my clit. X'Hal those books helped!

It was about 9 minutes after I'd left the kitchen and I was just about to orgasm when I heard. "Starfire!" Robin stood in my room, gazing at my spread eagle legs and me groping myself. This has to turn him on. I told myself to keep going, hoping that he'd join in, instead Robin asked me to closed my legs quietly. What the hell? I got off the bed and walked over to him. He took a step back, like he was afraid of me. "Star, how long have you been feeling like this?" "A-about 3 months." I replied not looking at him. I've felt these urges over a year but no need to tell him that. "Starfire, you know I love you. I don't want no one but you in my life but..." His voice trailed off as he looked behind him, no one else was around it was just us. "But I'm not ready to have that with you yet. I don't think the time is right. I want our first to be special not because you think it's time since we're not children anymore. Do you understand?" He looked up at me and grinned sheepishly, as if he said a joke that he wasn't sure was funny or not. "Yes, I understand." "Good." Robin placed a hand on the back of my neck and pulled me into a kiss. I was so excited by the sheer feeling of him, that I felt myself getting wet again. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and let out a moan when he began to back away. "No!" I whimpered onto his lips but he was too strong. He lightly pushed be back. "Star, lets not loose control ok? We still have responsibilities to this city. Until things settle down ok? Wait for me." Robin turned away and walked out of my room. The door shut behind him and I was left alone, basking in silence. I felt my eyes beginning to burn. Is he saying that he doesn't want me because he's taking care of the city? I know he has a job to do, so do I. But what about me? I turned on my new Panasonic 32' inch plasma screen and waited for "Passions" to come on. How long shall this take?

May 9th, behind Bruce Wayne's mansion, in his floral garden decorated with blue and green flowers and decor, I was to marry Richard Grayson. I was in the guest room with Kole, Batgirl and Bumblebee primping me up. I've just put on the pure white Cinderella dress with a green satin tie around the waist. My hair is clipped up with two blue crystal pins along with a few strands of my red hair spiraled. Bumblebee was putting on my makeup, Kole was putting on my sandals and Batgirl was fixing the dresses tail.

"So, how you do you feel about getting married so soon?" Kole asked me getting up and straightening her green and blue silk dress. "Perfectly fine. Richard didn't push for this, I did." Robin had proposed to me around 5 months ago and figured it'd take a year for everything to be set up. "When that's all finished, we can finally get started on our family. Teen Titans 2 has been doing a good job watching over the city, so we have more time to be with each other." I remember Robin saying exactly. All I heard was, "family" and "more time with each other", which meant sex. I did love Robin, I have for years but I wanted him so badly. Knowing that it was only one situation away I couldn't wait a whole year. So I said I wanted it in Bruce's backyard; never occupied. I went to the bridal store and got a simple $700 dollar dress. I told Bruce that I wanted blue and green as the main colors. Blue was a part of the Nightwing costume and green was a color in Robin's. Those two color meant something to me and I wanted them involved in the wedding. It was simple for Bruce because he's planned parties bigger than this. So he shelled out a bit more, wanting the best for his new stepdaughter-in-law.

Everything went off with a hitch. The last thing I had to do was get my Kanorfka, King of Tamaran. Surely he had to walk me down the aisle. "All done with you girl." Bumblebee replied. I stood up and looked into the enormous mirror and started to truly realize what was going on. I was getting married. I was about to make a pledge to spend the rest of my life with Robin. Of course that was my plan, but it'd be made official today. I started getting dizzy and I sat back down. I fanned myself with my gloved-covered hand. "Uh-oh, cold feet." Batgirl sat next to me and started patting my back. "I knew you should of had a bachelorette party." "She didn't want one." In came Raven; my maid of honor. She had on her floor-length green satin gown with small blue roses on the straps. Nothing was in her hair, and she had a blue shawl around her shoulders. I was shocked that was decided to wear the dress I had designed for her. Besides the dark and silent attitude she shows to most people, I know she has a good heart. "Hi Raven." I said shakily. I could tell she could see the fear on my face. "You sure you wanna do this? No ones forcing you." I stood back up. No way was I backing down. I wanted to marry Robin I wanted to be his and only his. "Yes I'm sure. Just jitters." I exhaled loudly and grabbed my bouquet from Kole. "I'm ready." Everyone smiled at me and nodded. My fear was soon being replaced with happiness. Raven opened the door for me and I walked through, walking towards the garden.

The french doors to the garden were being guarded by my Kanorfka, Galfor. As I looked up at him and smiled, I swear I saw a tear form and drop into his thick beard. "I have never seen you look so exquisite Kori'ander." "What about my first wedding?" Galfor leaned down and kissed my forehead lightly. "You like a million times more gorgeous as of now. This is the real thing little one, you are ready for this?" "More than anything." I watched as my Kanorfka gave the signal and the orchestra began to play "Here Comes The Bride." The doors swung open and I slowly made my way down the aisle. The look on Robin's face was one I'd never forget. It was one of the few time I'd seen him without the mask and his blue eyes sparkled when I walked throught the garden. I felt the tears of joy streaming down my face. I've never felt so happy before. When I reached the arch, Galfor let go my arm and gave me away to Robin. I looked at my future husband and smiled. This is it.

Before I knew it, we were exchanging rings. "By the power invested in me, The minister said. I know pronounce you husband and wife." He looked at Robin. "You may kiss the bride." He looked at my still crying eyes and pulled me into a kiss. The air filled with cheer and applause. We both smiled and walked down the aisle together, as one. Hundreds of petal rained over us, I tired to watch every one. To admire the way they fell to the ground spiraling. Something to behold in my eyes. Once I clicked into my mind that we were officially married, I could only think about one thing.

Our honeymoon was at the mansion. Bruce had a miniature verison of his own mansion built for us. It's entirely made of brick. 14 bedrooms, 17 baths, 2 theaters, indoor/outdoor pool, gymnasium, steam room and things I haven't had a chance to found out about yet.

The night I'd finally be made love to. I've been waiting for over 3 years and it was going to happen soon. I could barely keep my dress on. Raven and Bumblebee helped me with my lingerie so I could look extra special for him. Surprisingly, I wasn't as embarrassed as I thought I would be. I had on a satin corset, matching g-string, and white fish nets. When he carried me into the master bedroom I nearly ran into the bathroom to make myself sexy. I slipped out my dress and came out of the bathroom in seconds. This time when Robin looked at me it was a completely different expression from the wedding. It was filled with lust. At least thats what I was hoping for. Richard was only in his boxer and every muscle was exposed to me. I took long, sexual strides over to him and slipped a finger in my mouth; licking it seductively. Oh I had him them. He pulled me over to him and we fell onto the large bed. His body found its way on top of mine and we kissed passionately. I wrapped my legs around him and smiled widely. I was in heaven. "I want you so badly, Richard." I purred. He looked at me with those blue eyes of his and began to pull out his manhood. Oh yes. I spread my legs for him slightly, waiting to feel him on my opening. But when he was exposed I wasn't too happy. If I make measurements I'm pretty sure that he's only 5 ½ inches. I tired so hard not to frown. I'm always hearing and reading about women who have cocks that are sometimes 10 inches. Boy did I get the short end of the stick. Maybe he could work it. "Something wrong?" He asked looking down at me. I silently nodded no. "Oh I know, I'm new at this too, you don't have to be afraid of him. I'll take my time." Afraid? Ha! I thought you were packing a boa constrictor not a earth worm! Calm down Starfire, enjoy him; you've waited so long. I pulled him back into a kiss again when all of a sudden I felt something snap. Robin had entered me without asking. I yelped out in pain and dug my fingernails into his back. About 3 seconds passed; the pain dimmed and I felt...nothing. I watched him hump away at me like a dog. "Uhhh..oh. Good huh?Oh Yea." I dug my nails in deeper more out of anger this time. I pulled him into a kiss again, wanting to feel good at least for a moment when..."UUUH! Ugh! Ugh! Uggggh!" He pumped into me a few more times and collapsed on top of me. He was through.

75. That's the number drilled in my head. That's the number of seconds my first fuck lasted. He rolled off of me and fell asleep. I laid on my side of the bed in despair. All these years of waiting for him I though it'd be perfect. Nothing but a bunch of hype. I felt an ouch than nothing. While asleep, Robin reached for me but I shoved him away, too mad to have him touching me. I held my pillow tight and cried into it. My first day of marriage and I was already miserable. When I first discovered pleasure I didn't know that my husband wouldn't be able to deliver. What now?

Yep! That was in my mind for that past week. But don't worry the story don't end there. Be mean of me if it did. Don't worry about Star, she'll get what she wants. Hope y'all liked it so far.

Bye 4 now