Ross's POV, pouring out his heart to Rachel during her last moments of life
Are you scared?
I asked.
"I guess…" you said.
What is this, Rachel, just some horrible dream?
And when I open my eyes you'll be staring at me.
I'm scared too, Rach. All the time.
Tomorrow when I wakeup you won't be sick.
"We were on a break," you finally admitted.
Those were the last words you said.
Your heart is still beating but where are you?
Central perk is empty.
Monica's apartment is a mess.
And if you die nothing will be the same.
I want to say
"I'm sorry".
I want to say
"I love you."
But it just doesn't seem the right time.
But the right time will never come.
Your life is almost over, and no time will ever be the right time.
Can you hear me now?
The doctors say you can't.
But I think love is stronger than modern medicine.
I think, but that can't be true, because you'd be healthy again.
I going to pretend you're listening.
I love you.
I'd give my life, to make you come back.
We were not on a break.
Ross says relax.
Relax.
"Forget all this with the breast cancer ever happened." Said Chandler
Monica, crazy neurotic Monica who loves you, said;
"Chandler, how can we forget this ever happened? You don't see Rachel. Do you? We're never going to see her again after she dies. The missing space in the group that's how we remember this happened."
Phoebe says
"I think that when people they're never really gone. I mean if I squint my eyes real hard I see her right over there." She stops and waves "Hi, Rachel."
"Did she say hi back?" Joey asked.
And you did.
Rach, do what you have to.
There are things I forgot to say, but right now all I can tell you
Is,
I love you.