Don't own Darkest Powers nor the song!

this fanfic is based off of the song According to You by Orianthi.

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you, you
According to you, you

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

INTRO:

Simon is going to be very OOC! just so you know! Chloe and the little gang live in a small town. The boys live with Kit and the girls live with Lauren. The ending of Reckoning did not happen. Chloe is going out with Simon. They are all about 17 and Derek was 18. Well obliviously Lauren and Kit are older but idk how old they are.

Chloe POV

I was once again in Tori and my room. She was out doing something or other. i was hiding in my closet, hug a pillow up to my face crying into it so it would muffle my cries. Simon was awesome in so many ways but he was also abusive. More verbal than physical, it still hurt. He would yell at me just to yell.

I heard my bed room door open. I put the pillow down beside me and wiped my face with my sleeves. The door shut. The closet door opened, and i looked up at my ex-mortal enemy new best friend Tori. Her hair was down and around her shoulders.

"He did it again?" She said more than actually asked.

"Please please don't tell!" I begged.

"No! He's been doing this for way to long!" She yelled.

"It will only get worse! Please Tori don't tell!" huge tears were rolling down my cheeks. She sunk down and sat beside me and hugged me.

"There are so many people that would help you." She said. I shook my head.

"I-I-I'm Okay." I stuttered and shook her off me. I stood and grabbed my make up and ran to the bath room to get ready. Then I ran out and down to the park were Simon told me to me him. I kept running and refused to look back, if I did I would stop and turn back and go home or worse run away. Simon was sitting on a bench tapping his foot. He stood up when he saw me.

"Your late...AGAIN! Don't you know how to be on time?" He hissed at me. "Now come here." He commanded. I did as told. He forced his lips on mine, they were rough and he forced my mouth open. His hands reached around and grabbed my butt and pushed me into him. Luckily this is as far as he has forced me. My hands at my sides and tongue not moving but just resting at the bottom of my mouth. He ripped away from my mouth but rubbed my butt making me grind into him.

"stop" i whispered so faint that I thought he did not hear me. But he pulled away about an inch and pushed himself into me making me squeak.

"Don't you dare tell me to stop again or else!" He threatened me. His mouth found mine and he bit my bottom lip. "make that a reminder." he grabbed my hand and we walked for a while. "Your just a mess with out me!" He hissed. "Now go home. Be good and don't talk to anyone." He said with an evil grin.

I walked away. fighting the tears he made this time. I was almost home when I saw Derek. my hear skipped a beat. He is the one always there and the one I wanted. Derek saw me and smiled. He walked over to me.

"Hey Chlo, what's up?" He asked so casual. I ran into him and hugged him. After a second I pulled away looking both ways.

"Please don't tell Simon I hugged you!" I begged.

"Chloe what happened to your eye? it looks like you got hit." He informed me. I gasped.

"Is it that noticeable?" I asked. He nodded and grabbed my hand and pulled me genitally pasted the forest line into a clearing.

"It was Simon again?" He asked. I just nodded. He pulled me into his lap and hugged me. "You could leave him." he suggested.

"I-i-i c-c-can't." I felt the tears roll down my cheeks. "H-he said h-he would hurt me orrr worse k-k-kill me." I cried into his chest. Derek was the most amazing person on this Earth. He was like a guardian angel, my guardian angel.

"I'm here Chloe." I just cried into him.

"just don't tell him about this." i cried. "It's all my fault any way."

"How the hell is it your fault?" he asked.

"It always is." I cried.

long first chapter. I want to write more but I need some sleep...more exams tomorrow write more tomorrow.