Sleepless Nights and Lonely Days

Disclaimer: Harry Potter may have been my first love but unfortunately he belongs to the lovely J.K Rowling.

Chapter One

Scorpius sat up in bed panting with a grin on his face. He has just had the most sensational dream about his long term, secret, girlfriend. Scorpius couldn't wait to see her again and he knew he wouldn't have to wait long now, he would be heading to Platform 9 and ¾ in a few short hours with his parents, proudly showing of his new Head Boy badge. Hopefully on this trip to Kingscross wouldn't have to send his girlfriend longing looks but would be able to sweep her in his arms and kiss her in front of the entire crowded platform. After all they had agreed that this summer they would come clean with their families.

This enforced secrecy wasn't Scorpius' idea at all, if he had had things his way his relationship would never have been a secret to begin with, but that was where his girlfriend came in. Scorpius' girlfriend was Rose Weasley, daughter of two war heroes and member of the famous Weasley and Potter clan. It seemed even though the war had happened over twenty years ago some prejudices would never die. Understandably, on some level, given it was in Scorpius' own drawing room that Rose's mother had been tortured in.

The Weasley grandchildren with their Potter cousins were very protective of their Aunt Hermione, her being the only muggleborn married into their family, and did not seem to understand that while they were fixated on the past Malfoy family, the current did not hold the same beliefs they had two decades ago. Therefore Scorpius was destined to be shunned by all Potter and Weasley children attending Hogwarts. Not once did any of them even consider that he did not care that they were a mix of pure-bloods and half-bloods or that his views on muggles were not all together negative. They didn't even think to ask, not even Louis who had shared a dormitory with Scorpius from the day they were both sorted into Ravenclaw.

Therefore when Rose Weasley, fellow Ravenclaw prefect, decided she was in love with Scorpius, she informed him it would have to be a secret love. Scorpius was so happy that she had finally agreed to be more than just friends, after a solid year of just that, that he agreed to anything she wanted. After all, Rose explained, her family would never understand and would only see him as the son of Draco Malfoy, Lucious' grandson and the great-nephew of the infamous Bellatrix. It never occurred to Scorpius to point out to his beloved that most of her cousins had never even had a conversation with Draco or his grandfather and that his father had hated his aunt and they all thought it was a blessing to society that she was dead.

It was only after Easter during their sixth year that Scorpius put his foot down about wanting everyone to know about him and Rose. During the holidays Scorpius' mother had realised he had snuck out one night and had confronted him about it when he returned home as the sun was rising. When Asteria asked her son, who smelt of roses, where he had been and he refused to tell her she deduced he had a secret girlfriend. Before Scorpius returned to Hogwarts his mother gave him one solid piece of advice before he boarded the train; if a relationship had to be a secret it was not worth being in at all.

From that moment on Scorpius had realised all the things he was missing out on with Rose. Right there at the train station he was not allowed to hug her, he could not hold her hand in public, eat breakfast with her or even walk her to class. Every date was a secret, every glance, every kiss. Scorpius even had to deal with other boys eyeing over Rose and talking about her in the Quidditch locker room and he was powerless to stand up and say she was his. Scorpius knew he would stand up to the Weasleys if only Rose would acknowledge him in public as her boyfriend, he would even settle for simply telling their friends.

Rose had finally come to see reason when a Slytherin girl had thrown herself at Scorpius during a sixth year party. Rose had been furious and so jealous that she had sent a silent stinging jinx at the girl while she was grinding herself up against a protesting Scorpius on the dance floor. Rose had then dragged Scorpius away from the party on the pretence of prefect duties and taken him to an unused classroom where she showed him in every possible way that he was hers and hers alone.

Scorpius smiled, recalling that memory; it was very similar to his dream. After that Rose had agreed that over the summer they would both tell their parents about their relationship. Scorpius still remembered the afternoon he had told his father about Rose.

Scorpius knew that while he loved both his parents, it was his father he shared a special bond with. Contraire to popular belief Draco was a devoted father who only wanted the best for his son and openly showed Scorpius how much he loved and cared for him. It was Draco who always had to have a last hug with Scorpius before he got on the train to go to school and always made sure that Scorpius knew that Draco would be proud of him no matter what. Therefore Scoprius knew that his father would not be bothered about the fact that his son was in love with Rose Weasley, but rather that Scorpius had felt he had to keep his love for her a secret.

Scorpius' father's opinion meant everything to him and therefore he wanted to share his secret with only his father first. So Scorpius waited until his mother went to attend a garden party and he and his father were alone in the house. Scorpius knocked twice quickly on his father's study door hoping he would not be interrupting any important work.

"Come in Scorpius, I'll just sign this and then I'll be done," Draco called, out already knowing that only his son would knock like that. Scorpius walked into the brightly lit study, the afternoon sun bouncing off the mahogany desk and the glittering frames around portraits of Draco and Asteria on their wedding day, Scorpius as a baby playing with his first dragon toy, a family portrait of the Malfoys and one of just Draco and Scorpius from last Christmas. Scorpius settled on the couch, waiting for his father to join him thinking how to say what he had come to say.

"Are you happy to be home?" Draco asked as he brought over two butterbeers from the cupboard next to desk and settled on the couch. As Scorpius took the offered beverage from his father he replied,

"I think so. There's loads of homework this summer though, all to get us ready for the NEWTS. And I want to practise some seeking; I'd really like it if Ravenclaw managed to win the cup this year. I caught the snitch in all my matches last year but Griffindor still won because of their star chasers. If I can maybe catch the snitch earlier this year we might have a chance of them not scoring so much." Draco looked thoughtful,

"I thought Lucy Weasley graduated this year, took some position in the Department of International Relations or something. I was surprised she turned down all those Quidditch offers, even put out when she turned us down. With her gone your chasers might be more up to par." Scorpius smiled, it was nice to know his father took such an interest in all aspects of his life. He bet most other people's parents wouldn't know the names of the players on the other Quidditch teams or even the other players on their own child's. Although some could say Draco only took an interest because he had bought the Chudley Cannons team fifteen years ago Scorpius knew Draco knew about all the other prefects that had given Scorpius a hard time and all the other students in the chess club. Draco was just very interested in his son's life and whether or not he was happy.

"What's troubling you?" Draco asked concernedly as he watched his usually composed son fidget. Scorpius took a sip of his butterbeer, still not sure how to tell his father about Rose,

"Dad, were you ever disappointed that I was in Ravenclaw and not in Slytherin?" he finally questioned. Draco looked surprised,

"Didn't you trust my answer when you asked me during your first Christmas home?" without waiting for an answer Draco continued, "It never bothered me. All the houses have honourable traits. To be honest I would have been surprised if you were in Griffindor, simply because you're not rash; you think before you act. Nevertheless, even if you had been I wouldn't have been disappointed. Are you disappointed?" Not needing to think Scorpius simply replied,

"No, it's just if I had been in Slytherin I probably wouldn't need to be telling you what I'm about to tell you. Dad, I'm in love." Draco stared at his son and began to chuckle,

"And you think Slytherins don't fall in love do you? I don't think your mother would like hearing that very much!" Scorpius laughed too,

"It's just I don't think I would have ever talked to this girl let alone convinced her to give me a shot if I had been in Slytherin, she's in Ravenclaw." Draco considered this new piece of information. He was torn between being happy for his son and disturbed that there was a chance that this girl might have not considered his son. After a few moments Draco asked what Scorpius had been waiting for,

"So what's her name? You've never really mentioned too many of your housemates." Scorpius smiled, he always did when he thought of Rose, he confidently responded,
"Rosalind Weasley, but everyone calls her Rose or Rosie."

Draco smirked, he had had a feeling, several years ago, that there was a chance his son would end up falling for Rosalind Weasley. He remembered it clear as day the way Scorpius complained in one of his letters that Rose Weasley refused to work with him in Potions and was always trying her utmost, and failing, to outdo Scorpius at everything. The way Scorpius always snuck looks at her on Platform 9 and 3/4 . Draco was not at all surprised that his son was in love with Rosalind nor was he disappointed. What Draco did want was all the details and after he assured Scorpius that he was happy for him his son happily told him everything, leaving out all the behind closed door activities he and Rose got up to. The only thing Draco was concerned about what that Rosalind may not be as committed to Scorpius as his son would wish. After all over a year without telling her family and hiding it from her several cousins was not a good thing. Draco, however, did not share this thought with his son, he hoped that in time Rosalind would confess to her family and that hopefully they would see how much Scorpius loved her and welcome him with open arms. The same way Draco knew he and Asteria would welcome the girl their son was in love with.

Scorpius smiled at the memory. His father had been supportive from the moment he knew about his girlfriend, just as Scorpius had expected. His mother was also happy for him and they both urged him to invite Rosalind, as they called her, over so that he could spend some time with her and they could get to know her. The only problem was, Scorpius explained, was that Rose was spending the summer in Australia with her muggle grandparents. Owls couldn't travel that far so Scorpius had had no contact with Rose since they had departed from the Hogwarts Express. Rose was only supposed to get back on August 31st and would only be seeing Scorpius the next day on the train. Scorpius didn't even know how it went with telling her parents about him. He couldn't even tell her, that just like he had predicted, his parents were thrilled and couldn't wait to meet her. Scorpius couldn't even let her know how much he wanted to meet her.

Scorpius missed Rose terribly. He missed her laugh and he missed talking to her. He also hated having so many cold showers and sleeping in his cold bed alone. Scorpius couldn't help but remember the last time he and Rose had truly been alone two and half months ago.

They'd desperately wanted to spend some time alone and the day before they were to depart for home they got their chance. It was a beautiful day and so naturally all the students and even most of the teachers were soaking up the sun outside in the Hogwarts grounds, all except Rose and Scorpius. Everyone else was outside so they knew they had the castle to themselves, but more importantly they knew that no one would be inside the library. Even the librarian, Madame Henderson, didn't want to be inside so she entrusted the two Ravenclaws to her library which she locked to ensure that no one else would be able to get in and once the two students left would shut itself until she returned. It was the perfect opportunity for them to be alone.

At first they had been happy to simply snuggle together on one of the reading couches, happy to be together. Things had changed when Scorpius had asked Rose to read aloud from the book she was reading. Scorpius wasn't so much as interested in the book itself but just enjoyed hearing the melodic sound of Rose's voice. Rose had blushed and obliged and Scorpius just enjoyed her voice as background noise until he heard,

"…and then he had her pressed up the wall his hands trailing up her thighs getting closer and closer to where she needed to be touched, his tongue in her mouth mimicking what other parts of him wanted to do to other parts of her…" Scorpius was surprised, he knew the sexual part of Rose was reserved only for him but he never knew she enjoyed reading dirty novels. If he had known Rose enjoyed reading such things he would have sent her dirty love letters ages ago. Scorpius smirked, he had a wicked idea. Very slowly he moved the hand that was wrapped around Rose's waist under her skirt and started moving it in a sensual way. Slowly moving caressing higher and higher until it reached just below her breasts. Rose moaned,

"Well if you have something better to do I can stop reading." Scorpius smirked some more and replied,

"No I want you to keep reading. If you stop reading I'll stop what I'm doing." They had never played games like this and Scorpius was momentarily worried that Rose wouldn't like it, but then he heard her say,

"He pushed her dress down and he was leaving open mouth kisses along her neck and down over the tops of her breasts…" Scorpius now had one hand over one of Rose's bra clad breasts, he squeezed firmly with just enough pressure to be teasing, but still enough to make her gasp. His other hand was slowly making work of her buttons, he denied his urge to simply rip her shirt open, knowing that going slowly would only make it more teasing and definitely better in the long run.

"…She had wrapped her legs around him for support, her hands grasping at his shoulders to keep her upright while he took one of her nipples into his mouth, sucking and nipping, making her scream in ecstasy…" Scorpius now had both his hands cupping her breast, still covered by Rose's lace bra. His tongue and teeth pushing down her bra straps, so that he was able to leave kisses along her shoulders and neck without the slightest barrier. When Scorpius reached that special place on Rose's neck she moaned and shivered and stopped reading.

"If you stop I'll have to stop," Scorpius deliciously whispered in her ear as he stilled all his movements. Rose took a deep breath and resumed her reading aloud,

"He had her bent over the table as he lifted her dress over hips so that he could see the parts of her that no one else had. He slowly rubbed a single finger over her folds and she moaned with pleasure…" Scorpius had pushed her bra down so that he had a clear view of her breasts as they bounced from Rose's heavy breathing. In the quickest moment he had her flipped so that she was now the one leaning back against the couch and he was kneeling in front of her. Before she had a chance to react one o his hands was on her breast playing with her nipple while his mouth was attached to the other swirling his tongue around the nub causing Rose to shudder violently from the pleasure of it.

"The noise of skin against skin only caused her to become wetter. She was sure he could smell it and even feel it on the few occasions where his hand came down spanking her pussy instead of her bum. She wanted nothing more than for him to just spread her open and take her there on the dining table…" Scorpius could feel his cock getting harder, especially when Rose had used that word, he knew he wouldn't be able to play this game much longer. He pushed her skirt of and unclasped her bra, leaving her top half completely exposed to him. His hands fondled and caressed her breasts while his lips left open mouthed kisses down until he reached the top of her skirt.

"…his tongue circled her clit while his fingers plunged inside of her, touching her most intimate places. She was grasping the table clothes, trying to hold in her screams and moans; trying to be quiet as he had commanded…"Scorpius wanted to do to Rose what the hero of the story was doing to the heroine. He wanted to taste her and give her more pleasure than he ever had before.

It was something they had never done before and Scorpius was scared that it was something Rose may not want him to do, but his cock was aching and he wanted it so bad. Very slowly Scorpius trailed his hands up Rose's legs, when he had finally reached the apex of her thighs he slowly stroked her pussy through her underwear becoming even harder at the feel of her wetness. His hands continued higher up until he reached the tops of her hips. Oh so slowly he trailed her underwear down with his hands until he had it over her ankles and completely off her.

"…finally he was teasing her with his cock rubbing the shaft against her, making her beg him to just slam it into her…" While Rose's eyes were focused on her book which was held in front of her face Scorpius lifted her skirt gently so that he could see all of her in all her glory. He had never been so turned on in his life. At the same time that Rose's book's hero entered the heroine, Scorpius' tongue gently licked Rose's clit. When Rose moaned at his slightest touch and dropped the book Scorpius knew she was enjoying it. He knew he was supposed to chastise her for not reading but he wanted her so much and she was reacting so enticingly to him that he couldn't stop.

Scorpius' movement grew bolder, his tongue began licking at her folds, making harder movements on her clit. He even started tracing the alphabet with his tongue on her clit, having read that this made some women orgasm. As her moans turned into screams Scorpius became desperate for Rose to orgasm and he slid a finger inside her soaking pussy causing her to orgasm the moment he touched her special place. But she was still moaning and screaming and Scorpius couldn't stop, enjoying the taste of her as much as he was and noises she was making, and with his tongue and his fingers he managed to make her cum again only a minute after he first orgasm.

Scorpius pulled away from Rose, but before he had a moment to breathe he felt his shirt being ripped off, buttons going everywhere and Rose's mouth attached to his neck and chest, kissing every inch she could reach while fighting with his belt buckle,

"Please, Scorpius, please! I want, no need, you so much! Please!" Scorpius did not need telling twice, he had his belt undone, his slacks off and her legs spread open beneath him on the couch within seconds. Slowly he slid his cock into her moving inch by inch until she was tight around all of him. They both moaned together, but Scorpius couldn't stay like that for too long, Rose was withering underneath him, begging him to move and Scorpius couldn't do slow anymore. His cock was pounding into her pussy making her scream every time he filled her, causing her to trash around grabbing his hair, kissing every inch of him she could reach. His hands were on her nipples, his mouth kissing her neck and he loved every second of it. She was wet and moaning for him, his name was being screamed from his lips and his cock was making her orgasm a third and fourth time. It was only as her breathing started to slow that he let go as she squeezed her pussy around his cock he came hard inside of her. Rose smiled a sleepy smile at him and whispered,

"Wow!"

To date it was the best sexual experience he and Rose had shared. Scorpius couldn't wait to see her and experience something similar and hopefully better all over again. For now though his cock was hard and in serious need of relief, he would have to use his hand, hopefully the last time for a while, and his memories of Rose to make it through until they were once again reunited.

Author's Note:

Thank you for reading. This is the first fanfic I have written in a long time, I'm trying to get back into writing. I hope you've enjoyed it. If there are any mistakes I apologise, please let me know and I will correct them. I hope you won't mind taking the time to review. :)