Loki/Thor fanfic adjfjhhghsjrfgnlsdd. Just a one- shot for now but I'll turn it into a longer story if people like it.

Chapter 1:

Thor opened the door to his and Loki's bedroom. Loki was already in bed, his back facing Thor. Thor walked to his side of the bed and smiled as he looked at the dark haired man. But when he lied down next to him, Loki suddenly turned his to the other direction.

Thor sighed.

Loki had been different lately. He was a silent and withdrawn person normally, but now he had become even more so. He didn't even want Thor's company anymore, but spent his time alone, wandering around Asgard and the other realms.

"Loki," he said quietly reaching his hand out to touch the other man's back.

No response.

"I know you can hear me, since you moved you must be awake." He slid his hand along Loki's back, feeling the fabric of the night robe he was wearing. They used to sleep naked before… Loki changed.

Thor began to feel angry. He had tried for months to ask what was wrong and all he got back was a glare.

"LOKI!" he shouted and grabbed the other man's shoulder and turned him on his back.

Loki's eyes were now wide open with surprise as Thor loomed over him, trying to sit on top of him so he couldn't escape.

When Loki realized what was happening he tried to wrestle himself free, but the bigger man couldn't be moved.

"Thor…"

"Loki, please tell me what is wrong!"

"Please don't sit on me…"

"Have I done something? I need to know!"

"You might accidentally hurt the…"

"Hurt what?"

Loki's voice trailed off. He couldn't say it. He didn't want to say it. Nothing good would come out of it.

Thor eyes moved down from Loki's eyes and stared at his body. Something was off.

Especially around Loki's waist, it looked like he was hiding something inside his robe.

Thor grabbed the garment and started ripping it off.

"Nononononono! Stop it!" Loki panicked. He tried to sit upright and wriggle free but it was too late.

Thor stared in amazement at his lover's body. Loki's normally lean abdomen was round and distended, it almost looked like he was…

Thor looked up at Loki, who simply stared back at him, not really showing any emotion.

"I told you not to do it," the dark haired man said coldly, and stood up. Thor didn't even try to stop him as he walked out of the room.

Next morning when Thor came down to their private dining room for breakfast, Loki was already sitting there. Over the centuries Odin, Frigga and the other Gods had slowly and grudgingly accepted the fact that the two were lovers, and Odin had given them a part of his palace to live in.

But immediately when Loki saw Thor appear he again gave him only a cold glance and started to leave.

"Loki, please," Thor grabbed his hand.

"Let's talk about this."

There's nothing to talk about," Loki answered, trying to get free but Thor wouldn't let go of his hand.

Loki sighed. He knew it was no use try to struggle free, the thunder god was much more powerful than him physically.

"Look," Loki said, turning around to face his lover. He looked into Thor's eyes and his heart almost broke. They were so full of worry and sadness. It almost made him regret not telling him.

He fought not to show it and spoke as calmly as he could.

"There's nothing to talk about. Yes, I'm with a child, yes it's yours but…"

"How…?" Thor interrupted. This angered Loki but he still answered. "After I found out I'm actually a frost giant I… studied them a bit. Apparently there are no male and female giants, they are all one gender."

Thor's eyes widened in surprise, while Loki continued; "also, if you count in the fact that I'm a shape shifter… It would seem possible for me to carry a child."

There was still no emotion on Loki's face; he said everything matter-of-factly, even though his voice tremble a bit. Thor couldn't believe how calm he was, when he himself felt a hurricane of emotions.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Thor asked in quiet and desperate voice.

"I…" Loki looked confused for a moment. "…don't want children."

"Wha…?"

"Look, I'm not a mother- type and never will be. I intend to to…" Loki found it really hard to speak, like there was a lump in his throat. He could feel his calm exterior starting to crack, and Thor would soon notice it.

"… give it away or something. I don't know!" He pulled away from Thor and started walking away, but suddenly felt dizzy.

Then his legs simply gave out beneath him.

"Uuuh…" he moaned and put his hand over his abdomen.

Thor was immediately kneeling down next to him.

"Are you alright?" he asked, panic in his voice.

At that moment Loki finally let his emotions take over and tears started streaming down his face. He tried to stand up, but his legs felt like lead.

"Loki… You should lie down…"

"GET AWAY FROM ME!" Thor was surprised to see such anger in Loki's eyes.

"No," Thor simply repeated, and lifted him up.

He placed Loki on the bed and sat beside him. Loki tried to wipe his tears away but they just kept coming.

"You know I love you and wouldn't even mind having children… Why are you pushing me away? You know you're not alone."

"Yes I am!" Loki snapped. "You haven't got an earthly clue how I feel, I don't want to take care of a child!"

Thor was silent for a moment. A horrible thought was forming in his head.

"If you so much didn't want to have a child… Why didn't you… kill it?"

Loki froze for a moment. Then he started speaking in a quiet voice, rather than shouting angrily.

"I tried…but… I couldn't do it…I couldn't say the spell…"

Slowly, Thor traced his hand along Loki's stomach.

"I'm glad you didn't," the Thunder God said, giving him a faint smile.

Loki stared at the ceiling for a moment before closing his eyes.

"I'm tired…"

"Then sleep, I'll be downstairs if you need me," Thor said, kissing him gently on the forehead before leaving.