I can take the rain
On the roof of
This empty house
That don't bother me
I was alone in the clinic. It was snowing outside. It was such a beautiful sight.
I can take a few tears
Now and then
And just let them out
I started to cry. It reminded me too much of her.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
Even though going on
Still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
I wiped my tears away with a tissue. I looked in mirror and tried to pretend that I didn't care. "She's gone, but she's happy. All I care for is her happiness. It's okay, I can still go on living, even without her." I said to myself, trying to convince myself. But all I was doing was lying to myself. "In truth, I did care about her, I cared a lot about her. I want her to be happy, but it was so hard to keep on going without her in my life."
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
I still had a lot to say to her. I never got to say to her the three short and simple words:
"I love you"
Now she's gone. Forever. I still see her sometimes, but she doesn't see me the same way anymore. She's gone, but she's not gone. She's here, but not here. She's not beside me anymore. She'll never be again, except in my dreams. But with dreams, you have to wake up, sooner or later. I wake up into reality. In reality, she's not with me, she's with someone else. That someone else is the one who makes her happy, not me.
…
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
She's gone. Forever.
The song is "What Hurts the Most" It does not belong to me nor does Hatori or Kana.