This is my first Fan fic so please review me.
Ianto watched the captain working in the office and drifted away into a daydream, him and the captain, heat sweat gasps…Ianto stopped himself, this is wrong Lisa had only just died! What was he thinking? He loved Lisa and life without her was almost to much to bear, he woke up everyday in a trance and ambled round the hub making coffee and working in the archives like a zombie No matter how hard he tried he couldn't get Jack out of his head, it was that kiss, THE kiss, the kiss that had brought him back after Lisa had attacked him, although he knew it was just to heal him he couldn't get it from his dreams and couldn't wait to for it to happen.
"IANTO!" Jack shouted from his office, Ianto rose the stairs with jacks' coffee.
"Here you go" Ianto handed jack the black mug trying to give him his best cheery smile. Jacks' brow furrowed above his brilliant blue eyes "Ianto?" the Welshman turned at the door before leaving tears already welling in his eyes, he was not supposed to cry in front of them especially not him. He had got lost in jacks eyes and was so mad at himself.
"Oh Yan!" said Jack rushing from behind his desk and embracing the Welshman, "I'm so sorry we didn't think how hard it's been for you since…since Lisa"
Ianto collapsed into the older mans embrace and sobbed "She's gone Jack, she's gone and all I can do is think about you!" Jack pulled away shocked, the Welshman looked up at him, Jack couldn't believe it, ever since he employed Ianto he had fancied him but he had never tried anything, he hadn't been sure that Ianto was like that.
"I now I have ruined everything!" jack snapped back to reality, and noticed the younger man again.
"Pardon?" Jack was confuse "what have you ruined?"
"Everything!" Ianto screamed, "ever since I met you Jack Harkness I couldn't stop wanting you, but I had Lisa and she kept my mind away from you, but she's gone and I still love her and now I only have you Jack, it's your entire fault you've ruined my life I've never liked a boy before and I'm scared Jack!" Jack stood staring as the Welshman poured his soul out to him and he couldn't do anything but to take the man in his arms again.
"Oh Yan, I know its hard and I'm sorry for what happened and I cant know what your going through but you have to calm down" Jack looked down into Iantos' eyes and the younger man felt suddenly calmer.
"Jack…?" Ianto looked up, his face inches from Jacks, and then he smiled his first real smile since Lisa died .He could feel his breath caressing the features of his face, Jack leaned in and placed a soft kiss on his lips. Ianto breathed and his eyes closed, he searched his own mind, the kiss didn't feel wrong, it felt good, he opened his eyes and inspected Jacks face for signs, he was smiling, that's a good sign. "What am I going to do with you Ianto Jones?"