SAM watch his brother, talk

to Ca's so carefree.

like his trouble was gone,

somehow that being tear

to his eye.

SAM wonder if he should

have ended his life

when he had the chance

before he couldn't die.

now he here, but he feel

so empty, dean and him

are no longer in brotherhood

like in the past

dean doesn't him , funny he doesn't

either, he here trying to

understand his place , he did his

part he kill her, the demon

that took dean from him

now everything it fallen apart

nothing seem right, anymore

SAM look away from dean

as he leave his brother with Ca's

after all he trust him ,,more than me

i slowly walk to the ended of the road

the sky look so sad, so cold, so lost

just like him, SAM question

his existance here, he brought

hell on earth, the world is ended

because of him, the pain, the sorrow

that fill his heart, no one know of his

sorrow.

SAM close his eye, as he felt the wind blow

in his face, the tear flow in the air

look like fallen rain drop

if it had rain... right now

SAM said to no one ...

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dean look happy with Ca's, SAM through

as he watch in the far distance.

he wonder if coming back with

dean. was a good idea....

Ca's was a good partner for dean

he can help him whatever he can't

SAM decide to walk around again

to calm down his broken mind

as he walk far and far from dean

SAM felt more tear were going to

come down, his face.

SAM remember the old day

when nothing to go to deep

like now, SAM burst in tear

as he sobb in silence

to himself.

SAM gaze to the moon

as he get up and

calm down and make

sure he alright, so dean

doesn't question him..

again.