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Alice's Point of View.

'Can you just leave me alone?' I said, through gritted teeth. I had my hands against his warm chest; and was debating whether or not to push him off of me. I knew that if I did I would end up hurting him or worse, killing him.

'Oh, come on. I know you want me.' Ethan replied pushing himself towards me so our bodies were now touching. I could smell his fresh human blood running through his body. I stopped breathing hoping it would help, although the temptation to press my lips against his soft neck and dig my teeth into his body, drinking his delicious blood, was still so strong. The more I thought about it the more I wanted it. The smell of his blood was stronger then any human I had ever met.

'I'm married.' I pointed out, lifting up my hand to show him the huge expensive-looking sparkling ring on my finger, dying for him to get the message and finally back off. 'And I'm very happy with Jasper, my husband.' I emphasized the word. He flinched, 'I really wish you would stop mentioning that.'

I didn't even know how to respond to that ridiculous remark so instead I just shook my head, from side-to-side, in utter disbelief.

'Alice, please, I love you. I want you. I need you.' I could see the strong pleading and desperation clearly in his deep blue eyes. 'Please' He repeated, this time slower, quieter and even more painful. He closed his eyes and leaned his head forward, ready to kiss me. I was far more interested in his neck- where the blood smelt best- then his lips although they didn't look to bad either but that's beside the point.

My visions were changing every second; they kept switching from drinking his warm blood to me running away- where Ethan still being alive. I hated this; it was making me uncomfortable and anxious.

Unable to stay here any longer I pulled away, careful not to hurt him, saying, 'I can't Ethan. I'm sorry.' I run at a fast but human speed to my yellow Porsche. Without even putting my seat belt on, I put the keys into the car, took a deep breath and without a second glance drove away, relieved.

Ethan was a human who admitted over and over again how much he loved me and wanted to be with me but time after time I told him how much I loved my husband and wanted to be with him. The worst thing of all was the fact that I couldn't get enough of Ethan but not for the same reasons. I craved his blood; the smell is irresistible to me. I had experienced this kind of thing from my brother but that ended in a way which I hoped would never happen.

Of course, I could very easily tell Jasper and we could move away but I knew just how much he and the rest of my family loved it here and I didn't want to spoil it for them although, this wasn't the biggest reason. The biggest was how much I knew just how angry Jasper would get. I'd seen it in my head the same scene over and over; Jasper hunting him down, ripping him to shreds and burning the pieces sometimes I even see him drinking his blood-which made me jealous. Ethan wasn't my favourite person, far from it, but i still wouldn't let this happen to him.

'I'm back.' I announced, in the most cheerful voice I could put on so my family wouldn't suspect anything. Most of them just greeted me then went back to what they were doing before. Edward, Bella and Rosalie were playing with Renesmee, Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle was watching baseball on the TV and Esme was reading. I skipped over to where Jasper was sitting, on the couch, jumped on his lap, and kissed him softly on the check. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer. I sighed; glad to be back to him.

'Hey, are you okay?' He asked, quietly. I could hear worry in his voice.

'I'm absolutely fine,' I smiled at him then buried my face into his neck. I really hated lying to him and what hurt the most was he knew that I was lying. For a while, we just sat there. I felt guilty and was so close to telling him when Renesmee, in her high pitched voice says, 'Daddy, I'm hungry. I want a lion.' Everyone laughed, and smiled down at her.

'I'm sorry, let's go. Does anyone want to come with us?' Edward called from the back door. He and Renesmee were going to go hunting. I thought about it then agreed to go with them since it had been a couple weeks since I last hunted and with Ethan always around and so close I couldn't afford to be thirsty.

'Is he still bothering you?' Edward asked, whilst walking by the lake near the forest. To Renesmees relief, we hunted down a couple lions and so now we're walking back towards the house, Renesmees already their having got bored with our slow pace.

Edward was the only one who knew about Ethan because of his mind-reading, although for a while I did try hiding it but eventually he found out. We hardly talked much about it but lately it had been getting worse and Edward felt the need to step in.

I just sighed, and nodded looking anywhere besides his concerned face.

'I know we've been through this, Alice, but really I think you need to tell Jasper- his really worrying about you.' Edward said, forcing me to give him an irritated look.

'Are you crazy?' I asked, throwing my arms in the air, for exasperation. 'You damn well know what would happen if I do. I can't risk something like that. Your not going to tell him are you? Oh, please Edward, I'm going through enough.'

Edward comforted me by squeezing my shoulder. 'I'm sorry, Alice. Yeah, you're right. And, I promised I was going to keep my mouth shut and I am. I'm not going to break my promise.'

'Good and I'm sorry I blew up there. It's just…' I couldn't find the right words to express how I felt and what I was going through.

'It's okay, I know. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. I just wish there was something I can do.' The pain was strong in both our eyes and for once we were both speechless.

Edward was the first to break the awkward silence. 'We should probably get back before they come out wondering what's taking us so long.' I smiled back at him then in my normal happy voice yelled, 'Race you back!'

We were a couple miles away from the house when abruptly I stopped and as soon as Edward realized what was happening stopped too.

Long after the vision ended I was still frozen. Edward took me by the arms and shook me. 'Alice,' he whispered, probably in case anyone especially our family hears, 'Snap out of it. We need to do something fast. If your visions are right, which they usually are, Ethan will be here any moment now. If he smells half as good to us as he does to you, we're in trouble.'

I finally came to terms with reality and quietly screamed, 'Don't you think I know that? And that's probably not the biggest thing to worry about. Jasper will rip that guys head off.'

'Maybe that won't be such a bad thing.' He shrugged.

'Edward!' I screeched.

'Shhh!' Edward hissed, 'Go just sort him out. I'll make some excuse for you. Go!'

'Okay, yeah. Thanks Edward.' I said though it came out bitter and ungrateful, I felt bad and wanted to say sorry. I didn't have time so just gave him a smile and ran with the fastest form of travel, being my feet.

I got to Ethan's house and not a moment to soon. Just as I arrived he was coming out of his door.

'Ethan!' I called. As soon as he spotted me his face brightened up and a smile spread from one ear to another. Anyone could tell what that was: love. He ran towards me. For a human, he was pretty fast.

'Hey, baby, are you okay? What are you doing here? Weirdly enough I was just about to come to yours.' His eyes were sparkling with love and devotion.

'Yeah, I know.' I sighed.

'What? How?' Confusion spread across his handsome face.

'Never mind. Ethan, can I come in? I really need to talk to you.' And before he even replied I was through his front door and into his house. To my surprisement it was a lot cleaner then I thought, very welcoming. I was suddenly very grateful for that offer Edward made to go hunting because the scent in his house was a so much stronger, almost unbearable. With determination I just held my breath and with no hesitation did what I was here for.

'Listen to me, Ethan, okay? You can never come to my house.'

'Hunny, you look so stressed,' he came closer and stroked my cheek with the back of his hand, I flinched and moved back, 'sorry. I won't come to your house. I just needed to see you.'

'I'm saying this for your own benefit.' I warned him, looking deeply into his blue eyes. He threw his head back and laughed, then stroked back his curly brown hair.

Whilst rolling his eyes says, 'I think I'll be okay,' Still slightly laughing. My face was dead serious. He continued, 'I doubt he'll kill me. No offence to you or your husband; but Jasper doesn't look very dangerous. I don't think I've actually ever heard him speak.' This caused him to laugh even more.

'I'm leaving.' I said stubbornly, heading towards the door. Ethan stopped me just in time and moved in front so I couldn't leave. Well, that's what he thought anyway. He wasn't laughing anymore.

'That was mean, I'm sorry, I'm sure your husband is a very nice person.' Agreeing, I nodded, 'Yeah, he is.'

'I really don't mean to hurt him. And I do feel selfish.' I could tell he meant it.

We gazed into each other's eyes, Ethan moved his arms around my waist and pulled me into a hug and for once I let him. Besides the burning deep in my throat, I felt comforted and comfortable.

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