Author's note: Hello everyone! This is my new story... I'm finally back on the computer! Yay! So, this first chapter is kind of depressing, but it will get better and funnier and cute and romantic and... Yeah... But this chapter is needed in order for the rest of the story to work... You'll understand in further chapters. So, enjoy the story!

Disclaimer:

I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura... TEAR

She Wishes on Stars

Sakura sighed as she rolled over on her bed for the fifth time that morning. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at her clock. It was 7:04 in the morning... She had only slept four hours. She shut her eyes and burried her head into her pillow. Breaking up was really hard. Last night Sakura had broken up with her boyfriend of one month, Inu, partially because he was moving from her hometown of Tomoeda. Although it had been a very short amount of time, Sakura had gotten attached... And fallen in love.

"I just... I don't even know what's going on in my own life, and I don't want to drag you around in it. In fact, I don't think I want a relationship."

"Then why didn't you tell me before? Why are you telling me this now?"

"I didn't know until today."

"So... This is why you've been acting like this..."

"It's just... It moved really fast..."

"You're the one that made it move fast!" He was the one that said "I love you" first, he was the one who would talk about kids and marriage. She had just been the innocent by-stander that sat wide-eyed because she never knew a guy would talk about that so early.

"I know... It's just, I was going with how I felt... And I just don't feel the same way I did before..."

"So... You didn't really love me..."

"I don't know... I don't think I even really know what love is." At that moment, all Sakura could do was snort into the phone. "I mean, come on, we barely know each other..."

"Yeah! But I know that I love you."

"What? What do you love about me?"

"I don't know... I just... Do. I know when I am and I know that I do love you. I don't know why, it doesn't make sense... NONE of this has made sense. I never just jumped into a relationship with anyone, but it felt right, so I went with it..."

Inu sighed into the phone. "Sakura... I'm sorry... But I do care about you, a lot. It's just... I'm moving, and I don't know what I want..."

Sakura made a sigh through her nostrils. He was doing the break-up dance, but she had enough of just waiting. "Okay, it's over."

Sakura sat up and swung her legs over the side. She had left her laptop in Tomoyo's bedroom to charge, and since she couldn't sleep, she thought she'd begin her "cleansing" of the relationship on her MySpace. (A.K.A. Take Inu off her top so she wouldn't have to see his picture and ball hysterically, change her status to Single, delete all pictures of him or them together, etc...) She walked into Tomoyo's bedroom quietly and tried to sneak to her computer, but Tomoyo's dark head rose from her bed.

"Hey..." She said tiredly.

You see, two years ago, it turned out that Fujitaka had a drug problem and began to abuse Sakura. Sakura ran away and Sonomi took her in, and Fujitaka was forced to give Sonomi custody unless he wanted to go to jail, which custody would have been given to Sonomi anyway. Sonomi always had sneaky tricks up her sleeve to help the girls.

"Hey, sorry, I can't sleep... Just getting my computer."

"No problem... You okay?" Sakura went into Tomoyo's bedroom shortly after the conversation, woke her up, and told her what was happening. Tomoyo wasn't the happiest we'll say... No one, and I mean NO ONE messes with her Sakura-chan!

"Fine! ... I'm fine..." Sakura smiled and began walking out. "If you want, you can come in my room and hang out when you wake up."

"Kay." Then Tomoyo's head laid back down and she was out. It amazed Sakura how Tomoyo could just pass out.

Sakura continued out and headed to her bedroom. The walls were painted light pink and had glow in the dark stars all over them. She had bunk beds with a bedspread that was very... Cosmic. If you didn't know any better, you'd think Sakura was a Raver, but she just liked glow in the dark things... And jewelry. She sat down with her lap top and did the cleansing. By the time that she was done the only traces of existance of her's and Inu's relationship were comments and blogs that she wrote. Speaking of blogs, she had written last night about the fact that she thought they might break up but it hadn't been confirmed. And since her friends wanted to know, and she had nothing else to do... She blogged...

So, last night (more like this morning...) we officially broke up. I'm not going to type what was talked about, because it's not really worth causing drama (or rather, more of it) just because of it... If you knew what happened you'd understand what I'm saying...

Everything I'm typing is probably confusing actually, cause all-in-all I only got four hours or less of sleep. (I couldn't fall asleep until like between 2:30-3:00 in the morning and I think I woke up at 6:45 in the morning. I know I was awake at least fifteen minutes before I opened my eyes and it was 7:04... LOL. I have it down to the minute.) So, finally when I decided that I just wouldn't be able to sleep, I decided to come on here, re-do my whole myspace and crap to start the "getting over" process, rant for a while since I have nothing else to do (and inform the official news), and then I think I'm going to drag Tomoyo-chan somewhere... He he.

So, I did some more thinking during the time I didn't sleep, and... I have absolutely no idea what my conclusion was... ' This is what happens when I'm missing more than one night's worth of sleep... sigh I seriously have sleeping problems... I should do something about it... Wow... I'm complaining a lot about not sleeping, how dull am I? LOL.

Waiting for Tomoyo to wake up... sits at laptop impatiently Do do do do... Oh yeah, by the way guys, I got a laptop with wireless internet for Christmas! Freaking awesome, huh? So no more "Part 1, part 2, part 3..." blogs... Fun fun. I also got a new cell phone (finally!)! It's freaking awesome.

Okay, so I guess I'll go, no use in continuing a blog that has no meaning now. (I think the only meaning in this one is about the break-up. The rest is just like... crap.) Don't hold this blog against me, those of you who know me well enough know that I'm not a morning person, especially without sleep. So, yeah... I'll talk to you guys later I guess. Ciao.

YoU kNoW yOu LoVe Me,
Sakura

She pressed submit and closed the laptop. Reaching for the remote, she clicked on the t.v. and began channel surfing. After finding that Fairly Odd Parents was on Nickelodeon, she kept it on there and watched it. Then Tomoyo entered her room, looking very sad for her dear friend.

"Hey... How ya doing?"

Sakura just gave a half smile and shrugged. "Better than I thought I'd be..."

Tomoyo sat next to her on her bed. "Tell you what? Why don't we get all prettified and hang out and take pictures...?"

"Oka-"

"AND I'LL TAKE YOU TO THE HOLIDAY LIKE I'VE PROMISED!"

"Sounds good Tomoyo." Sakura smiled at her, but a thought struck her. "Wait... Aren't you seeing Eriol today?"

"Not until five." Tomoyo smiled and grabbed onto Sakura's hand. "Come on!"

A half hour later, Sakura stood in a plaid pleated skirt that contained black, gray, red, and white and a black long-sleeved shirt to go with it and was applying make-up carefully. Tomoyo had music playing as she made her way back and forth between her bedroom and the hall bathroom. Then she heard Tomoyo's phone go off. Tomoyo answered and talked for a few minutes, and slowly entered, plastering on a cute, innocent look on her face.

"Sakura-chan..."

"Tom-oy-o-chan..."

"Eriol-kun got off work early... Do you think he could hang out with us too?"

Sakura sighed but placed a smile on her face quickly. "Sure! Why not? But you owe me a girl's night."

"I promise!" Tomoyo squeezed Sakura tightly. "Hey! Why don't we invite Syaoran and Takashi?"

"Syaoran-kun...?" Sakura's voice drifted. "Yeah! Sure! I'll call them!" As Sakura picked up her cell to call the two guys, she looked at her image in the mirror, or more like her ears. She touched the area passed her first piercing and smiled. "Hey Tomoyo..."

AN: Sooooo, that was the first chapter. Comment and let me know what you think!