If only I could wash away my thoughts

Wash them away as easily as I wash away my tears

My tears of hope

Hope that maybe one day you will come to terms

Come to terms with the love I have for you

My tears of sadness

Sadness because I know you never will

No matter how much I wish you could

The list of things I wish you could do is long

At least, compared to the list of things you actually do

All you actually do is push me aside

You push me aside without even thinking about how much it hurts me

But I always come back, I always will

These are my thoughts

And they won't wash away