I don't own Maximum Ride or this song.
Fang POV
I hurt myself todayto see if I still feel
Ever since Max died, I had felt numb.
I focus on the painthe only thing that's real
Right now, it was like the pain was the only thing in the world that existed.
the needle tears a holethe old familiar sting
I shot the heroin up a vein in my arm.
try to kill it all awaybut I remember everything
I remembered the look of terror on her face. I didn't want to, that's why I was doing this. But I still did.
what have I become?
Is this what I've been reduced to?
my sweetest friendeveryone I knowgoes away in the end
Iggy had been recruited to the military. Gazzy followed him. Angel ran away to who knows where, and Nudge was worse than me.
and you could have it allmy empire of dirt
If any one wants what I have, I'd give it to them.I will let you downI will make you hurt
No one should trust me. I'm not the trustworthy person I was.I wear this crown of thornsupon my liar's chair
I lied before this, yeah, but I didn't lie to the people I loved. I'm not sure if I would right now.
full of broken thoughts
If I still had any loved ones.
I cannot repair
I know that where I am right now, I'm probably not coming back. Maybe Max could have helped me. But Max is dead.
beneath the stains of timethe feelings disappear
A while ago I would have felt guilty about this. But that's why I am doing this. I don't feel anything.
you are someone elseI am still right here
People change. I already did, and doubt I ever will again.what have I become?
I don't want to be this, but it's what I am. What have I become?
my sweetest friendeveryone I knowgoes away in the end
It was times like these that I wished the Flock was still here to help me.
and you could have it allmy empire of dirt
If anyone in the world wants what I have, take it.I will let you downI will make you hurt
I wish people could trust me… but they can't.if I could start againa million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way
If only I could start again. I'd stop what I'm doing.