This story is kinda based on my life and the dream in the second chapter, that I actually dreamt but Jared in Kim's dream is someone else who I like for real. So yeah lets get on with the story and please review. Also, I'm writing kind of another fanfiction called 'going insane for love' so it might take a little bit for me to upload. But please keep reading! :D Here's the story…

Chapter 1

Brrrrriiiiiiiinnnngggg! The alarm clock started to sound and vibrate off the table making a loud ringing noise. I immediately rose from my bed and rubbed my head.

I groaned. Stupid alarm clock always waking me up! It was still ringing so I reached for it and when I pressed the button, it immediately stopped.

"Ahhhhhhh", I shouted into my pillow and let my body fall back into my warm comfortable bed.

"Kim, wake up or you're going to be late for school!" mum called from downstairs. She always did that and annoyed me as much as the alarm clock. That was the kind of woman she is. After dad died, she told me that he wanted me to lead a good life, obviously, and to never be late for school.

What the hell?

What kind of dying man would say that? Ah, but I still miss him. When he was alive, he used to tuck me into bed at night even though I was 15 then but I am now 16. He never got angry with me or anything so I guess he was better than mum who was always finding ways to shout at me. I still loved her as much as I did dad. She was still the pissy woman but she has changed a lot since dad die-

"KIM! Wake up or else I'll…I'll drag you out of bed and send you to school in your pyjamas!"

Guess not!

"Alright, alright I'm coming. Geez, no need to get your thongs in a twist! God!" I smiled a little at my own joke and got out of bed, put my black slippers on and started to get dressed. It took me 10 minutes to do so as I wore black denim jeans, a black short sleeve t-shirt that that had a pink skull in the middle and my favourite brown and black striped sweater dad had bought me.

Then I rushed down the stairs, put my black chucks on and grabbed a chair in the breakfast table. I grabbed a piece of toast and started eating my way through it and chewing with my mouth open.

"Kim, hey don't chew with your mouth open. It's bad manners." Mum suddenly looked at me in a disgusted way and I looked at her with a smile with the toast sticking out of my mouth.

"Ewwww Kim. Stop tha- Oh hey you're going to be late for school. You want me to drive you" she said.

"Oh no mum. I can drive myself and what's the matter with being late. I'm always late anyway." Mum rolled her eyes. "Oh bye" I kissed her goodbye, grabbed my bag from the counter and left for the door. Once I was outside I took a deep breath and walked towards my lovable black chevy car.

I ran my finger along its hood and then took my keys and opened the door. I got in, put my bag in the seat next to me and started the engine. The car purred and roared to life.

I smiled to myself and put a CD inside the stereo. The music started with my favourite song, Winter Air by Annasay.

I sang to the lyrics in a soft voice and nodded my head to the rhythm.

the snow is falling down i pull you near
the city sounds fade and disappear
city lights blurr behind your ears
your lips are warm even in winter air
even in winter air

as i hold your hand we walk familiar streets
made brand new now that you're here with me
i see your eyes you look so happy now
as the white snowflakes land on your dark eyebrows
land on your dark eyebrows

there's so much i want, i want to say to you
do you feel alive when im next to you
do you think that love can exist so soon
im hoping that you feel the way i do
you feel the way i do

The song got halfway when I arrived at school. I parked in the farthest space in the parking lot, took my bag and got out. I smelled the fresh air of the school and started to look around the area. I eyed everyone with a stare but when I got to him I started to become all nervous.

Jared. He is so dreamy. I hope he sees me.

I was so glad to see him after what seemed like forever which was only about 6 days of school that he missed.

He started to walk through the side of the parking lot and the guys greeted him with a 'hi Jared. Wassup?' and the girls with a 'Hey Jared. Looking fresh today' and started giggling like Ed the hyena from Lion King.

Oh boy was he popular. Of course I wasn't popular in any way. I was just the cool type who brooded at the corner of the class and the type who walked with her hands shoved in her pocket avoiding eye contact with anyone.

It was better to go unnoticed as I always say. I hated attention except Jared's of course. I would never let anyone make me laugh or smile at school. That was because I liked my character.

I was a cool person. No one minded me and just let we walk on my own.

I had a few friends who always tried to introduce me to a couple of their other friends but I always made an excuse not to socialise with anyone.

Then I saw Jared look my way and look away again. My heart fluttered and in my mind I pictured his big, black and beautiful eyes staring into my own.

He didn't know that I liked him, duh, and I would never let him know because like I said I had to maintain my stature in front of everyone and not react to anything.

He didn't talk to me at all that much and when he did all he said was ' Can I borrow your pencil?' in his sweet, angelic but deep voice.

I always sat at the back of the classroom where there was less light and Jared sat in front of me.

The bell rang for the start of period one of classes and I hurried to my classroom and slowly walking to a halt in fornt of my first class for Thursday. English.

I slowly turned the knob of the door and stepped inside. There were a few people inside chatting and sitting on tables. I slowly made my way to the back of the class and sat in the corner seat on the right. I unloaded my things from my bag and sat down.

People then started to file into the classroom in a hurry including Jared who was walking in long strides so he reached his seat in five steps with Embry, Paul and Jacob behind him.

He had gotten tall over the last few weeks and he had a nice build. And, boy was he handsome!

"Okay class" interrupted Mr Curby" today we shall continue on our work from yesterday about Shakespeare.

"Ohhhhhhh" everyone groaned.

"Now come on class, first thing were gonna do is look at Shakespeare's Romeo And Juliet. So firstly, I'm going to hand you back your essay on Shakespeare and his works from Monday and when you get them, you can see you're grades on the front."

Jared passed me the papers and our hands grazed slightly but he didn't look back at me. I, on the other hand, sank my head to the table and sighed. Out loud.

Jared suddenly looked back at me and looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed together.

"Are you okay?"

"Huh?" I replied back shyly. The paper he had passed me was still hiding my face from view and I was grateful.

"No-nothing" he said as he turned back to face the front.

Crap. I just made a total gay of myself in front of the most hottest man alive.

English went by real slowly which was torture not only because of Mr Curby giving us a really long lecture on Shakespeare but also I couldn't stop looking at Jared and I wanted myself to stop and concentrate but I just could not stop looking at him.

I had this urge to tap him on the shoulder and see his beautiful face concentrated on mine.

Just then, the bell rang and I slowly got up from my seat as did everyone. I gathered my things and walked down the aisle and out the door.

Everyone followed me out and when outside, they all went their separate ways to get to their other classes.

I was so glad that I had history next because history was my favourite lesson. So when I arrived I was the first one there and Mr Garn greeted me with a 'good morning' and I greeted him back.

Jared then took his seat in front of me again and class started.

A couple minutes later, Mr Garn asked me a to read something about Guy Fawkes or something.

"So Kim, care to read the first paragraph on the board?" He questioned me.

"Uh, sorry Mr Garn but I can't …it's just…that", I stuttered.

"What? Jared's in your way." They all turned to look at me and so did Jared."Well you-"

"No it's just that…I…I cant see the writing because it's…it's too small", I stuttered thinking about how stupid I looked right now. So much for being cool.

Everyone laughed at me and started talking.

"Now, now class I'm sure Kim can see fine"Mr Garn said silencing the laughter with a raise of his hands. " Okay, how about we take someone from the front."

As the minutes passed, history was oon over and I was still embarrased from what happened.

When it was the end of school, I practically ran to my car and drove out of school.

I parked my car outside my house and relaxed when I got inside.

Slowly, I walked to the kitchen and found my mum making some dinner which was pasta.

"Hey mum, I'm home. I had a really tiring day at school at usual so I'm gonna go to my room and catch some sleep", I said.

"Hey but what about dinner? Aren't you hungry?", she asked.

"No not really. I had a big lunch and I'm quite full but thanks anyway. Love ya, goodnight".

"Night, sweetie", she said as I made my way upstairs.

I got inside my room and got changed into my black shorts and tank top.

I put my clothes in the laundry bin and crawled into my bed. I stared up at the ceiling and thought about Jared for some time until I fell asleep.