A/N - Hello this is my first fanfiction so if it's horrible forgive me! Also if there is any spelling or grammar please feel free to tell me I have had a quick read through but if I have missed anything please let me know.
Quick Disclaimer - I own none of the Vampire Academy characters.

Divided

All was quiet when Rose entered the gym, the equipment for her training session with Dimitri was all set up however Dimitri was nowhere to be found. Rose felt an uneasy feeling from within her, Dimitri was NEVER late and it was even more unlikely that he had forgotten. Although after the kidnapping and Natalie turning strigoi the guardians at the academy had been working overtime in order to increase the security of the school. It was comforting in a way to know they were better protected by it's not something anyone can get over easily however Christian has been helping Lissa along and is made Rose feel better that she wasn't a burden to Lissa at the moment as even she had noticed she's changed. It was almost as if the attack had given her a glimpse of what life for her and Lissa could be like if she didn't start focusing in class and actually paying attention. Still, not much use if Dimitri wasn't here to train her. Where was he? She thought frowning curiously.
Thump

"Seriously Comrade? What is educational about throwing me to the ground?

"That exercise allowed me to gain an insight of your reaction time and awareness and I will say are you even paying attention in our session that was poor." He chuckled.

Rose felt here heart flutter slightly when he laughed it was rare but when it happened it made Rose's body shiver. "Hey! That's not fair. You know if I was on duty guarding Lissa I would be constantly checking my surroundings. I just think you like pinning me to the floor, I think it gets you all hot and bothered." She winked.

He lowered his body to hers gently. "Rosa believe me, you would know if I was all hot and bothered. For one you wouldn't be wearing any clothes."

"Is that a promise?"

Dimitri lowered their faces together, looking into her eyes and finally their lips me in a passionate kiss. Rose felt like her head was going to explode. She had no idea how he made her feel so explosive and tingly. She'd never felt like this with any other boy she's kissed. She's still a virgin but Dimitri makes her feel so alive and so well…ready! The way he holds her makes her feel beautiful and as though she's the only woman on the planet. Dimitri had been quite distant after the lust charm that had been given by Victor Dashkov. That night she had been so close to having sex with Dimitri, to losing her virginity to Dimitri. She thought that night would have made them closer however it had only made them further apart. Rose hoped he wasn't regretting anything that happened between them because she certainly wasn't it had been clear to one another after spending some time with one another that they had feelings for each other, and these feelings only grew over time. She was completely sure that this was no longer a silly crush on her mentor, this was something more. Their kiss suddenly ended abruptly as Dimitri pulled away.

"God dammit Rose! Do you know how hard this is? To train with you every day, be near you every day and not act on my feelings? And then you do something like this, anyone could have walked in then. That was foolish and irresponsible and will never happen again!" He cried as he stormed out the doors of the gym, leaving Rose stood there feeling stupid. She couldn't understand what had just happened. Feeling confused and quite rejected Rose decided to simply do some laps around the track and continue with her usual training in hope Dimitri would come back so they could talk about what happened.

Dimitri never returned to the gym after their fight so after Rose finished some training exercises she took a quick shower, got dressed in her uniform and made her way to the cafeteria. As she entered the cafeteria she quickly spotted Lissa and Christian in the centre of the room, having spotted her Lissa quickly waved her over. As Rose approached the table she quickly scanned the room feeling upset that Dimitri was nowhere to be found. As she set down Rose noticed that Lissa had gotten her breakfast, two chocolate glazed donuts. Silently thanking her she began to eat her breakfast watching as Lissa and Christian doted on each other, she began to feel jealous as she watched her two friends embrace their feelings for one another publically and there Rose was struggling to even be in the same room as her lover? Could she even call him that? Who knows, what Rose does know is she couldn't sit and watch her friends swallow each other so she picked up her bag, grabbed her last donut and made a quick exit. Giving some pitiful excuse to Lissa and Christian – not that they were listening or even cared at that point. As she made her way into her first class of the day which was brilliantly guardian theory with Guardian Alto or as Rose likes to call him Stan. A few minutes after taking her seat the room began to fill with students and the guardian that are placed around the room, she began to tense when she saw Dimitri enter. It made her chest ache when he didn't even glance at her when he walked past. She couldn't understand why he was acting this way, Dimitri was acting like she was just some random student. But she wasn't. Or at least she hoped not. She thought that he really cared about her, that he felt the same way she did about him. Although his actions today made her rethink everyth-

"Hey Rose!" A voice brought her out of her thoughts, it was Mason. "I didn't see you at breakfast earlier, don't tell me this was a rare occasion that Rose Hathaway actually missed breakfast?!" He joked.

"Um yeah I took my breakfast to go, didn't want to be late for class." Rose responded quietly.
Almost as if he could sense her discomfort he let the subject go and striked up conversation with Eddie, however she could see him glancing at her every few minutes. It was one of the many reasons she loved having Mason as a best friend. She could always count on him for a laugh but he knew her so deeply he could tell when she just wanted to be left alone. As Stan entered the room and began to set up for today class, she took one last look at Dimitri only to see his guardian mask was on and he was looking straight ahead. Signing she looked forward and rested her head on the table as class began and Stan began to talk. "Okay class so today we are going to be focusing on….."

Okay so if you have managed to stay this far thank you for reading, it means a lot feel free to review if you don't I won't be offended. :) Let me know if you want this to a multi-chapter story or whether you want chapters to be longer or smaller, etc. I will try to make this a story that fits everyone. Thank you!