RIZZOLI AND ISLES.

Maura sat in the bathroom floor. Besides her, was the razor. Shiny and Silver. Maura was shaking as she took it up. Stretched up her sleeve. She could feel the razors coldness. It felt so good. The thin blade slicing slowly and deep through her skin. One. She breathed and was shaking even more. Two. She dropped the razor on the floor. Was it someone in her house?

She went out of the bathroom and tip-toed over the wooden floor. The fridge door was open. Probably Angela, she thought. Even her legs were shaking. She didn't realize that the blood had started dripping on the white, soft carpet. The fridge door closed, and a woman in a bathrobe was seen. Angela. Maura breathed out, and started to walk back to the bathroom. 'Maura!' Angela shouted 'Maura you are bleeding!' Fuck, thought Maura. She grabbed her arm a little to fast and hard. She tried not to cry. As she turned around to Angela, which stood there with band aid. 'Maura, are you okay?' Angela asked. 'It's just a little cut'. I'll be fine'. Maura answered. Angela grabbed the bloody arm carefully. Maura felt the tears coming. A tear rolled down her left cheek, but she wiped it off. 'How did his happen?' Angela asked her, looking straight into her eyes. 'It was an accident.' Maura replied almost starting to cry. She didn't look up, not once. She went back to the bathroom to clean up the blood on the arm. More tears rolled down her cheek.

MEANWHILE IN DIVISION ONE CAFÈ.

'Have a good day, and thank you for choosing division One cafe for your place of eating!' Angela said as she handed out the wellness dish of the month. She saw Maura and Jane was heading up to the cafe. 'Ma, two coffee's. ' Jane asked. 'Instant for Jane, and Maura?' 'I'll take my special'. Maura tried once again to smile. Jane went to the coffee maker, and made her coffee as usual. Angela bend over the counter, and looked into Maura's eyes. 'About last night.. What happened to you?' 'Angela, I told you. It was an accident.' Angela looked worried. Maura could see that. 'Maura.' 'Is it something you want to tell me?' Then Jane came up. 'Ma, what's going on?' Maura looked at Angela. Angela looked back. 'Don't tell her' was written all over the ME's face. Angela knew something was wrong. 'It's nothing' -Go back to work. Everything's fine. ' Angela replied.

AT THE AUTOPSY.

Maura was sitting in her chair. She was wearing long sleeves. Thinking about the old times. When she was younger.

Maura's Flashback:

'MAURA THE BORA' A group of girls shouted at a mini Maura's face.

Tiny Maura ran home. Locked herself in the room. She was all alone. Her father was in the army. And her mother was at a shopping spree in LA.

She sat in front off her desk. Opened her drawer, picked up the piece of glass. Ran it through her skin.

Back in real life.

Maura lifted her sleeve. Ran her fingers through the old scars. Then Jane came in. 'We got a new body Maura.' The blond went over to the autopsy table. She put on her gloves as she started to undress the body. 'Looks like about 12 years old. ' 'Oh my gosh. That's a tragedy ' Jane said as she held her hand before her mouth started to shake. As Maura took of the dead girl's jacket. She frowned. Deep scars. Maura took a step back. Went forward, then lifted the twelve year old's arm. 'Oh my god' Maura mumbled. 'What is it?' Jane closed the file of information about the girl, and went over to Maura. 'Maura wha-.' Now Jane saw them. 'Maura, wh-what is that?' Maura was unable to answer, an only let out a sigh.

'Scars..' Maura took off her gloves, went over to her desk and put up her phone. 'Maura?' Jane went after her. 'I'm calling Dr. Pike. ' -I cant handle this autopsy'. '..So you are going to leave it to some old pedophile who turns his back to you' 'Jane, he's not a necrophilia.' -Voice Mail.' Maura slammed the phone down. 'Hey, Maura relax. ' Jane was surprise to see Maura so confused. She was a Lady, she used to have anything under control. Maura went out of her office. Angela whom was cleaning the counter, saw Maura rushing out. Maura pushed the door open. Went to her blue Lexus car, and drove away. She drove home. It was to many memories. Maura felt weak. She felt so selfish. Leaving Jane with that dead body, calling Dr. Pike to do the autopsy for her. She locked up her door. Going strait to the bathroom. Opened the 3rd drawer to the right. Lifted on the towels. The Razor. She thought she was over with this habit. Apparently not.

She repeated the same last action. Only deeper cuts. Five deep cuts. Then she went to her bed laying curled up, leaving blood marks on her sheets. Big blood marks.

Oh my god! what will happen to Maura!?

end of chapter 1.