Screaming for you.
Yelling into infinity,
it cannot hear me.
Raw throat, torn
With helplessness and
barbs of anger.
Why do you not answer?
I want to shriek my
rage
At the unforgiving sky.
Those emotionless blue
depths
Mock my loss,
Laugh with smiling calm
At all the pain I
suffer.
Can you even hear me
Beyond the empty air?
I hope you cannot hear.
If you can and do not
answer,
That would kill me.
I would cross the ages
to answer you.
Do you even love me?
I miss you.I can still see you as
you were.
Torn with indecision
between
The silver haired dark
child or me.
I fought for you
quietly
And in my own way; too
quietly.
I don't think you
knew
Just what you meant to
me.
Clouds obscure the sun,
Much like my light that
is dying.
The days stretch to
Weeks, stretch to
Months, stretch to
years
And still I watch for
you.
Standing on the beach,
veiled sun falling,
I can see you as you
were
Standing next to me in
the dusk.
Please come back to me.
I miss you.
But if you never
return,
I wish you happiness
With your dark child.
I miss you.