Standing in the rain
I don't want to be the girl on the side anymore. I don't even want to be friends with you. It
would hurt too much, so just forget about me pretend we've never met. At that moment the
tears were falling down my face. I stood there for a few more seconds waiting for some sort
of reply but he said nothing, did nothing just stared at the dark sky. I couldn't take the
silence anymore so I started to walk away. Before I took my third step I heard him say it
was going to rain. I kept on walking to me it was already raining. I can't do that Kagome I
him say. I stopped but never looked back at him and asked him "what can't you do?" He
was quiet; I was beginning to believe he left. As I was turning around I soon found myself in
a strong embrace. I could never forget about you, I care for you too much Kagome. Then
he grabbed my face and kissed me with so much passion, but I knew that this was his way to
keep me from leaving. As we kissed it began to pour, and I really didn't want the kiss to end.
Reality once again set in that I was nothing but his mistress. I stepped away from him and
said what I thought to be my last words to him. I was always number two and that's
understandable she's the mother of your child, but I won't let you use me anymore. You and
I are over. Sesshomaru go home to your family. With that said I turned and walked away. I
could hear his footsteps so I stopped walking and spoke one final time. I love you
Sesshomaru, but this alliance is over. Then he finally spoke do not speak as if you were my
whore. But that's what I was I replied and tried to leave him "standing in the rain" once
more, but of course I was derailed from my plans once again. He stepped in front of me and
said his final words. If this is your wish then so be it. I will not beg you woman and walked
away from me. It wasn't suppose to end that way. I could feel the tears slowly coming down
my face. I stood there until he was long gone and than I was the one left "standing in the
rain".