A/N: My first real fanfic for the Dalton fandom. Basically this is what I'm terrified will happen in Ep 26. I have recorded a song as the character of Julian, here is the link: /ksV4Jw When you get to the part where Julian begins singing, press play and continue reading the fic.
One Song - A Jogan Fanfic
The boy lay on the floor, one hand clamped to his stomach, his face twisted in pain. Blood stained his clothing, seeping through his fingertips, and for a moment, no one said anything.
Then Julian made up his mind. He would tell him everything he needed to know. Everything he had kept secret.
"Lo, I love you. I'm in love with you. Shh-you don't need to say a thing.
I've loved you for years, but I never even told you I was bisexual. And how could you possibly guess? You thought I was straight all this time.
I never told you, and I always regretted it, but never more than now. Because I never thought that our time was limited, I always thought, 'Well, I didn't tell him today, I can always tell him tomorrow. I'll always have another chance.'
I was so wrong.
I would always run off, every time you were interested in someone else, Blaine, Joshua, Kurt. I would run away because I couldn't face it. You loved and obsessed over those people you barely knew, while I stood by. I was your best friend, and I knew you'd never want me. Because, after all this time, if you never made a single move, it was because you weren't interested. I was terrified of rejection, so I never told you.
And now, we're being separated. And I can't let that happen without telling you the truth Lo. I know now that telling you was important, I needed to let it out.
Don't speak Lo. It's done."
Julian opened his mouth, and he began to sing, weakly at first, but then his voice grew stronger.
One Song
Glory
One Song
Before I Go
Glory
One Song To Leave Behind
Logan grabbed Julian's hand, holding onto it fiercely. His eyes stared deep into Julian's.
Find One Song
One Last Refrain
Glory
From The Pretty Boy Front Man
Who Wasted Opportunity
Logan was strong, and he held on for the both of them. Each time Julian's voice wavered, Logan gave his hand a squeeze. Julian closed his eyes as he continued to sing, a slight sad smile playing at the corners of his lips. He could pretend, just for a few moments, that Logan loved him back.
One Song
He Had The World At His Feet
Glory
In The Eyes Of A Young Man
A Young Man
Find Glory
Beyond The Cheap Colored Lights
They were both fading fast. One faded into death, and one into despair. Exhaustion both mental and physical plagued them both. Julian grabbed Logan's other hand, and he kept on singing, forcing his voice to stay strong, for the both of them.
One Song
Before The Sun Sets
Glory - On Another Empty Life
Time Flies - Time Dies
Glory - One Blaze Of Glory
One Blaze Of Glory - Glory
Find
Glory
in a song that rings true
truth like a blazing fire
an eternal flame
Wes, David, Kurt, Blaine, Derek, and the Tweedles were all gathered around them, watching. Their faces were a frightening tableau of dirt, grime, blood, sweat, and tears, and they all stared, but Julian didn't care. Logan didn't seem to either.
Find
One Song
A Song About Love
Glory
From The Soul Of A Young Man
A Young Man
Find
The One Song
Before The Virus Takes Hold
Glory
Like A Sunset
One Song
To Redeem This Empty Life
For so long, Julian had been avoiding Logan's eyes. He had been afraid that they would reveal too much. Right now, he was looking right into them, and Logan was looking back. Their eyes told each other everything they needed to no, and neither of them wavered.
Time Flies
And Then - No Need To Endure Anymore
Time Dies
"I love you Lo."
"I love you too Jules."