AN/ This is a English/French fic so don't be surprised if the language change after half of the text they still will be dialogue in English so you still be able to understand what's happening. This is a Juvia POV but you know that she's talking at third person anyway you're inside her head.
C'est une fic en anglais et en français. Mais si vous ne parlez pas anglais vous pouvez directement aller à la moitié du texte. Vous devriez être capable de comprendre à partir de ce moment. Aussi l'histoire se fait au point de vue de Juvia mais bon, vous savez qu'elle parle à la troisième personne, alors …
Juvia was in the guildhall chatting with Gajeel-Kun and Panther Lily, well mostly with Panther Lily, when Gray-sama came to her. He asked her if they could talk privately. Juvia said yes and they went out of the guild.
He looked at her and said."Look, I don't want to hurt your feelings but I can't leave like this anymore. I can't have you stalking me wherever I go and whatever I do. I don't love you. I will never ever love you. You're stupid, boring and depressing. So please stop." And then he went to Juvia's love rival.
The words kept ringing in her ears don't love you …never ever love you … stupid … boring… depressing …depressing … depressing. Juvia's heart had just been broke. She felt tears running down her cheeks; the hall world seemed to be falling apart. She had been hurt before but never to that point. Clouds gather up from Juvia's head. It was hall dark. No. No, no, no, no, no, you're not coming back. You're coming back! Juvia felt raindrops falling one her head. Why are you back? Juvia started to cry louder because she knew the answer and knew that they were no way back. Juvia tried to wipe her tears a way but they kept on coming. She needed to go inside the guild, to have her friend held her and told her that everything was okay. But she heard their voices.
"Shit it's raining!" "It's so depressing." "But it was clear one minute ago." "I hope it will go away" "Don't tell me it's the fucking rain woman doing that"
Juvia put her hand on her ears but sound kept coming in. Everyone was putting the balm on her. Everyone was mad at her. Everyone wanted her to go far away from them. Everyone hated her. Rain was pounding harder and her tears were running faster. She was trying but she couldn't breathe. The world was falling apart.
"Ameonna."
Juvia turned her head to see Gajeel-kun in front of her. He was her best friend; he would never let her down.
"We have talk and we want you to leave the guild." He told her. And walk back inside.
Juvia screamed as she woke up, she had tears running down her cheeks and was all sweaty. But she relief, it was just a bad dream. She just had, once again, a nightmare in which Gray-sama was telling her, like so many had done before, that she was as depressing as the rain. Then the clouds were coming back, the rain started to fall again this time with no way out. Her friends told her to go away that they never wanted to see her again. It was awful but she was starting to get used to it. Since she was little Juvia always had dream about the worst thing that could happen to her, as if her mind wanted her to ready. But Juvia couldn't think of one as painful as that. Before her worst fear was death or not being able to use magic anymore. Dreaming about that was rough but she gets easily over it. Now her worst fear was rejection, loneliness and rain. Now that she had friends and people to love she could bare to imagine spending one day without talking to them. That was her worst fear. But she knew them and she knew that even if the rain came back they would always be here for her. Of that she was sure. Her nightmares were just nightmares. Having them might take her a few hours of sleep and scared her but they will never be true. Never.
Juvia turned to her clock, it was 4 a.m., and she stood out of her bed and went to her bathroom. Juvia washes her face and look at herself in the mirror. She had dark rings under her eyes. Well, after all that was the third time in three nights that she had this kind of nightmare. It was weird thought. Of course Juvia was always worried that we try to take her Gray-sama away from her. But when she had those nightmares it was when she was seriously worried about the future. She wasn't or was she? Juvia was too tired to think about that. She should take a coffee. She wasn't going back to sleep. As much as she knew her nightmare would never come true she didn't want to live them.
Once the sun was up Juvia went to the train station. She and Gajeel-kun were going on a mission just the two of them. Just like old time ! Juvia was pretty excited about it. She loved to go on mission with Gajeel-kun all most as much as going with Gray-sama. Ever since we were in the same guild we always had done mission together. He was Juvia first and best friend. We knew each other like the back of our hands. That's why Juvia knew her dream couldn't become true. He will always be by her side even if the rest of guild wasn't, like she was by him when he entered the guild. Now she was thinking about her awful dream again. Juvia started to shake her head to make the thought go out.
"What the hell are you doing Ameonna?"
Juvia stopped and froze in front of him. Gajeel-kun looked at her from up to down.
Please don't make a comment about how tired I look. Don't ask me why. I don't want talk about it.
"Okay." he said "When is the train arriving?"
Juvia looked at her watch then said "He'll be here in a minute." It was great not needing to talk to be understand.
The train arrived to station we board it. The travel wasn't long we talk a little about our lives, Juvia tease him about a certain bookworm, he said a certain stripper was gay, we laugh.
"Hey, ameonna !"
Juvia stopped laughing and looked at him.
"We're here."He told Juvia. She looked at the window. She could see the train station. She quickly grabs her bag and step out of the train. She took the request out of her bag.
Brigands have been attacking our town.
Some of them use magic.
Please help us. Kimugi town.
Come to the mayor office.
Reward: 10000 jewels.
"We must go to the city hall to meet the mayor" Juvia told Gajeel-kun. He nodded, we went out of the station. We walk to the city square; they were an old building with a sign saying City Hall. We went in and ask to a receptionist where the mayor office was. She told us the way. We follow her leads nock on the door and came in. It was a big room with bookcase on the side walls and a window on the back wall. In front of us were a desk with two chairs in front, one behind and paper all over the top. On the behind chair a small skinny man was sitting. The mayor, Juvia presumes. He looked up to us and asked.
"What can I do for you?"
"We are the mage send by Fairy Tail." Juvia answer.
"Great. Thank you for coming. Those brigands are seriously causing trouble. They're steeling and destroying everything on their way. We really hope you'll get us freed of them."
"We will. Could you tell us what you know about them?"
"Yes of course. We know that they live in the forest nearby here. Three of them use magic we don't know which one."
"That will do" Juvia said turning to Gajeel-kun.
"Easy" he simply said.
We went out of the office and the city hall. Walk through the town passing by a hat shop. Juvia made the mental note to go take a look once the job's done. After two hours of searching we finally find the brigand. Quickly the fight started. One of them was a fire mage. Nothing easier for Juvia. She simply locked him in her water lock in a few minutes and he was unconscious. Gajeel-kun took down a shadow mage in less than two second. Between the brigands left only one use magic, they were both smirking; we were on our guard but suddenly everything started to change. Juvia was in her native village she looked down at her and saw that she was in a little girl shape. Rain started to fall. She saw it but she didn't feel or ear it. A visual illusion.
"Gajeel-kun, you're affecting to?" Juvia ask.
"Yeah. Don't move." He answered Juvia. She followed his lead. Even if what he sees is fake. His ears would be his eyes. So, Juvia stood here earring move and punch seeing rain. She wasn't worried, she trusted Gajeel-kun. She knew he'll get her out of this. But then she felt her body flying and her head crash against something hard. Juvia eared Gajeel-kun voice calling her name then the black holes.
Quand Juvia repris connaissance elle vit d'abord une surface blanche, qu'elle identifia comme un plafond. Elle se demanda où elle se trouvait. Juvia tourna la tête vers la droite. Cet effort lui provoqua des douleurs au crâne qui lui firent fermer les yeux. Elle les rouvrit et découvrit une salle entièrement blanche. Elle aperçu sur une chaise Gajeel-kun qui regardait à la fenêtre, cela la rassura.
« Gajeel-kun . »Le son de la voix de Juvia attira son attention. Il se tourna immédiatement vers elle.
« Juvia you're awake ! dit Gajeel-kun, Are you alright?
- Quoi ? » Lui demanda Juvia. Elle ne comprenait pas ce qu'il disait. Elle se demandait pourquoi.
« Juvia are you alright ? » Répéta-t-il.
Mais Juvia ne comprenait toujours pas. Elle le regarda et comprit qu'il se demandait comment Juvia se sentait.
« Juvia va bien Gajeel-kun, mais elle ne comprend pas ce que tu dis. » Il regarda Juvia bizarrement. Il alla vers la porte, l'ouvrit et dit :
« Nurse could you call the doctor. … she is awake. »
Il referma la porte et reviens s'asseoir près de Juvia.
« Où est Juvia ? » lui demanda-t-elle. Gajeel-kun regarda la mage d'eau mais ne répondit pas. Elle était maintenant inquiète. Pourquoi n'avait elle pas comprit ce qu'il disait ? Est-ce que lui non plus ne la comprenait pas ? C'est pour cela qu'il ne répondait pas ? Et pourquoi avait-elle autant mal au crâne ? Soudain elle se souvint de ce qu'il s'était passé plus tôt. Elle avait reçu un violant coup à la tête qui l'avait rendu inconsciente. Elle posa sa main sur sa tête et y découvrit des bandages. Elle avait des bandages. Tout était blanc. Elle était sur un lit relativement inconfortable. C'était clair que Juvia était à l'hôpital.
« Est ce que c'est grave ? » demanda Juvia même si son ami ne comprenait pas ce qu'elle disait, il saurait ce qu'elle demandait.
« I don't know. » Répondit-il. Il semblait inquiet. Il ne le savait pas mais il se doutait que ça l'était. Ca ne rassurait pas Juvia. Comment ce pouvait-il qu'elle ne comprenne pas ce que Gajeel-kun disait. Elle parlait pourtant parfaitement anglais elle y était tellement habituer qu'elle le pensait … mais en ce moment, Juvia pense en français ! Juvia… Juvia… Juvia… Je… Juvia n'arrive pas à penser en anglais! Mais ce n'est pas possible ! Que ce passe-t-il ?
Juvia entendit la porte s'ouvrir. Un homme portant une blouse blanche entra. Il devait être docteur. Il regarda Juvia puis dit :
« Good morrning Miss Lockser. I'm the doctor Lordat. How are you feeling ? »
Juvia ne compris pas un traitre mot de ce qu'il disait.
« I don't think she understands. » Lui dit Gajeel-kun. Elle ne comprit de nouveau mais elle pouvait deviner que Gajeel-kun expliquait au docteur que Juvia ne comprenait pas.
« She dosen't speak ? » Lui questionna le docteur. Juvia se demanda ce qu'ils pouvaient bien se dire.
« She does but not in English. »
« Is she a bilingual ? » Etant donné le ton qu'avait pris le médecin, Juvia devina qu'il avait posé une question.
« Yes, she wasn't born in Fiore. » Gajeel-kun avais acquiescé et ajouté une information … en rapport avec Fiore et avec elle surement. Venait-il de lui dire qu'elle était française de naissance ?
« Where does she come from? » Le docteur posa une autre question.
« From France.» Oui, il lui a dit.
« I think she is suffering from of aphasia. » Dit le docteur… Surement un diagnostic…
« Aphasia ? » Répéta Gajeel-kun. Apparemment lui non plus n'avais pas compris.
« It's an amnesia of the language. I think she have forgot entirely english and propebly a litlle of the french too. I think we have a french nurse. I'll see if I can find her. We're going to need to make her an MRI. You better call you're guild and tell them she's awake. »Puis il sortit rapidement de la chambre. S'il sortait si vite, peut être était-ce grave.
« I'll be back in a minute don't worry. » Gajeel-kun quitta lui aussi la chambre.
Il était partit aussi vite que le docteur. Il était tendu. Ce n'était pas une bonne nouvelle, il était rarement comme ça. Il savait que Juvia était forte. Qu'est-ce que le médecin avait dit ? Pourquoi Gajeel-kun est-il inquiet? Est-ce que l'incapacité de Juvia a parlé anglais venait d'un problème plus grave? Ou était parti Gajeel-kun ? Reviendra-t-il bientôt ?
Juvia avait peur, souffrait et était seule.
AN/ Thank you very much for reading. How was that first chapter? Was it good? Was it awful to the point you throw up while reading it? Review and tell me
For next chapters: They will be two at a time one of them in French (still a Juvia POV) and one in English. The English one will be POV of other characters, most of the time Gray. I'm not English, I'm not perfectly bilingual and I'm dyslexic so if you see anything wrong with my orthography or my grammar in English or in French tell me please.
Merci beaucoup d'avoir lu. Comment était ce premier chapitre ? C'était bien ? C'était mauvais au point de vous faire vomir pendant que vous lisiez ? Laissez un commentaire et dites le moi.
Pour les prochains chapitres : Il y en aura deux à la fois. Un en français (toujours du point de vue de Juvia) et un en anglais. Celui en anglais sera le point de vue d'autres personnages, la plus part du temps Gray. Je ne suis pas anglaise, je ne suis pas parfaitement bilingue et je suis dyslexique alors si vous voyez la moindre faute d'orthographe ou de grammaire en anglais comme en français, faites le moi savoir s'il vous plait.