Authors note: hey, this is my first songfic and first time putting anything on this site so if its crap, im sorry. Anycow, read! Also, I don't own Yugioh! And I didn't write the song 'From the Inside', Linkin Park did.

I don't know who to trust

No surprise

I don't know if you're right, or if I should trust my friends.

Happy thoughts sift through dust

And the lies

I tell them alright even though im not. Sometimes im just Ryou, and sometimes I act like you.

Trying not to break but im so tired of this deceit

Would they understand, or would they think of me as a freak? Is our friendship strong enough for them to accept me, no matter what state im in? I know ours is, you've heard all of my thoughts and you understand, or do you?

Everytime I try to meake myself Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

And the tireing time between

Im cought in the middle, you or my friends? Where is it safest for me to be myself, and not hide behind my mask?

And how

Trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

'cause I swear/for the last time

I wont trust myself with you

The decisions you make always hurt me, but trusting my friends means turning against you. Why cant I just keep you both, I don't recall doing anything to deserve this...then again I don't recall doing a lot of things...

Tension is building inside

Steadily

How do I make this fair so no one gets hurt?

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts forcing their way

Out of me

Should I reveal my feelings for you, would you understand or just scoff like you always do? Am I better off losing you and having friends who wont turn against me, or would that just make me more alone?

Trying not to break

But im so tired of this deceit

Everytime I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

Its time to decide, who will it be? Or would it be better if you all just carried on without me?

And the tiring time between

And how

Trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me

I'm not who I used to be, I'm torn between two things; my love for you and my friendship with them. I can't concentrate, I feel like I'm destroying your lives, so here is one last thing before I say goodbye.

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

'cause I swear/for the last time

I wont trust myself with you

You always get me in trouble

I wont trust myself with you

Yet I cant deny my feelings for you

I wont waste myself on you

Is it you that's making me unhappy,

Waste myself on you

Or is it my friends? No matter now, its only a matter of time before I fade away...

YOU!

And cease to exist.