She lays her head on your shoulder and sighs. You rest you hand in her lap and try as much as you can to avoid her injuries. You can't forgive yourself just yet, she got injured while she was with you on a simple salt-and-burn job and you can't imagine how you could have been so careless and let her get thrown into that wall by the angry spirit. Sam walks over to where the two of you sit on the narrow hospital bed and puts his small hand gently in hers. She raises her head and looks with a warm smile at Sammy and ruffles his floppy brown hair telling him that she's okay.
You sit on another motel bed in the middle of nowhere thinking about her again. You've had girls after you parted ways but of them meant what she did. Not even Lisa or Cassie. You think that maybe if you could turn back time you would do things differently , you would stop it before it even began, cut it short do your job and leave the town with dad and Sam, never turn back, never look back. You ask yourself time and time again, as you did then, what do you say when it's all over? How do you leave without breaking both your hearts? You remember her smile that day; you remember her hands on your skin as you made love for the very first time in your life, you remember her saying it was ok. But was it really? Now you're back in that small town where you vowed to never come back and she's there and all the walls you put up to hold her out fall the second she touches you 'cause that's just how well she knows you.
You forget about everything that night; the whole damn business with the fucking Apocalypse, you forget about Lisa and the life that you pictured with her by your side and you lose yourself in her. You hold her close as she holds you even closer and it's like nothing you have ever felt before and everything around you doesn't matter anymore and it's just you and her lost in each other. When your climax hits you moan her name like a prayer and she holds you close as you come down for the little cloud where you had been all this time.
Next morning when you kiss and you yet again leave her she tells you that it's for bitter or worse with the both of you and you smile 'cause she knows you best and she knows you're gonna come back time and time again.