Tobi walked up to sasori. "It's been awhile, do you know where deidara-sama is?"

Sasori tapped an irritated foot "Of course I don't. And it's quite irritating to be kept waiting for him…" my face drooped. His past was horrid. I felt sorry for him. "I am slightly concerned though." dei-san has been suicidal since… the incident.

"Who knows maybe he actually did it this time." tobi interrupted my thoughts "You know. He may have actually finished it himself"

Every one of my hairs stood on end at that sentence. "T-there's no way!" fear surged through my body. I ran out as fast as I could. "DEIDARA!" it was pouring rain.

Damn.

"Where are you going, you could get sick!"

"I'm going to make sure he's ok." I took off again. I could smell him, even through all this rain. I took a few turns here and there. What if I'm too late? I haven't seen him for a few days… no! don't think about that right now. His scent is fresh. I smelled something else. Something foul. It smelled like… orochimaru! It was his poison. I bolted toward the scent. I will save you dei-San. When i saw dei-san i was so surprised i could've fainted. All i could do was stare… he was battered and bloody, not to mention chewing on poison. Before i could stifle it i gasped in horror. That's when he must've noticed my presence. I could see tears rolling down his face. I've never told him but i've always loved him.

"i'm..." he muttered with a mouthful of the foul clay, "nothing… anymore... sasori…"

NO! i won't lose you sasori. I can't lose you. Not you. Before i could think, my body moved for me. I pinned him with one hand while the other ripped out handfuls of clay. After i removed it all i pushed my face close to his. "tell me, did you swallow any?"

"why?! Why do you care?!" he startled me. Why? Why do i care? "just TELL ME!" i will not lose you! I waited for a reply. None came. Did he do it? Did he swallow any? I fought back the urge to hyperventilate like a child. "Deidara-sama?"

"no." he replied "you got me… again" i let out a huge sigh of relief. Thank goodness.

"let's get you home deidara-san" we silently walked to my place. When we got there we sat on the couch where i dressed his wound. Too impatient to hold vack questions i asked him, "what happened? Was it sasuke?" i saw tears well up in his eyes. He looked distant… as if remembering something he wanted to forget…

"i-i well…" he sobbed "we we're walking around the park as usual. He was acting strange. But when i asked him what was wrong, he started to cry then he pulled out his katana and threw it at me!" he couldn't say anymore… he was crying too much. Absolute fury flashed beneath me… i tried to hide it though.

"it's alright dei-san." i ran my fingers though his hair. How dare he. How DARE sasuke. He hurt my beloved deidara. He will pay. Then i suddenly remembered. I had to show him… it will cheer him up.